https://ameblo.jp/matchadaifuku/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja NOTE: If there's any Benjamin's in my school, its 100% not you. Its Benjamin from another school.

Okay, so I think Belinda and Ben calling each other husband and wife, dear and even saying 'I love you' when they arent even together makes me super disgusted. No really, if they were together, I wouldnt mind at all. But they arent even together at all! Thats just.. gross and wrong. Ughh.. Is she so desperate for a guy's attention? And shes near to almost ignoring her friends for him. Right, so someone whom she knows for just two weeks are more important than us whom shes known for 2 years? (Excluding this year.)

But I understand a little, just a little. She likes the attention Ben gives her, since well.. We've been invisible shadows since sec 1? Hello? Thats why shes so desperate for attention. I dont really blame her. But im just somehow mad at her and Ben. If it wasnt for me, they wouldnt even have known each other's existance. (Not trying to claim credit here.) Anyway, in order to make sure if they were in a relationship (since Ben's the one who started all the mushy things.), Belinda went to ask if they were in a relationship or not to prevent any 'misunderstandings'. And he replied no because he says nows not the time and he really wants their relationship to last because he 'loves' her. I dunno. And she was like, sad face the whole day. I really dont get what the heck they are thinking, really. Maybe its because I've not been in a relationship before. Not trying to be Miss Know-it-all, but these are my HONEST THOUGHTS so our views might vary.

I am not jealous, I SWEAR im not jealous that a guy's wooing her and stuff, because Ben's not my type, haha! And he looks like my school's principal for some reason.. *laughs alone* Just that, now he's become her first priority and that makes me fucking pissed. We almost fought because of him, what the heck? And yes I do hate him. Im not trying to be a control freak friend and such, but everything is getting really stupid, really. EVERY SINGLE DAY, ALL I HEAR IS BENJAMIN BENJAMIN BENJAMIN. Then I was thinking, fuck Benjamin. Honestly, everyday she is benjamin this benjamin that. FUCK YOU, SHUT UP PLEASE?!

Im not gonna care what happens. If she falls, its her fault. I did my part as a friend and gave her my personal views, the others did the same as well. She doesn't listen, she has herself to blame if she gets hurt. Sorry but I dont trust him. As I dont believe you can 'love' someone within a period less than two weeks time, at least not that fast, they dont even know each other well. Crush, yes. Love, definitely not. Otherwise, why does it take a couple to date for a few years before they settle down? Anyway, I shan't be such a busybody. Its her fault if she gets hurt. I've convinced myself to wash my hands off her. I rest my case.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/matchadaifuku/entry-10787090614.html Tue, 01 Feb 2011 21:46:10 +0900 Didnt update for a long time! Went to collect my Alois wiggy today, it (FINALLY) arrived! Yay~



Styled and trimmed by me(^∇^) Tried to be as accurate as possible. The gel wasnt strong enough so one part fell from its place so it looks as if its barely styled at all





]]> https://ameblo.jp/matchadaifuku/entry-10783709519.html Sat, 29 Jan 2011 20:14:07 +0900 Ouch, it hurt. But the pain was still bearable. Then after that they let me breathe in some kind of 'oxygen' with a sweet scent and before I knew it, I blacked out. (´□｀｡)

When I came to, the surgery has already ended, I cant feel anything as my lips were numbed. Was feeling very tired due to the anesthetic, so I slept, again. Haha! Woke up after that, and took a few pictures of my stitches. （･ε･) The left side of my lower lip was swollen and pain due to the injections and sewing and cutting. When the numbing thingy wore off, the side that was sewn and injected (the left side of my lower lip as I was saying.) was quite painful. The pain was.. 6 out of 10. Still bearable for me since I aint that afraid of pain. Didnt take any of the painkillers since I can bear the pain. I dont know why, for some reason, the threads taste salty and metal-ish. Like blood O-O''

After that, they gave me fish porridge. Then after I was discharged, walked around Novena square, then after that headed to Somerset to meet Revolver for my things. Gahh I love the stuff I bought from her! xD Bought a new pair of boots from Charles and Keith. Can be seen on my poupeegirl.

Attempting to do a lineart for my drawing. Hope it works. (It failed )

And, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AOI!! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/matchadaifuku/entry-10775114568.html Fri, 21 Jan 2011 14:43:48 +0900 Cuz im very tired since I slept at around 1 or 2am yesterday.
Went to the specialist today, the doctor pulled, pressed and did whatever to my cyst. Then he decided that I have to go for surgery.. Ouch.. And it costs $2800.. 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡ Its so scary... Imagine needles poking into your lips! Bought KERA magazine after that, and then went to have a haircut with my mom and sister. Sorry, no pictures of the magazine, because im really lazy now ( ￣っ￣) Got a shitty haircut. Didnt turn out to be what I wanted Arranged a meeting with Revolver to collect my things tomorrow, I hope I wont sleep too long and get late or very very very for the meetup because of the anesthetic.. Very nervous about tomorrow's surgery.. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/matchadaifuku/entry-10773564179.html Wed, 19 Jan 2011 22:10:12 +0900 A cute "paper bag" or rather, it was wrapped with awesomely cute SWIMMER wrapping paper that has cute animal printed on it. (*^▽^*) But its really crumpled when it was handed to me! I took a picture for my Poupee Girl, so I'll post it here too.



めっちゃめっちゃかわゆいですね～
I spent $40 on this ・°・(ノД｀)・°・ But its pretty worth it, because it was more expensive on SWIMMER's web shop including shipping. Kyaaa I love my headphones (^ε^)♪

I went to Daiso with Belinda today, bought a nail file and a small Hello Kitty bag. I bought the nail file accidentally because I actually thought that it was a nail buffer!! My $2... *starts crying* （/TДT)/ I have pictures too! Haha, I always take picture of my things for Poupee Girl(￣▽+￣*)





Thats all for now.
Shall go and play Granado Espada. Although I still havent gotten the hang of it yet (｡＞0＜｡) ]]> https://ameblo.jp/matchadaifuku/entry-10771560927.html Mon, 17 Jan 2011 20:50:01 +0900 Im hunting and feeding reindeers now (＾～＾) Its hard to scroll around.. Cuz its so laggy..

I actually re-did this post, cuz for unknown reasons, everything in my cache is reloaded. And eeks, the smell of thinner is back again. The smell hurt my nose just now It didnt smell good, was too strong. I was typing the previous post with my nose covered. (￣_￣ i) Wheres the oTL emoticon?!

Oh yea, I just became a Libra! I was a Scorpio . Visit here to see if your horoscope has changed!

Playing Pet Society now. Love the newly added items to bits! (I love things thats inspired or is from the rococo period. I really love them to a point where.. I really love them, HAH! *gets shot* о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆ ) Shall upload some pictures now. Dressing up my pet and taking pictures really makes me more desperate for a dollfie than I already am now. ・°・(ノД｀)・°・ Okay, anyway here are the pictures of Hiro-kun!







Okay, the Phantom and Christine set was just bought, and to my dissapointment, it didnt look as good as the Halloween and the other patch, i forgot the name but it looks kinda steampunk. The Gothic Dandy was put together using 2 items from the Halloween period, 1 was from the win or lose box, 2 was from the winner's design sets (2 different sets, fyi.). To be honest, the phantom set looks like shit. (_ _。) Ahh my moolah!!

Ahh.. Granado Espada is so slowwwwwwwwwwww....... (｀×´) Haha, im actually downloading it right now! （‐＾▽＾‐）*laughs by myself* Goshh.. Another 2 hours to go..

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