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Memory..

Tue, 02 Apr 2013 03:06:02 +0900

Hello, I'm back.
Long time since I write anything. It seems it's time to tell a little circumstance. No, not really, just at the moment don't have anyone to talk to. I am alone.

Evening.

Again, I'm on a diet. Frankly, it's hard, but I keep it. This self-improvement.

Day one.
In the morning I had to drink a mixture of lemon pulp and boiling water. It was nasty. Throughout the day I drink water and green tea with milk. At the moment, too.

Green tea with milk tasty. Something like a coffee with milk.

After the I bought new strings, I play a lot of guitar. My fingers hurt, but it's nice. This is the only thing that can make me happy.

Now I need to learn a lot.
School.
It will be two worst months.

Error..

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 23:25:59 +0900

This is a woman? Who is she to me? Why with the birth, I must turn to it as "Mom"? Why she erred and had a son?
I don't remember the kind words.
I've always heard "you should," "you've adult and solve their own problems" and "I do not have time for you" ..
Excuse me, how much left for me live in this hell?

I feel sick. Sick of this world. Sick of people. Sick of myself.

How long will I have to wait? Will come a time when the words "my house" will not cause disgust and contempt? When I will not be afraid to go home?

So many questions ..

Mom, please, forget about my existence for three years .. please .. I beg .. I'm sick of your circus .. being turned inside out. Do not you disgusted? Tell me .. it's so stupid.

I just leave my thoughts here..

Deathgaze

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 20:30:51 +0900

Cool

Tomorrow.

Thu, 07 Mar 2013 03:00:14 +0900

This song is chic. I understood her best, it is not explained.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=osr0JxHm9nY

What happened today? Oh, it was a cheerful day!
And yes .. Today .. March 6. Several years ago, my grandfather died.
But .. of - for my diet, I could not come. I'm sorry.

Sia lifted my spirits higher than the heavens. Evening. Thank you.

Now the words are meaningless. I am confused.At the moment, I can't cope with stress. This experience.
I do not want to write about it.
I'll just leave myself here.

I want to sleep.

Wed, 06 Mar 2013 04:18:18 +0900

Music: ONE OK ROCK

I need to sleep more, but school .. I'm tired of learning. I need good grades in the report card.
Can I break?
Tomorrow I need to pass exams in algebra and physics. This is very important!

But now I want to sleep. It's a strange feeling, yet.

This is the place I use as a note-book. I can talk to myself. That's funny.

Well, I just drink tea. （笑）

空

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 05:06:01 +0900

And so .. I'm smiling.
There is one person to whom I would never say that I feel .. but .. I really important. Can I talk about this? Do I have a chance? This is the big question.

I am a person who is also experiencing feelings, do not call me unfeeling please.

I left 986 paper cranes.

I'm very scared. I could lose my person whose name is "幸せ"

I went back to Ameba

Sun, 03 Mar 2013 16:37:46 +0900

About a year ago, I deleted my profile on Amebe. I'm sorry.
It was a mistake! （笑）
Will you forgive me?

Okay, now I want to talk a little bit about yourself.
Frankly, I'm still the same. The past year has not changed me.

I don't know the reasons for the return. I miss..
Oh yes, my cat, too!（笑）

I will write, give me time.
Bye!