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He told me my head pains were tension/stress headaches and prescribed me some medicine for the headaches.

Hopefully that'll help out a lot so I can stop missing school and gym..


its funny... he told me that I should find and remove stressors so my tension headaches aren't triggered... but the woman that is the main trigger lives in the same building as me.... it'll take me moving out to get away from her but then that stress is replaced by the stress of living alone, paying bills and such..


vicious never ending cycle...
]]> https://ameblo.jp/maxwellchu/entry-10348862562.html Wed, 23 Sep 2009 15:09:13 +0900
because I can't get a job with today's job market... and because of my head pains I'm unable to attend school all the time... I'm try to attend school, but I get so sick from the pain..


even if she takes back this 'threat' there is no way in hell I want to live here anymore..

so I'm going to be working really hard turning in as many applications as I can and hopefully get a job or two... I'll probably have to drop out of college to work all the time to be able to keep myself alive... but living here is poisonous for me ...
]]> https://ameblo.jp/maxwellchu/entry-10344374088.html Thu, 17 Sep 2009 10:23:27 +0900
I think I might go to the doctors Tuesday... or next Tuesday. Hopefully its nothing to serious like a tumor..


speaking of tumors... my pet rat, Paige, has a mammary tumor. At first I was so upset when I found the tumor, but calmed myself and looked info up and decided that what she had (and at the location where it is) is a mammary tumor, which the vast majority are nonfatal. But they should be removed as they can grow to gross proportions... I'm talking about a large apply size tumor! The poor rat could hardly walk with that size of a tumor... so I sold one of my ball jointed dolls so I could have money to schedule her a vet appointment and schedule a surgery.


I can't wait for this month to be over with.. it has been a very tiring month...

(ﾉ_･｡)
]]> https://ameblo.jp/maxwellchu/entry-10342312664.html Mon, 14 Sep 2009 12:21:37 +0900
She is such a horrible person. She goes on saying how she wanted to be a mother, yet she refuses to act like one! She acts like a drug addict 50 year old! She comes home from 'work' sits her fat ass on the couch all night, smoking pot, and watching stupid reality tv!

I'm tired of this... I have a feeling I'll be hurting myself out of anger and despair, or her if she throws one of her temper tantrums and throws personal attacks and insults at me again. I'm hitting my breaking point with this.

I wish that money wasn't so important... I wish I could just move out with out needing loads of money. I'm stuck here because I can't get a job because of the horrible job market (No one is hiring college students it seems!).

She says she'll probably die at 60... that's to far away for me. Die at 55 or something. Hurry up and die so everyone can be at peace you horrible thing.


I've been having some real bad head pains and pressure... it really hurts. Her temper tantrums of stomping around the house, throwing things, slamming things down, and screaming as loud as she can has made this migraine like headache so much worse... I'm actually crying in pain! It hurts so much because of that fat cow's actions!

I wonder if I sell all my possessions... I can live off of that money for a while? or at least give some money to friend's family to let me sleep on their couch for a while or something.

I'm tired of this... I'm tired of feeling horrible and having my person attacked left and right by someone who has no life and is to old to even attempt to create one. I'm in pain... I think I'll take a hard pain killer... it will knock me out... but at least I'll be out of pain and ignore that horrible thing...
]]> https://ameblo.jp/maxwellchu/entry-10338737977.html Wed, 09 Sep 2009 10:10:02 +0900
I was just spending a lot of my summer break to rest and relax and not really updating any websites or blogs I have.. (　 ﾟ ▽ ﾟ ;)

I went to my friend Miyu's birthday party a while ago... she had it Victorian tea party themed... it was really cute and she loved my gift to her! o(〃＾▽＾〃)o


I also found out that my GPA is messed up.. I'd have to spend a few more semesters at my current college to fix it.. but I'm so sick and tired of how poorly this college is ran.. so I'm no longer going to be going to TUJ, but I found a language program that I'll be going to for a year and three months! I've already been accepted too! (*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆ I just need to send in a few documents really soon, but I need to rush my passport.. it could be tight before the deadline! Had I known the deadline was so close I would of went for a different semester! (-。－；)

My parents still aren't supportive of this.. but I've decided to not care. I have friends supporting me, and strangers supporting me (though hopefully once we all make it to Tokyo, we'll become good friends! (・ω・) it seems so far that next fall is when that'll happen) so I guess I'm fine without my parent's support... I'll just be using them to get care packages out of them I guess

I have so much to do in such little time! it kind of feels nerve wracking... Σ(ﾟдﾟ;) I need forms turned in, I need my passport, I need to pay fees, pay my tuition... gosh so much to do!

well I should stop rambling now... don't want to bore anyone to much...

Bai-Bai for Tonight!
(^-^)ノ~~
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Not to toot my own horn... but I think my friend is going to love her birthday present ^^

5 canvases... three medium sized ones and two large ones. a pad of watercolor paper and a pad of acrylic paper... then pokemon goods of her two favorite pokemon ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ

I bought the art supplies for myself last year but I figure I'm never going to use these so I'll give them to someone who will use them and paints beautifully! (☆｡☆) I kind of want to commission her for a painting one of these days.. her last painting... just breath taking~!

Today I've been so lazy... and it feels great (*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆ but I've been procrastinating horribly with studying Japanese... I've been distracting myself by looking at apartments to check out the estimated price range so once I do move there and after the first semester at TUJ... I wont be in to much of shock over rent prices..

but I just may have to have a longer commute then I would in the dorms because of the price... ho hum.. (￣_￣ i)

ah well.. maybe things will change once I get there? haha! I'm dreaming! (≧▽≦)



Bai-Bai for Tonight!
(^-^)ノ~~
]]> https://ameblo.jp/maxwellchu/entry-10307698186.html Sun, 26 Jul 2009 13:57:04 +0900
but my mother has ruined our relationship so badly ... that I don't think that my moving out would fix anything.

Shes a person I would not miss at all...


I can't wait till I can afford to move out. Move away.... get far far far away from this psychotic woman.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/maxwellchu/entry-10306972274.html Sat, 25 Jul 2009 12:53:02 +0900
But I don't think I'll be passing either class.... (ﾉ_･｡) I froze up on my Japanese Final... during the Oral part... I understood what my teacher was saying to me... but I froze up and forgot how to respond... she ended the oral part early on me... I can just pray that my final grade will be a C... please! 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡ I doubt I'll get anything higher then an F in math though... so many blank answers in questions I didn't know.. oh well..

Fall semester I'll just have Art History and Art Appreciation on Tuesdays and Thursdays... I'll only have to take the bus once a week on Thursdays.. so it'll only be one day that I have to wake up at 6am, be out the door by 7:30am and be on the bus at 8am.. (→o←)ゞ

Spring semester next year, I'll be taking a lot of art classes as well... I figure because I can pass Art classes relatively easily, I can easily get my credits that way.. I should of just done that to begin with..

hopefully my decision wont hurt me when I apply to TUJ.. ！(´Д｀；) I'd be so upset if it did!

Oh! Something really weird happened to me today... I got home at around 2:30pm and decided to take a nap before I went to the gym... when I woke up at 4:30pm I was hit with horrible nasuea! ヽ(;´Д｀)ノ It took all my might to not throw up while I was on the phone canceling my class tonight... it was horrible! o(；△；)o I was curled in bed feeling so hot and feverish.. and very very weak in the legs too! I don't know what was wrong with me... 。(´д｀lll) it was horrible... I'm slightly better now... still have a slightly upset stomach and I'm not feeling so sharp...

hopefully I don't have the flu! 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡ that'd be Horrible! My first week of vacation and I'd be sick! No!


I need to hang out with Miyu-tan~ soon... Hikki-tan is out camping... so its just Miyu-tan and me... I want her to try on some clothing I got! 8D I want to see how she'll look in casual punky clothing instead of gothic lolita type clothing! haha! o(゜∇゜*o)(o*゜∇゜)o～♪ ともだち～！！ I also want to see her puppy... I haven't seen Mochi in ages ; 3; Mochi puppy~!

what shall I do on my first day of break? Sleep in? stay up late tonight and stay asleep all tomorrow?

... sadly I have to wake up early （ ・(ェ)・） I need to buy some bubble mailers and ship some things at the post office... and it'll be around 2pm or so that I'll finish (and I'll be getting out of the house at around what.. 10am?)

ah well... theres about 3 and a half weeks of break, I have that many days to be lazy and sleep in late. :*:・(￣∀￣)・:*:

I'm excited!! Pokemon Heart Gold and Soul Silver is coming out soon! There are new Raikou and Entei plushes! Cyndaquil plush too! I pre-ordered Raikou and Entei... I need the extra money to get myself a Cyndaquil plush...

(///∇//)

yes... I am still very much a fan of Pokemon at the age of 20... from 4th grade, to my second (yet I'm still a freshmen) year in college..


this is turning out so long! I'll stop blabbing for tonight... I'm starting to get a little dizzy and get a headache... my upset stomach feels like its starting to get a little more upset (ﾉ_-｡)


Bai-Bai for Tonight!
(^-^)ノ~~
]]> https://ameblo.jp/maxwellchu/entry-10306338302.html Fri, 24 Jul 2009 14:17:51 +0900
There is only three more days of classes... both my Japanese and Math finals fall on a Thursday, the very last day of summer semester... I'll be happy once it is done and over with and I get a few weeks break before Fall semester.

I need to start applying for a job.. I need to save up money so I can actually afford to live if I do get accepted into TUJ.. that and I need to pay off my credit card a lot faster then I have been..

I guess I could send in some online applications to stores..

well, nothing much to say...

Bai-Bai for Tonight!
(^-^)ノ~~
]]> https://ameblo.jp/maxwellchu/entry-10304086314.html Tue, 21 Jul 2009 09:35:18 +0900
I'm still kind of numb from today... it was a "Murphy's Law" day... do you know Murphy's Law..? Anything that can go wrong, Will go wrong.

and it went horribly wrong for me today. I'm just waiting for it to end.

... I think I'll skip tomorrow's classes... my dad will be pissed off.. but I don't want to deal with teachers tomorrow.


I'm currently in a chat session with TUJ staff ... just sitting back and reading questions on answers... seems I join every chat session just to do this... but I figure its good to just in case someone asks a question and gets an answer about something I was questioning or didn't know...


well... I'll stop here.
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