mayukoのブログ https://ameblo.jp/mayupure03/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja Happy Happy Birthday!!! today is important day for me..
cause...









today is Kenta's birthday!!!
let's celebrate his birthday together!!
have you given him presents yet??
just kidding,
but even only your feeling
you should tell him:)

♬happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday dear Kenta~
happy birthday to you~~

I can't sing for him,
I can't see him now,
but wanna tell my feeling!!!

I am remembering last 9.20
I gave him a birthday card:)
when it, just an LL teacher
but now,
he is very very important person
for me!!
I have happened many things
with him since last year
but I was glad to see him
if he isn't in school,
I'm not doing fine now
thanks so much
for coming into the world!!!
I really appreciate

Jesus, please,
Kenta will see a nice person after this

next 9.20,
I'm gonna celebrate in japan
I'm looking forward to saying
happy birthday with my own voice

I hope!!
no!!
I wish this year becomes better
than last year for him.
have a wonderful day♥

miss you,
love you,
Mayuko

2011.9.20 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/mayupure03/entry-11024060336.html Tue, 20 Sep 2011 07:55:31 +0900 My school i have started my school since aug 29.

my school is so small.

but everyone is so kind!!

this school have free times of only three minites between class and class!!

im always busy!!

i made many friends, but i have to talk more...

im shy now... dont be shy!!! i know, i know...

im gonna try to talk more next week.


i joined cheerleading.

i love all of cheerleaders!!

they are soooo nice people!!

i went football game for the first time.

they have started football season.

its awesome!!

i got sunburd!!! omg...

but i had fun!!!

the uniform of cheerleading is cute!!

i like that!!


it is difficult for me to study us history.

i have to read a lot.

but i wanna take good scores, so im gonna try hard!!


oh,,,,

i wanna write more, but im sleepy now...

im gonna bed,

and write many other things tomorrow, maybe...


good night!


]]> https://ameblo.jp/mayupure03/entry-11013569599.html Sat, 10 Sep 2011 14:54:41 +0900 BooBoo Stewart♡♡ I love BooBoo Stewart!!!!!
he is sooooooo cool!!!!!!
I wanna be my boyfriend!!
Why is his smile really beautiful??
he is 17years old!!


photo:01



]]> https://ameblo.jp/mayupure03/entry-11009380213.html Mon, 05 Sep 2011 20:04:13 +0900 今思うこと。 1人の人からこんなに愛されて、
これ以上幸せな人は
この世界中のどこかにいるの？

日本をたってからもう1ヶ月半がたって、
host familyの家に来て
新しい生活が始まって1ヶ月がたって、
この1ヶ月半ほんとにいろいろあったし、
好きな男の子もできたし、
他の国の友達もたくさんできたし、
一生の思い出もたくさん作れたと思う。
この短期間に自分にとって大切な人が
たくさんできたと思う。
みんな大好きで
campにいるときは
そこを離れたくなかったし、
今はここを離れたくないって思う。
でもふと振り返った今、
思うことは、
たくさん寄り道はしたけど
うちにとっての1番の大切といえば
やっぱり日本にいるときも
Seattleにいるときも
Pennsylvaniaにいる今も
変わらない。
人間ってどんなに
そのとき好きな人でも好きな物でも
その人や物と
接する機会がなくなって
日がどんどんたつと
薄れていくものだと思う。
あんなに大好きだったcampも
今にしたらただの3週間の思い出にすぎない。
悲しいけど、
それが現実だし
受け入れないといけないことだと思う。
大好きだった日本の友達も
campに来たらcampの友達が1番になって、
大好きだったcampの友達も
Pennsylvaniaに来たら
Pennsylvaniaの友達が1番になって…
1番っていうのは
決っして1番大切とかじゃなくて、
1番近くにいるし、
1番支え合える友達っていうこと。
これはたぶん必然的に
起こることなんだと思う。
でもその中で、
いろんな人にであった中で、
ほんとに本気で忘れない
自分にとってすごく大切な人っていうのは、
ごく一部の人になるな。
だから、
日本をたって1ヶ月半たって
もうだんだん日本が薄れているけれど
それでもうちにとって大切な人は
日本にいるときも今も
同じ人だった。
どこにいてもこんなに大切に思う人がいるって
なんか自分のことだけど
すごいなって。
なんでそんなに大切って
思い続ける必要があるの？
って思うかもしれないけど
もしも出会えてなかったら、
今の私はいないかもしれない。
ここでこんなに元気に過ごせてる自分が。
もちろん出発前から
留学は始まっていて
大変で辛いことはいっぱいあったけど、
どんな厳しいこと言われても、
そこで支えてくれた人、
私を成長させてくれた人、
そんな大切な人は
一年会えなくても
自分にとって大切な人であることに
何の変わりもない。

それを忘れないで今いられてることが
自分にとって大切なことだと思う。
人に対する感謝とか
ありがとうの気持ちは
どこにいても誰といても
忘れてはいけないこと。
日本の友達もcampの友達も
今は同じ場所、
すぐ会える場所にはいないけれど、
一緒に頑張ろうね！
頑張れ
じゃなくて
頑張りましょう
だよね！
これはわかる人にはわかる。

会えるもんなら会いたいよ。
でも今それを思うことは間違っていて、
頑張りましょう
っていう言葉の意味を
ちゃんと理解しなければいけない。
また次会うときに
自分が成長した姿を見せるのが
一番のお土産だから。
その代わり、
うちも向こうの成長は見るけどね。

大好きとか愛してるとか
そんな言葉では表せない。
これからうちも
いろんな人を好きになって
恋もするんだろうけど
忘れちゃいけないことがあるってことは
忘れない。
そして、
何よりも自分が頑張る上で
向こうのことも全力で
アメリカから応援します。
帰ったら笑って話せるように…
怒られるのも
今となればちょっと愛おしいけど
やっぱり笑って話すのが
一番だよね！
出発前はいっつも怒られてたから
今、
ちゃんとしろよ
って言ってくれる人がいないから
自分を叱ってくれる人がいる幸せさを
改めて実感した。
ほんとまじ殴ってやりたい
なんて何百回も思ったけど、
大好きながら殴ってやりたい
なんて思えたのも幸せだったな。
でもそんな人がいなくても
やっていかなければいけない。
大丈夫だよね。
なんかあったら怒ってくれる
っていうのに当時はすごく甘えてたから。
その甘えからももう卒業しなきゃだね。

泣きたいときは泣けばいい。
今を楽しめ
そんな言葉ひとつひとつ
ずっと自分の胸においておけば
どんなことでも乗り切れる気がする。
あの人がうちに教えてくれたこと、
訴えかけてたことを
忘れないで一年過ごしたいと思う。

今なにやってんだろな？
とかまた今日もあんな顔してんのかな？
とかふとした瞬間に考えるけど、
頑張りましょう
って書いてあったから
きっと向こうも向こうで
頑張ってるんだよね。
負けないように頑張らなきゃ。
負けないって宣言したからね。

そして何より、
意見がぶつかったときに
自分の意見を説得できるように。
いつも納得させられないで
終わっちゃってたからね。
いつもなにかでもめて
もやもやしたまま
また次のもめ事がでてきて…
休む暇がなかったといえばそうだね。
なんで毎日あんな
悩まなきゃいけなかったんだ
なんて今となれば思うよ。
でも自分が悩みたかったから
悩んでたんだと思うけどね。
じゃなきゃもう逃げてたし。
そんな話も帰ったら
笑いながら話せるように…

一年前の自分が懐かしいね。
ちょうど今頃からお世話になって。
まさか、
こんなにいろいろあるとは
思ってなかったな。

うちとあの人のせいで
いろんな人をまきこんで
申し訳なかったって思う。
帰ったら謝らなきゃね。
和田先生に話聞いてもらえて
ほんとに嬉しかったけどね。
もう和田先生大好き～♡♡
和田先生みたいな旦那さん見つけるし！
人間としてかっこよすぎ！
三年になっても和田先生の授業が
ありますように…

なんかだらだら書いて
意味わかんない文章に
なってるかもしれない
すいません…

一番言いたかったことは
一番最初に書いた
1人の人からこんなに愛されてる人は
他にいるの？
ってこと。

最後まで読んでくれてありがとう！

I love all of you guys!!

頑張りましょう！！





]]> https://ameblo.jp/mayupure03/entry-11008377531.html Sun, 04 Sep 2011 20:07:11 +0900 I called him... I was so nervous...
I thought it was a bother for him to talk with me...
We talked about our host family, discovery tours and more.
He said 'I will go to NY!!' at the chat,
but he said yesterday
'What will you go?'
'I wanna go to Florida'
'Oh!! Me too!!!'

Oh, man!!!!!
I was thinking, cause he wanna go to NY.
I am able to go Florida without hesitation.
I said my mom 'I decided!!! I will go to Florida!! Howard too!!' after I called him.
We searched about Florida tours,
I must go to Walt Disney World only one day!!
OMG...
It is my dream to go there.
My mom said, 'You shouldn't go this tours, cause you wanna go to Walt Disney World. This tour is so expensive, and you can go to there only one day. You should go to there with American friend in spring vacation.'
I understood, I exactly wanna go to Walt Disney World.
It is my dream.
It is not important to decide where to go.
It is important for me to see my Camp's friends in this tours.
So I have to think again...
I understand herself.
Maybe I am going to make many American friends after this.

I wanna call Howard again,
and I will talk about this with him.



]]> https://ameblo.jp/mayupure03/entry-10990536217.html Wed, 17 Aug 2011 13:35:11 +0900 My host family Recently my host family said me 'Don't use Japanese!!'.
I often call my Japanese friends and send my message at the chat.
When I talk with my Japanese friends,
I often use Japanese.
Cause we are Japanese!!! lol
I wanna use Japanese with them.
We can't speak English well.
I know I have to study English.
When I keep in touch with other exchange students,
I always use English!!
I like my host family,
but I thought they are a bit annoying recently,
but I am blessed with my host family.
So I appreciate it.
I have my so cute room, and they gave me many stuff...
If I start the school,
we will be able to change ourselves.

Today,
I will go to a library in the collage near my house.
I like foreign books!!
I become fun just seeing its:)

AND!!!!!
I promised with Howard to call him tonight!!!
OMG!!!
I have nervous since yesterday...
What should I talk with him??
but I wanna hear him voice,
so I can't wait!!
BUT I am nervous...
He will know tonight that I can't speak English well...
He can speak better English than I.
Oh my.....



]]> https://ameblo.jp/mayupure03/entry-10988411001.html Tue, 16 Aug 2011 12:20:58 +0900 crazy, stupid, love I went to a movie with my American friends tonight,
it was 'crazy, stupid, love'.
It was nice.

After that, I ate dinner with them.
I saw a boy of senior.
I had a great time!!!
I will go shopping and bowling with them next time!!
I was glad to make new American friends!!
Before that, I often had to talk with older people.
I was bad, so I said my host family 'I am 16 years old, I wanna talk with young people!!!'.
hahahaha..
So I was happy today!!!

I have to speak English more!!
]]> https://ameblo.jp/mayupure03/entry-10988391373.html Mon, 15 Aug 2011 23:20:12 +0900 OMG!!!!! A rival might appear.
What should I do???
She is Taiwanese, too.
OMG!!!!
He and I has the language problem,
but he and she don't have!!
They can talk in Chinese.
I can't speak Chinese.
I have a worse hand,
and she is cute, maybe...
She will call him tomorrow,
she wrote that at his wall.
Aya said me, 'You should call him tonight'.
I wanna call him,
but I can't speak English well.
I am not sure, I can't that...
What should I do...
What should I do......

]]> https://ameblo.jp/mayupure03/entry-10987448092.html Mon, 15 Aug 2011 14:13:36 +0900 After EF Camp I am in my host family's house, it is my house.
I will start my school on Aug.29.
I wanna go to the school as soon as possible.
I often go shopping, but now, I have many times.

I often use Facebook, and I often make contact with Howard and many friends.
I can become happy when I have a massage from him.
I called Aya yesterday:)
I had a great time.
I often use Facebook chat.
I know it is not good,
but I have many many times,
and I wanna hear how was my friends.

I am thinking about the discovery tours.
Cause I wanna go to Florida,
but Howard will go to NY.
I plan to go to NY with my host family,
and it is my dream to go to Walt Disney World, but I wanna see him.
I will go to Taiwan with Aya after the exchange year.
I promised him, he will show me around many places when I go to there.
So I can see him then, but maybe I will go to Taiwan at 2013.
I think now, I wanna see him as soon as possible.
Where should I go??
My IEC said 'You will make American friends, so you should go you want to go to the places.'
It means I will forget the camp's friends, I should decided without demur.
It's terrible.
I know I will make new friends. but...
What's wrong??
I will go to Florida or NY.
I don't know now.

I will go to movies with American friends tomorrow night!!!
I'm looking forward to seeing them!!!
I will try to speak English more!!

]]> https://ameblo.jp/mayupure03/entry-10986426963.html Sun, 14 Aug 2011 17:31:44 +0900 EF Camp３ We did a volleyball tournament.
My class advanced to the final game,
but we went out...
OMG...
I didn't take a part this games,
I did cheer my team up.

I went to an amusement park and water park.
I didn't bring a swim suit,
so I can't swim in pools.
I played many roller coaster with my friends.
It was awesome!! I enjoyed.

I went a mall in Olympia.
I bought lots of stuff.
There is a forever21.
I like this shop very much.
Cause the clothes was so cheap and cute♥
I bought many clothes.
I wore the dress at the graduation,
I bought it in the mall.
I like the dress so much.
I wanna wear it again.

The last day was graduation!!!
I had a very very great time,
and I was so sad, cause I had to say goodbye.
I took lots of pictures with my friends.
Its became lifelong treasures.
It is my favorite picture which I took with Howard.
I put on my desk now.
He gave me a hug after I shook hands.
I was thumping, and I was really happy.

After the graduation, I took a shower, and I packed my bags.
I came out of my room,
thank you my room for 3weeks:))
I rode a bus of 6.
It was the last bus.
I saw my friends off before that.
Everyone cried,
but I didn't cry, but I was cry when Howard left there.
He gave me a hug once more.
I said him 'Please send email'.
I was so sad, but I saw him in the airport again.
He was unaware of my presence in there.
He came to me when he found out about me,
and he said me 'Good Luck!!' with waving his hands.
I was really happy again,
I thought I like him so much.
I really glad to see him.

At last, I rode a plain at 9:30am.

I had wonderful times in Evergreen.
I thought I wanna go to Pennsylvania as soon as possible at the begging of the camp.
But now, I was pleased to be part of the camp.
I was really glad to see all of them guys.
I made many nice friends.
I miss them now, but maybe they try to study each other,
so I will try to study hard in here.
Thank you everything.
I love all of them guys.

END ]]> https://ameblo.jp/mayupure03/entry-10986412784.html Fri, 12 Aug 2011 12:35:15 +0900