im in a really bad mood right now,

I don't wanna give a shit in speaking Japanese

I just really really have to write something in words to release my stress

I would have sent this to my mom , since shes the only one who listens to anything I say

but then I don't want to disappoint her.............

so im whiting it here instead which is weird, im kinda supposed to speak in Japanese, but theres no bad words in Japanese , so English is better to express my SHITTY mood and THIS STUPID WEATHER

its like -20 today and snowing so hard

the problem was I woke up at 7 , after working till 2 lasrt night . I slept only for like 4 hours but forced myself to wake up cuz you kno I have so much work to do which is already stressing

but you know when I looked out the window I saw that shitty stupid weather,

and I lost all the motivation

I did nothing for 2 hours in the primetime ....... and im like so boreddd and depressed so idk why

I started to make this SHITTY PANCAKE which tasted soooo bad . im like so bad at cooking and everthing and I technically ate discusting food only to get FAT

theres a gym 3 min away from my dorm , sooooo close but its even impossible to go because you know the WEATHER IS JUST SO SHITTY

FUCK KINGSTON

LOL BYE