then i was sleeping for 15 hours!!

i think im so tired...

im thinhing about love.

why do we like or love someone?

why do we are hurt when we have a broken heart?

why are we afraid of being jilted?

recentlly,yumeka said me "do you confess to the boy you love?"

i didnt say "yes" or "not".

"you have a chance do to him before you go to America!!",she adviced to me.

i can choice that one.

but i dont have the courage do to him:(

maybe i hate having a broken heart

maybe i just hate im hurt a lot.

because he has a girlfrind!!!!

i would love a boy doesnt have a girlfriend.

love is soooo difficult

it was at 9:30 when i looked at wath🕘

at last i went to bed😴

now

i have finished my part time job!!!today's also hard:(

have a pain in my feet：( OMG

actually, i have a day off😍😍😍😍

wanna go shopping,go to karaoke,go to lunch or watch DVDs!!!

what i should do tomrrow~♪♪♪

im so sleepy💤💤💤💤

sometimes,wanna see him.haha

sometimes,i think what is he doing now?

where is he?

just SOMETIMES!!

yesterday,i went to karaoke alone.

usually go there alone these days😋

i like singing BIGBANG and Girl's Genelation's songs♪♪

then i went to my part time job.

started writing diary and i noticed.i always work!!!!haha

maybe im going to work tomorrow and day after tomorrow! i have enough time to work.

actually,i was going to work till 11:00pm.

but 25 year-old woman didnt come her part time job!!!!so i worked till 4:00am😭

its sooo hard.

in addition,usually finish our work at about 2:30am.but yesterday,it was so busy that we couldnt finish usual time:-(

i decided to not say "tired" any more!!!

because, if i say "im soo tired! hoo~",people aroud me are also tired.

and "tired" is negative word😲😲

wanna say positive and happy word!!!

im so sleepy now.

wanna take a bath soooooonnn!!!!!

i spend daily times!!

went to the hospital because a hole of a pierced earring was closed with it!!!OMG

went to the hospital for the first time.the doctor is so old👴lol

but he took my pierced earring currently😸

thank you old man!haha

then backed to my home,and had a nap a little💤with setting alarm at 4:00pm because have to go work.

BUT!

it was 5:00pm when i woke up!!!!!

i was late for my work again🙀🙀

these days im so lazy girl..👸💦

i waste my time.have to introspect...

in addition,i didnt go to cafe's jobthat reason is its just tiresome.i dont know why,but i dont feel like everything before my menstual period

2/13

this day,i had a day off for a long time!!!

i was happy because i worked for 9 days!but i dont know what i doi didnt have a big event or plane so i was so free.

in midnight,went to yumeka's home and made a lot of chocolates and cookies❤️BECAUSE next day is Valentine's Daynonestly,i dont give a chocolate as loverlol

as making them,we held our sides with laughter and took many pictures and videos

it took time till 5:00am.

went my part time job as soon as got up!

i worked till 11:00pm.

i finished my work and went drinking with yumeka👯

i drink a alcohol everyday!wao!!

we talked about something of our future or love😍!!

we always talk about our part time job's relationships,money,traveling,what feel in a daily life and boys😙lol

yumeka gives me a lot of impulses!!

because i have ever meet such a aggressive girl✨👅

i thank of all

so suprised to myself😹💦

i went to bed at 2:00am and continued sleeping untill 5:00pm of next day without wakeing up once:-(💫

then i was late for my work😥

i hurried up so much.and i felt releived because it was not fulled of customers in the seat when i have arrived at my office.

then,after working

went drinking with them!!

after job,i met lee sara💩💞💞

uuu~~long time no see!!!!!!she's one of the my best friend👧👦she's so crasy and fuchin bich!

"let's go drinking!!"we go go go!!!

we were so high but its so bad izakaya we entered:(we almost didnt eat and drink and the price was very high👎👎👎i never go to the izakaya👎👎

we gave up drinking and went eating chinese noodle🍜its so dericious!yummy!

i was so happy because i met her for a long time😘we talked anything..for example sara's boy friend episode and my story of broken heart,,,😂haha❤️

im crazy about Korea or K-pop so i was so happy to get some information of Korea🇰🇷!!

im fucking sleepy and wanted go to bet sooo much😲and what's more,i was so looking forward to waching movei with her🎥

when she send a mail,i was in the train🚋so i didn't do anything:(

arrived at Umeda,first of all i went to sturbacks.i had a break over a cup off coffee☕️💭and i slept a little😴if i sleep at the seat in sturbakcs,im get up by the clerck and i feel sooooooo bad.so i tried to not sleep in the seat!!!that time was pretty hard😥😥😥

next, i wached a movei alone.

"DOSOSEI"

why i wached it alone...because...TOP(from BIGBANG)appear in the movie💓💓💕💖

i love him so much💕

just he was sooooo cool and cute

oh..no!he IS sooooo cool and cute!

he is always a idol for me💋love you!xoxo!

after the movie, went to the English lesson👱there is a class on Wednesday and Saturday.and after the class i had my part time job besides😹actually, i was so tired and wanted back my home soon.

this Wednesday is soooo hard and sleepy:-(haha

but i could spend a massive day!!!!😘😘

this picture is waiting for the train💨💨💤

my face looks very sleepy,actually i was sleepy💦haha

honestlly,i don't go there for about six month...omg

i told that im gonna America from March to the director of the dentist.

so..he started being angry!!!

"why did you tell me about study abroad?!"

"are you going to Ameria without consultation!?"

i was so scared

but i sayed i'm sorry...he sayed no problem

i decided to go to the dentist regulaly!

in the night of this day,mom and i had a quarrel about money,study abroad or thinkingand i don't wanna be in my home so went drinking with yumeka and kaori

we talked about a loooot of things!!!

it was soooo meaningful night for methey are so awesome!!

they like saying a kid or making strange faces:］haha!but when i speak sereas story,they admit me to cry and speak untill im okey.they listen to my story

we drank in "KAMEKICHI" at Fuse.

the orner in izakaya was soo kind man!!!!we ate sushi as his survise.it was dericious!!

finally,we drank untill the morning☀️

i dont know "good morning" or "good night"