https://ameblo.jp/monster-r/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja アメンバー限定公開記事です。 https://ameblo.jp/monster-r/amemberentry-11956976337.html Tue, 25 Nov 2014 23:44:51 +0900 everything has been happening so quickly, I'm out of breath.

but love, to me, is not something built overnight. I may be skeptical, but I refuse to change my believe.



you will not understand me within three days.



iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/monster-r/entry-11632568601.html Thu, 10 Oct 2013 08:28:17 +0900
i've been home since 12pm today, but only get to lay in bed now. so tired.

I hope my cats are going to be okay though. It makes me sad to see them all sick like this :(


iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/monster-r/entry-11137649613.html Mon, 16 Jan 2012 18:04:04 +0900 it has only been a year. But it's like 6 in the morning, I haven't had proper sleep so I should be forgiven!

please welcome me back, nevertheless teehee

good night/good morning
whicever suits you ]]> https://ameblo.jp/monster-r/entry-11129852137.html Sun, 08 Jan 2012 08:14:08 +0900 みんな元気？

最後のアプデトは多分２年前だったね（笑）
いろいろな事があった、ちょっと忙し（＞＿＜）

それに私の日本語はまだ上手ではない。。。２年後も ORZ
If anything, it's only gotten worse. その２年で日本語にはちっとも使かってではない

I think that's all I could write lmao
to all Japanese speaking people, I'm sorry if I make too many mistakes. I never had proper lesson or anything.

I miss ameba! If anyone reads this, please welcome me back (笑）

おやすみなさい

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all I need is read some history and do the writing. oh and write some nonsense brainstorming D:
BUT ANYWAY, IT'S BASICALLY DONE RIGHT? AFTER ALL THE IDEA IS WHAT IMPORTANT. HEHE.





I feel kinda nauseous today.
and it's almost 12, I have class early in the morning sobs.
tomorrow is also going to be a hard day since I have to kerja rodi with friends and finish my other assignment OTL oh, college y you so tiring

on the bright side, they finally released the new mv. I'd like to think of it as a gift to my hard thinking today

I'm hungry.
good night. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/monster-r/entry-10757496379.html Tue, 04 Jan 2011 01:31:06 +0900 but why is it that I cannot feel the same?


I know there are risks the moment I decided that I like you. But is it this bad?
If I could turn back the time and warn myself, I would.

I don't want to regret being here, supporting you, watching your every steps, crying with you, hurting because of you... because to me, you are worth it.

but with all the nonsense that has been happening.... are you going to prove me wrong?
are you going to neglect us, neglect me just like this and say that you cannot do it?
that you are not willing to fight anymore...


that you will not try and return the happiness for all of us again.




I wasn't there when you were having those good days in your life, I wasn't there when you and everybody else shared the same joy of meeting one another.
But I'm here now, and I will walk with you until the end.



and all I ask is for you to never disappear.



]]> https://ameblo.jp/monster-r/entry-10752667885.html Thu, 30 Dec 2010 17:04:13 +0900 アメンバー限定公開記事です。 https://ameblo.jp/monster-r/amemberentry-10750110920.html Tue, 28 Dec 2010 00:07:27 +0900 why, out of all the days available in the month it had to go wrong today?
why, when all I did was trying my best I ended up disappointing myself?

maybe,


I should just stop. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/monster-r/entry-10721221849.html Sun, 28 Nov 2010 23:05:54 +0900