i was going to update on here but then it didnt want

to post...so i gave up

well right know im trying to get ready so i can go to

school

and....the thing i was really worried a while ago...

im worried again

like everything im pretty sure ill love them...

but its too soon.. :/ im so worried....

i really hope things work out

well thanks ameba for letting me to my feelings out

...............

so my weeken was great ^-^ i got to hang out alot with

my love and we had Dunkin' Donuts

OH NOOOES tiko spotted me with the camera!!

so then it resulted to this:

ehehe ^-^

well now im about to have lol

food food food food XD

im afraid of losing you, whom i no longer have...

my problem: i think and hesitate too much.

how do i reach you?

havent updated this in such a long time ._.

but although no one reads it i dont really

want to forget about this so ill keep writing haha

well...not much to say..something irritating me

atm are my bangs...i should have never cut them

i dont know what the fuck to do but clip them up

also ive been on tumblr alot

found out some anime called Panty and Stocking sumthin sumthin

thats stocking. yeah..idk i like her.

anyways..

this weekend i went to a party for my best friend's birthday.

his girlfriend planned it all i went with yahi and we both

saw their baby. i even got to hold him idk it felt peaceful.

well he wasnt all surprised even if it was a surprise party but we

had fun..his little brother posed for yahi lol and a little asian looking

baby fed me chips..even though they were soggy lol i think because

of his drool..lol oh well.

goodnight..theres school tomorrow a whole new day of useless

butterflies.....because you will only pass by not even noticing me...

and ill be nervous for nothing because i want to approach you

but i never will......

yay!! i hardly take any pictures

thats why...yeah..i approve of this one because there

are things i like about it lol

first of all im wearing make up...and i DONT wear any at all lol

it came out quite good..well to me lol its that ulzzang style...

yeah i tried lol

second of all, that black furry ball on my bed is my cat taking a nap lol

shes in deep sleep..which explains why shes all bundled up

like a bundle of fur lol! i love my lovely fat tiko

then its hard to see but on my wall is a paramore poster that

yahi gave me!! i love waking up and seeing hayley william's face

anywho...parking lots really piss me off gdi! i dont know..i just dont

like them lol when i drive and all...yeah

that was totally random.

4chan is planning to invade tumblr? so now everyone is like

freaking out about it lol!

its WAR

sigh.. i was informed today that the friendship we had..

isnt as strong as before. honestly....i thought it was fine..

honestly...i fricken love spending time with you, and we do

thats why i didnt feel it so different.

i dont know.

anyways.. Matsuoka Rie

so cute!!

yesterday i read something about Tsubasa Masuwaka's pregnancy

omfg so cute!! ^-^ lol shes so young looking

the most cutest mother i bet lol

omygosh cuteee

goodnight

scary movies on tv!!!

im making a origami lily atm btw ehehehe

so yeah, yesterday i watched My Super Psycho Sweet 16

part 1 and part 2!! :D i loved it!!

then watched Nightmare on Elm Street with my brother and his girlfriend.

i was so tired!!! omgg

but i managed to stay awake and went to go sleep at 4am :D

now im watching Land of the Dead lol

seriously...if zombies could think and reason...we are all doomed

just...we'll be dead lol theres no way. end of the world. just saying

costume: zombie.

i just decided. its so easy lol

like cmon the stupid quarter hasnt finished yet!

i just have a C just like every other year dont scream at me!

im doing the best i can to get that grade up ヽ (`Д ') Bruno

so be patient! get almost straight A's once, then people expect

it from you forever!>: /

its also AP classes .. so that C is actually a B and all my B's are A's

why?!?! why are you so upset? what have i done to disapoint you?

nothing! you're just getting all worked up by your self stoopid jerk.

ugh ... and physics is really bothering me too! because i just sit there

with no clue on whats going on.

and tania sits next to me so we fool around. then when i ACTUALLY

ask her something SERIOUS!! about the lesson!! we get in trouble.

like are you kidding me?! HUH? you must be kidding me-_-

i hate that! i cant focus, no one seems to focus.

its like once you think everything is getting better it actually

becomes worse.

im so tiredddd

no school tomorrow....*sigh* and now that i called my dad a jerk

to his face i doubt he'll give me money to go watch a movie

with victor tomorrow......

please....be better tomorrow...pleaseee