https://ameblo.jp/odorikorei/ 日々人に言えないこと、面倒くさくて口で言わないこと、ここに書く ja

damn, im playing really hard during the holidays.

3 months of hell,
1.5 mths of heaven. (hmm not totally thou)

i wont say the wait is all worth it. im just doing what i want to do.







i cant say what i really want my future to be, and im still in the midst of nayami.

each time i thought i had an answer, my mind goes back to sq one the very next day.

whats making me so indecisive?



perhaps i dont have that one person to tell me exactly what he/she thinks i should do.
perhaps i want that somebody to tell me what i want to hear.
but that somebody... hmmm








gosh,

its only the 1st week of holiday but im turning darker n darker as the day passes.



大ちゃん
一緒に日焼けに注意しろね


]]> https://ameblo.jp/odorikorei/entry-10599824601.html Sat, 24 Jul 2010 19:27:12 +0900 一个人的时候
都会想到他。
想起他。




我不喜欢回家。 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/odorikorei/entry-10598950623.html Fri, 23 Jul 2010 20:20:33 +0900 Korea
Taiwan
Okinawa
Kyoto
NY




LT
Japan,
Singapore,
NY??




hee

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i think i have to block XXXXXX from my msn.

No more contact

XXXXXX`s presence makes me upset.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/odorikorei/entry-10594499526.html Sun, 18 Jul 2010 23:53:39 +0900

的揺らせ, 今を

at the same time,

和 random zheng 在 MSN









我又了












ありがとう


XOXO
]]> https://ameblo.jp/odorikorei/entry-10594312770.html Sun, 18 Jul 2010 21:12:04 +0900 当坏人


＊shhh＊






做一些
对不起良心的事？！


＊shhh＊



其实我最想做的

是





永睡不起




哈哈哈





嗯
2星期没有睡，
对身心是不好的



我就是个活生生的例子











我想哭哭


我要抱抱

]]> https://ameblo.jp/odorikorei/entry-10594223531.html Sun, 18 Jul 2010 19:33:52 +0900 https://ameblo.jp/odorikorei/entry-10592934189.html Sat, 17 Jul 2010 10:59:12 +0900
我真的决定要回家了！
]]> https://ameblo.jp/odorikorei/entry-10592877698.html Sat, 17 Jul 2010 09:34:08 +0900
我晚上都没在睡耶！！

快疯了

夜晚都是闭着眼睛5-6小时到天明






就算有over night pract
我也可以回家只睡1小时就再也睡不下




my body doesnt seem to want to rest no matter how tired.



and most of the time, i cant feel my body.

it seems to have lost communication with my brain.

argh








]]> https://ameblo.jp/odorikorei/entry-10592866008.html Sat, 17 Jul 2010 09:11:43 +0900
Picking up the option to return to singapore grows on me, whenever i feel uptight about the life here.

Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?

but who is there to judge the rights and wrongs in life?

what makes a good decision? or what makes a bad one?



should i seek one that provides materialism comfort,

or continue to pursue the intangibles?








every time i tried to take this issue lightly, there is bound to be something coming along the way.

this time, in a good manner and a big one.

exactly what i have planned all these while.
yes, its going exactly the way i want.




an offer.

an opportunity.

a chance.


i have already given up.
im tired.. mentally and physically.
why does it have to give me hope?

its disturbing the peace in me.

amen ]]> https://ameblo.jp/odorikorei/entry-10592624801.html Fri, 16 Jul 2010 23:23:07 +0900 假期也忙碌

虽然都是忙
但是

前者是每天做同一件事的忙
后者是太多东西要做的忙


]]> https://ameblo.jp/odorikorei/entry-10592222657.html Fri, 16 Jul 2010 15:41:50 +0900