https://ameblo.jp/ohanatoart/ マイペースに日々の色々、感じたことなどを書いてみます。 ja

The other day of the full moon, I snapped at my son who was throwing the worst tantrum ever.

よほど怖い顔をしてたんだろう。隣の畑に立っているマネキンの案山子を見て「怖い、マミーみたい」と言われてしまい、深く反省

I must have had real angry face, my son told me that mannequin scare crow from the farm next door looks like me and I reflected on that day very deeply.

がしかし、今日はやっと座れるようになった妹を押して倒そうとしたので、見てたＤＶＤを止めて注意すると、止められたことに怒り大泣き。

BUT today he pushed his little sister who just got to be able to sit by herself so I stopped the DVD he was watching and told him off, then he started crying because he got upset with me stopping DVD (or maybe he cried because he realised he did something wrong again...)

今日は自分もヒートアップしないように冷静に話かけてたけど、泣いて収集つかないので、１人にして妹とシャワーを浴びに…

I tried to be calm today and kept talking calmly but he just kept crying so loud so I just left him alone and went to have shower with my daughter.

シャワーから出てくると、顔色伺いながらも普通に話かけて来たので、わたしも気まずいながら対応しつつ、さっきの出来事とちゃんと謝ろうと諭してみる。

After shower he tried to talk to me normally so me too tried to respond normally, yet I suggested to apologise to his little sister.

すると、「○○ちゃんごめんね」って…。普段から謝るの断固拒否の息子がごめんて…

Then he said sorry... he usually deny to say sorry...

思わず泣けて来た。彼も彼なりに考えていたんだろう エライ！エライぞ息子！頑固でプライド高い私よりよっぽど強い！

I happened to cry. I assume he thought himself about that while I was having a shower. I'm so proud of him! He's much more stronger and braver than his mother who's stubborn and has high pride.

今日も子どもから大切なことを学んだな

Another day of learnt from my kids an important thing. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ohanatoart/entry-12256472594.html Tue, 14 Mar 2017 22:52:21 +0900

I've been active since I wrote about self maintenance in the last blog and I definitely admit that exercises (even just walking) make me feel good and more energetic.

でもあまりに疲れ過ぎて今日は買い物に行ったショッピングセンターの駐車場で少しだけ目を閉じてみようと思ったら１時間ほど寝てしまった(笑)

But today I fell asleep at a car park of the shopping centre I went for shopping for about an hour.

極端な性格なわたし……

What a yes or no type of person I am...haha


最近、ずっとオーストラリアに住んでいた友達がイギリスへ引っ越すというニュースを聞いた。

I've got a friend who has lived in Australia for several years and recently I heard that she's moving to UK next.

今日会ったドコモショップの店員さんが、近々ドイツにワーホリに行って、その後はカナダに行くという話を聞いた。

And a girl from docomo shop I went today told me that she is going to Germany with working holiday visa and going to Canada after that.

昔の同僚がハワイにヨガの旅に行って今はオーストラリアでホリデーを楽しんでる。

And my old co-worker just went to Hawaii as yoga trip and enjoying holiday in Australia now.

なんかそういうの見るたび、聞くたび心がザワつく

I feel uneasy every time I see/hear those news particularly from my friends...

ずっとずっと、小学生でバック・トゥ・ザ・ヒューチャーにハマッて以来ずっと、憧れ続けてる海外生活

Because I've been wanting to live overseas since I fell in love with the movie ''Back to the future'' when I was a kid.

どこに住んでも良いとこ悪いとこあると思うけど、諦めきれないなぁ……。

I know there's always good and bad wherever you live but I just can't give up on my dream...

自分の英語力の低下にも焦りを感じてたりもする。

I'm a bit upset with regaining my English skill but feel like those friends are improving theirs...



「隣の芝生は青く見える」

Grass is always greener...



でもいつか、いつか住めたらいいな

Maybe one day...I hope I could live overseas...one day...
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I'm taking a walk with my daughter this morning.





なんともない空の風景だけど、すごく癒される。

This is just a photo of sky, nothing is special but feels nice and refresh.





最近ずっとイライラしがちで、気分も落ち込みがち、やる気もでないし……と思ってたけど、昨日「セロトニン不足かも！」って閃いて。

Recently I've been irritated, feeling down, mood swings, no motivation for anything... but yesterday I got flashed into my mind ''a deficit of serotonin!''

そういえば、外は寒いし午前中に娘と一緒にお昼寝したりとか何かと引きこもりで、いつも買い物やお兄ちゃんのお迎えで外に出るのは夕方

Come to think of it, I've been inside the house since start of winter because it's cold outside or I often have naps with my daughter in the morning etc. and when I go out for shopping or to pick up my son from kindy I only can see sunset.

ずっと運動したいなぁとも思っていたけど、運動不足も大きくかかわってる絶対に！

I've also been thinking I better do some exercise and it definitely relates to my depression too.

ハッピーなお母さん、妻であるために！何より自分のために！自分ケアしよう

To be happy mum and wife, more importantly to myself! let's do self maintenance! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ohanatoart/entry-12254406657.html Wed, 08 Mar 2017 10:21:06 +0900

I tried Ampanman omelette with chicken rice today from Mikimama recipe.

がしかし…… 卵のレンチンにかなり手こずり……

BUT... making omelette in the microwave was really hard and...






継ぎはぎだらけのアンパンマンに…… (笑)

It became collage Ampanman lol






パパのはもっとえらいことに…… (笑)
アンパンマンじゃないただのオジサン

The one for my husband was worse and it's not Ampanman at all, it's just an old man lol

白ご飯好きなお兄ちゃんは結局「おにぎり欲しい」って言ってくるし……

My son likes white rice so he wanted some rice balls instead of Ampanman...

まあなんやかんや笑いはとれたので良しとしよう

The thing is that I could see their smiles and that's all I care.

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I've been feeling unfresh lately. My husband got to have a half day off today so we went out for driving to look for a place where we can feel nature and relax.

自然公園目指して行ったら、途中に広場でドリフトしてる車たち発見。ドリフト大好きお兄ちゃんとパパはそのまま見学に……

We were aiming a nature park but we found cars drifting at a wide-opened area on the way and... (yes of course!) my son and husband went to have a look...

自然とは程遠い……

Way too far from relaxing nature...sigh

結局、目の前の小高い丘に展望台みたいなのがあったので娘と二人登ってきた

There was a hill in front of the place so me and my daughter went to the lookout on there.

（なんとか自然と触れたい！）と祈りながら……

Was hoping to find some nature there...

すると見つけた！

Then we actually found it!






梅の花～

Plum blossom!

ＢＧＭは車のブンブンだったけど、香りも可愛いくて癒しのひととき～ ありがとう～

Bloom bloom car noise at the back ground but still pretty flowers and pretty smell made me happy and relaxed. Thanks to the nature.

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First Girl's Festival for my daughter yesterday.

料理も頑張っておめかしした娘の写真も撮りまくって……

Made a little fancy dinner and took lots of photos of her in a fancy dress...








最後は、本人的にそんなつもりはなかったらしいけど、旦那の自己中な行動に腹が立ち後味悪い

At last I got upset with my husband being selfish, he said he didn't mean to but...

せっかくの初節句に……
娘ちゃんごめんね

It supposed to be a very happy day for my daughter but feel very sorry to her (sob) ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ohanatoart/entry-12253154620.html Sat, 04 Mar 2017 07:43:32 +0900 人生初パン作り

I finally did it! Made home-made buns for the first time in my life!!

パン作りってホームベーカリーないしー、ちゃんとしたオーブンないしー、なんか敷居高い感じで敬遠してたけど、本当に簡単にできちゃった

Because I haven't got a dough kneading machine and a proper oven, I didn't expect I could make buns/breads. But it was really easy to make!

最近ちょこちょこ見させてもらってるミキママレシピでできちゃった！
ありがとう！ミキママー！

I used Miki mama's recipe, thank you Miki mama!

ミキママのレシピはローコストな上、本当簡単ですごく作り易い！

Her recipes are always low-costs and easy to make so I really like them!






お兄ちゃんがどんな反応するか楽しみだったけど、喜んで食べてくれた

I was really looking forward to seeing how my boy reacts, he liked and enjoyed eating it, that made me really happy too!

パパも「本当に作ったの？」って何度も聞いてビックリしてた

My husband got surprised too and asked me many times if I really made them. haha

なにより私の達成感はんぱないー。なんかすごくスッキリした～ アウトプットってとっても大事。

More than anything, I got a sense of accomplishment which made me feel good and refresh. I guess outputting is really important for your mental health.


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Me and my daughter went to a photo shoot for her first annual event called 'Momonosekku' yesterday.

少し遅れたけど娘も少し寝れたので、撮影中はご機嫌でたくさんいい笑顔が撮れた

We were a bit late but she could have a little sleep so she was really in a good mood and got to take really good photos with lots of smiles.

いつもピンクが多いけど、やっぱり晴れ着は一味違う。

She often wears pink clothes but formal wears make her look prettier!

どこで覚えたの？と言わんばかりのポージングで、たくさん楽しませてくれたし

She showed many faces and posing even like a model, I had no idea where they were from. Haha

いつもお兄ちゃんに手がかかりがちだけど、娘と濃い時間が持てた上に意外な一面も見れてとても幸せなひとときでした ﾁｬﾝﾁｬﾝ

I usually tend to give more attention to her big brother as he's in a terrible two term (not too bad tho...) but had a really good time with her yesterday and I'm so glad that I could discover her other side. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ohanatoart/entry-12252153719.html Tue, 28 Feb 2017 22:13:08 +0900

My husband and I went for our anniversary dinner yesterday, it was the first date in about two years.

前から気になっていたイタリアンレストランへ。

We went to an Italian restaurant we found the other day.

久しぶりでくすぐったい感じがしたけど、いつも子どもたちがいてゆっくりできない話ができた

It was a bit ticklish because it's been so long since the last time we went out ourselves alone. We had a really good time talking about unusual stuff apart from kids.

二人きりになると、普段バタバタしてる中で言えてない感謝の言葉が溢れてくる。

We told each others how much appreciate each others' existences as we often forget to tell on a daily basis.


改めて夫婦だけの時間の大切さに気づいた

And we also realised how important for us to have time together as a couple.

子どもを預かってくれる人がいることに感謝。大切なことに気づけたこの日を持てたことに感謝

We were so lucky and appreciate to have someone who can look after our kids, and to have a day like this to make us remember the important thing.


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Finally my daughter's temperature became stable and her smiles are back!

でも病み上がりのせいか、月齢か、昨日から寝ぐずりが……

I'm not sure if it's because she's still recovering or her months age but she started to fuss before falling asleep.

昨日は２時間ぐずり、やっと寝たと思ったらまた起きて30分くらい愚図り……。お兄ちゃん起きたらどうしようという焦りと、疲れていたのに旦那くんも遅くて頼めないしでイライライライラ

After two hours fussing finally she fell asleep but woke up again and threw another half an hour fuss. I really didn't want to wake my son up and was so tired, but my husband wasn't at home so couldn't ask for a help, so I got really annoyed.

赤ちゃんはまだ寝るのも上手じゃないかららしく、お兄ちゃんの時もあったなぁ。ほんの２年前のことだ。

It seems babies are still learning to settle and sleep on their own. My son used to be the same. It was only two years ago.

長く続くわけでもないんだから、何か楽しく付き合っていける方法見つけよう

This term won't keep going for ever, let's find ways to enjoy!

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