I don't know what I should do...

if somebody ask me do you like your family,i can't say yes....

until now I've never felt love from anybody.

At last I found real Love...... but is this misunderstand???

I don't know what is love what is ......

Do I look happy???

Everybody say i look happy....

I always took a lie by myself.so I don't know even myself......

I don't know really real my mind.....

KTya,,,, don't leave me alone.... if I lost you, where can I go.....

Who can love me.....

What should I do......

Wanna be happy w you always...... HOPE

This time is 1 year anniversary we have been together.

actually 4/7 but we both were busy so we went shopping today☆

we went to outlet in Gasan degital complex.

Kt thank you for T-shirt and sneaker~

first time we got couple things. a bit shy but it good haha

Today! we went to Kangnam~ to go shopping.

It was fine day~ Sky also smile like us ^-^

We went to yunikuro. Kt wanted to go there. so we went.

I bought T-shirt~. and I bought jeans for Kt~ for 1year anniversary present!

He looks happy. I like his smile☆　　Smile like this forever ok-?

Only go to kamnam though I had looooooooooots of fun with KT

I joined Kt's friend's graduate party~.

There are lots of Kt's friends whom I also know^-^

party! Ok! Let's drink~!!!

There are oni also.

so I got lots of Souju with him...........

yes coz Kt was there,I was so comfortable and drank too much....... hahaha

when I notice, I was already at home.

Yes! I lost memory~ yeah~~~~~ this is first time~~~~ my first experience~~~ hahaha

How old I am...... wondering~

Thank you Kt ~ I had a so good time dayo~

and.... I'm wonderting...... when I notice,,,, haha I was bomit..... desho~

and feart ~ hahahahaha so disgusting~

even like this. Thank you for being with me. You are my sunshine

なので、６日から韓国では連休～。

KTも実家に帰るという事で、昨日はまた私の職場の近くまで来てくれたぁ～。

仕事が終わって、家に着くまでの間、色んなことを考えた。

もちろんKTについて。

家に帰ると、部屋はきれいに掃除されてて、置手紙があった。

彼の優しさをとっても感じれたし、この人だ！って心からそう思えた。

と同時にいろんな思いから涙がでてきた。。。

彼と一緒に幸せになりたい・・・・・・

we talked about lots of things........

If I could get very big money, like 10000000000w

I think I can help Kt's family.......

How can I give them happiness???

How can I help his sister???

I don't have any power, that make me sad somtime.....

God, is this world everything fair?????

if what comes around comes around is true, I would like to do only good thing ofcouese.....

but it's diffecult.....

I want to be happy with Kt.

I like his smile. so also I want his family to be happy.......... what can I do..........

今日は３００日記念☆

ちょっとお洒落して、会社へ向かった～。

昼過ぎ、KTがMSNで、今日そっちに行ってもいい？って言うから、

なんでだろ～と思いつつ、ディナー♪

サムギョプサル～。

この辺のとちょっと違って、おいしかったー。

いかも焼いてくれて～一人８５００ｗとちょっと高かったけど、結果オーライ☆

帰ったら、ドアを閉められ・・・ちょっと想像できたけど・・・

ドアを開けたら、キャンドルと、ふうせんで部屋が可愛くデコレートされてて、

ハッピー３００日～と言われた～。

かわいい～。とってもうれしく、ハッピーな１日でした☆

そしてケーキをろうそくのともしびの中で食べたよ♪

この幸せがずっと続きますように～☆☆☆

but 괜찮아 ～＾－＾

We have been together for 300 days

It's fantastic custom in Korea.

Thank you for going home earlier and came to Seohyeon to see me~

The Samgyopsal was yammy~ seefood was there ^-^

When I come back, I already knew you prepare something~ hahaha

You are so cute~ coz you locked the room~ hahaha

What a cute boy~

In my life, first time I got like this wonderful present

There were candle and balloon in the room........ Amazing~

Let's be together with smail from now on too my darling~