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まねきねこダックのブログはコチラ>> ]]> https://ameblo.jp/pokopants/entry-10814134214.html Sat, 26 Feb 2011 21:19:13 +0900 Bad memories are... bad. But they do serve as a (painful?) reminder of what not to do the next time so as you won't be able to commit the same mistake or what not again.

Living with just happy memories, is it a good thing?
We would take the joy and happiness we experience for granted and not be able to cherish them because of the absence of sadness and such.

Bad memories are something to be cherished too.

BUT, if really! There was an eraser in my head, I may really be tempted to erase all the unhappy thoughts because some of them are just toooo painful?

I have no idea what I am talking about already

If our conscious is able to repress the unhappy memories into the unconscious that would be nice!
I just contradicted myself because I just mentioned that we should cherish our unhappy memories too.
But isn't erasing our unhappy memories soooo tempting?? But at least if you repress it you may be able to dig it out again because it is not completely erased~~ still in your unconscious~

My paper is over but yet I'm making reference to Freud~
I guess when you understand it is kinda interesting huh ('-^*)/

edit:
What if your memories are in ink?
And IF there's liquid paper in your head they still leave a mark :O
]]> https://ameblo.jp/pokopants/entry-10642373778.html Wed, 08 Sep 2010 02:33:43 +0900 Need.To.Sleep.Early.
Luckily today was a quiet day and there weren't so many people,
until in the evening (￣＾￣) luckily my shift ended soon after~

On a good note, I dreamt of Gaki-san today~~~
Having the same birthday as her mum must have triggered something (^∇^)
It was a fucking good dream!!! Was supposed to wake up at 0830 but I ended up waking at 0900 because in my head I was thinking 'cannot wake up now!! I'm dreaming of gaki-san!!'
gaki-san is so cute she hi5-ed me and sang suki-chan!!
And its my own version of suki-chan because I don't know how suki-chan sounds like (￣∇￣+)
So she just went 'suki-chan suki-chan suki-chan suki-chan' all over HAHAHAHA

]]> https://ameblo.jp/pokopants/entry-10636718779.html Wed, 01 Sep 2010 23:14:56 +0900 Or am I angry that they did what they did even though I emphasized a lot of times not to?
And the fact that the thing they did was something I really really dislike did not help.
The two of them sound the same, but no they are not.

Am I partly to blame because I'm not a good leader enough to make them listen to what I say?
Or is it because there is something wrong with their personalities?

I think I'm the problem because I am the one that can't get along well with my classmates and many people.
I get along well with people who get along well with everybody. Funny? I think it is weird too.

Fuck.
I can't believe I'm getting angry and worked up over something so fucking trivial.
I bet if they knew that I am getting so angry over this, they would think 'what the fuck is up with her?'
But yes, they will think that way because they do not fucking understand.

The problem lies with me, but even if there is a little bit, there is something wrong with their personalities.
Scapegoat theory.

At least I'm lucky that at least ONE person understands me.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/pokopants/entry-10612127730.html Fri, 06 Aug 2010 22:23:03 +0900 period.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/pokopants/entry-10610179222.html Wed, 04 Aug 2010 22:10:26 +0900 Duh!

Who doesn't?
Better than people who are jokes.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/pokopants/entry-10601009610.html Sun, 25 Jul 2010 23:49:01 +0900 Not the funny kind of joke.
But joke as in them being a joke.

But yeah I have to accept the fact that there are all sorts of people in the world.
Its inevitable that I will meet people who are jokes in my life.

They are not the funny kind of jokes, but thinking of them makes me want to laugh. Ironic.
Maybe they are really jokes after all.

Them being a joke doesn't make them a joker because they are not making jokes.
They are a joke by themselves.

Omg seriously. Joke.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/pokopants/entry-10599144880.html Fri, 23 Jul 2010 23:20:03 +0900