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bad love

Wed, 20 Aug 2014 00:53:03 +0900

...*sigh*...

I guess.. I'm not meant to have my own family... I'll end up this life being alone.
every person that comes into my life will cause only pain in my heart...
He will be priest, guy who have a wife and childrens, gay or selfish idiot.
from today I give up on this sh*t... Better be alone than together with wrong person .

hihihi

Sun, 17 Aug 2014 21:56:11 +0900

I'm back.

Just now was reading over my New Year's post, where I wished for this year to be much more better in all for me,
and yeah...
my wish came true.
I got a full-time job.
Soon my dream of getting a pure breed dog and a little later become a dog breeder will become real.
As well I got close with my all time best friend Yana again, and now we're working at the same workplace, meating each other every day and having a lot of fun.
Since the beginning of this year I've lost 10kg and now feeling much better.. except that I was diagnosed with 3 kind of back diseases at the initial phase.. and +some less important stuff I have now to deal with and take medicine for.
Inspite of that I can say that my life is solved! Now I smile more often, think possitive and love the things I do.
- Love life in general.

new hair

Thu, 30 Jan 2014 17:19:13 +0900

Hello, friends!

Yesterday I went to hairdresser after a really long time...!
Went to the same place, visited the same hairdresser since I was very satisfied with her performance!!
Was a bit nervous but pretty sure, that I'll like the result and wasn't wrong about it!
Wish you also find your own favorite person who takes a good care of your hair ;)

This is my new hair

LEE ANN

artworks by nature

Sat, 25 Jan 2014 20:03:32 +0900

already about a week ago I discovered some really beautiful, natural sculptures of ice
still, while it's cold I decided to capture them...

they usually forms in a low temperature, when water freezes really fast,
and the air gets below the layer of ice (it can happen in any of waterbed)
today I also observed a rare phenomena, when snowflakes fall from a clear sky, as well, this can happen when the tepmerature is at least -10℃/15℃ , and when a hight amount of moisture accumulates somewhere in the air..

take a look!

LEE ANN

Soon!

Fri, 17 Jan 2014 03:33:16 +0900

IK
I'm repeating again, but wanted to show what I've done with Andy's portrait...
it has been drawn out a little , but can't finish at once.. just can't.. （泣）

anyway, here you can compare-
at the left - picture of the previous post and at the right - the new one.

hope you don't see the failures I do xD
overall guess it's near to be completed

just a little more.

LEE ANN

2013/2014

Wed, 01 Jan 2014 03:02:29 +0900

Hello everyone,
just wanted to say HAPPY NEW 2014!
if I'm honest I have to tell you that this was on of the most terrible years so far-

- I lost some really important persons to me
- have nothing to be proud of, except that I got Nika ( my dog ) and raised her up
- all my plans failed to start a helthier life
- got a major depression, especially last months
- didn't manage to join university after school graduation (oh maybe this is the second good things - I finally graduated from high school )

That's it!
And you know what? I'm so enough!
one thing I learned from this year - it all depends on you.
I'm the only person what rules my life, and I can say Yes and No, depending on how it will affect my feelings.

So,

Not a single fuck will be given next year

I want to be happy!
Learn how to smile again!
Forgive and Forget!
Not look back and cry about things that made me sad!
Live, not barely exist!!!!!!!

皆さん、

MAY THIS YEAR BRING NOTHING BUT THE BEST TO YOU ALL!
WISH YOU TO FIND YOUR OWN HAPPINESS, CAUSE EVERYONE OF US DESERVES IT.

processing..

Fri, 27 Dec 2013 06:00:02 +0900

since I opened my eyes this morning
I felt like a crap and it just got even worse as the hours passed by..
guess it's all because of eating too much sweets this Christmas ><

anyway I hope it'll get better soon or I'll have to visit hospital, unwillingly but...

What I wanted to post today,
despite all this shi*ts what happens to me lately, I try to fight against laziness and do something with my life - do something useful.

and now I'm drawing,
trying to complete portrait of Andy Biersack (best known as the main vocalist of Black Veil Brides)

this is how far I've got with this

I really want it to be done still the New Year, so I'll force myself to not laid back for too long and do, do and do till it's done!

LEE ANN

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Wed, 25 Dec 2013 20:02:47 +0900

just posted some photos of what I got these Christmas from my beloved ones ♥

( our christmas tree x] )

Hope you also had a nice Christmas !

LEE ANN

drew a little

Mon, 23 Dec 2013 07:03:13 +0900

Yesterday,
just pulled myself together and drew a little of Andy's portrait.
Not much but I had to do it like "now or never".

wasn't sure if, make it colorful or black&white
but guess this looks better as it is now.
I actually feel like a beginner, all the works I did before is like looking at completely unfamilar thing
it's kinda strange feeling,
but.. well, I'll do my best at it and then'll see how it goes.

LEE ANN

winter

Sat, 07 Dec 2013 18:07:51 +0900

Finallly, here in Latvia we got some snow too..

I could say a looooot !!

Nika also enjoys her first winter x)

LEE ANN