https://ameblo.jp/puenos/ ええええ。。すみません。。日本語が少しわかります。。。でも英語がわかりますオーストリア人です ja https://ameblo.jp/puenos/entry-10706100638.html Sat, 13 Nov 2010 20:01:37 +0900 Tell me the real reason.
I am seized with the past that I cannot love.
How about truth? Did you commit a crime?
Why are you here? I have a cloud in silent.
Give me time to think just a little?

Once again. I will try to close my eyes.
Deep in the forest of my memory.
There existed a sad scream and a gentle song.
The rainy night.

In fact I knew it all along.
The world not having paradise.
The world not having happiness.
All the people bring up an ideal, live for it and an expect death for it.

By all means.
Does even such a prayer become a crime?

Good night. I have a wonderful dream tonight.
A wonderful dream without I determine it, and come true.

In fact I knew it all along.
The world not having paradise.
The world not having happiness.
All the people bring up an ideal, live for it and an expect death for it.

To say good-bye.
The beautiful dream, an ideal world and the perfect future with me.

How can you? ]]> https://ameblo.jp/puenos/entry-10466566612.html Wed, 24 Feb 2010 04:13:14 +0900 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/puenos/entry-10428543704.html Thu, 07 Jan 2010 02:15:22 +0900 So I continued walking...while listening to music..always keeping a look over my surroundings...I intended to take a walk for about an hour...but as I walked...and watched my clock..it seemed that I miscalculated my little walk a bit.....it was quite irritating...while I moved foreward..the couples walking in front of me suddenly turned around...walking back...And that was the second time I thought I saw somebody I wasn't supposed to see.....I walked..and walked..and walked...when I finally reached some building...litten..and I thought of taking the bus which was standing there, to return...but he bus driver was talking on the phone..and there was nobody else there...so I looked around for any signs to direct me...So I walked around a corner and stood before the entry of a path, with lots of warning signs...telling me to take care and such.....so I walked this path..a narrow path...lotsa trees...nobody there...and..no light...a dark snowy path in the woods...and then again I finally realised, that I must have gotten lost..So again I walked for half an hour...and stood for a forking..without any signs to lead me.....naturally I walked along the path which seemed to be more lively...directing me towards buildings and light.....later I found out...that was the wrong way...again...Later I finally left the woods...and I came out on a street..well..better..the highway...very wrong..again...I tried to walk to a building...but there was a fence..blocking my way..So I chose to take the part deeper in the woods again.....Some time later I met 2 girls..strangely walking the same way I did...and as soon as I passed them, I saw lights again...during this time..I was talking to Georg on the phone..keeping him up-to-date..it's very nice to go for a walk..but when you get lost...for over 1 hour...it's starting to distract you...So I finally reached the source of this lightning......a church...not what I was expecting...and as soon as I turned around..the girls I passed moments ago...where also gone.....so I continued walking...it felt like I was walking forever...after a while..I saw more lights...and a bus!..I chased the bus..just to miss it.....the bus said..I was walking nearly the entire route of this bus-line..by foot...well..I walked everything the bus would take..about 30-40 minutes.....I also saw, that the next bus won't come until another 20 minutes passed...not my time...So I approached the junction in front of me...passed a school...(a school in the middle of nowhere..)and turned left..just to look at the name of the street I reached... miles away from where I started from...without any sign of life..or signs of busses or anything to take me back home...I walked along this..so it seemed..dead..street...and finally reached a more lively spot..now the silence got broken by the noise of racing cars...and...trains?...I reached a s-bahn-station..wohoo...which wouldn't take me anywhere near home..but further away...but from there..I finally knew how to get home...So I waited for the train to come..and it came...but didn't open it's doors...So I got off the station and returned to the bus-station..without success...cause the bus arrived too early and I missed it again...so I once again started walking......walking...walking..walking...I missed like...5 busses...when I finally seemed to reach a spot I know...where I could take the subway...but then another bus came..and I decided to take the bus...finally..with success...I ran across the street..full of snow..with cars driving around the place...I'm glad I didn't stumble and fell to the ground...In the bus I was driving the whole way I walked back...to the subway-station I got off at the beginning.....in the subway...I felt quite exhausted...and dizzy..which is a feeling that I usually never feel.....I finally arrived at home...nearly 2 hours later, than I was expecting my return...In conclusion...I have to say, that I really enjoyed this night...even thought I lost my "Labello"...I hope the next time I'm able to take a walk while it snows will be along with someone I like..-Good night ]]> https://ameblo.jp/puenos/entry-10416048071.html Mon, 21 Dec 2009 10:25:15 +0900 練習する..と..練習する..と..練習する... ]]> https://ameblo.jp/puenos/entry-10390224534.html Tue, 17 Nov 2009 07:22:19 +0900 Forgot to link 2 pictures here...1.) the stage where they played at:and 2.) our beloved BANNER!!! signed by Nishikawa...[The sign is between the the 2nd and the 3rd letter...can you see it? :D]____7CDs kagerou is too much...when will I finish listening to them? Dx ]]> https://ameblo.jp/puenos/entry-10389542070.html Mon, 16 Nov 2009 08:23:51 +0900
Hmm...on Thursday Daniel called to tell me that his car is in an unusable condidition...so we had to rent a car...
After lot's of trouble we finally got our car on friday morning. A Renault Scenic.


So this is, what it looked like...kinda dark, I know...who cares..:

So we took our time and looked at the car...a really comfortable car, big..enough storage...and lots of goodies...I'm glad we took this one. "We" includes Daniel, who was driving the whole time (thx again), Georg, who sat next to Daniel, our "Navi" with a good nose for directing us through Europe, Roman, who kinda acted as a placeholder...well..just joking, he was also supporting us in..hmm...a different way. Let's call it mental support feat. entertainment? and my humble self, who...acted as a selfish bastard. Yes. so that's what we 4 are.. Fantastic, ain't we?
Well...so we got in the car and Daniel drove us out of Vienna.The time of our departure was close to 12. short after (we had to delay our departure because of me...)Then Daniel was driving for about...2? hours.This was "finally" the time to rest for us @ a roadhouse...There Daniel & Roman ordered some kind of cake I believe...After they finished up, we continued driving (I mean, Daniel continued driving...)
Slowly..it was getting dark...and between 6 and 7 pm we arrived in Munich..At first we got kinda lost..and had to ask pedestrians for the way..But soon after that, we found our way.We finally arrived @ our hotel.
At first we planned to visit "Neo Tokyo" on friday, to save time...But by the time we arrived @ our hotel, "Neo Tokyo" had already closed...so we checked in, brought our luggage to our rooms and met up again @ the car to go eat something.
So Daniel was driving us around Munich and Georg helped him directing through the city..
Short after, we found what we were searching for...NOT!We didn't find "Kaufland"...dunno why..it wasn't at the place it was supposed to be...who knows..Instead of "Kaufland", we found a mall where we headed to.Surprisingly..the whole mall closed @ 8pm...wtf?!Every single shop was already closed...So we had to be satisfied with McDonalds and ate there...
After we finished eating we returned to our hotel...took a shower...talked a bit...and soon after went to sleep after a tireing day...

The next day: (The day after Friday 13th, lucky we survived!)We set our alerts to ~8am.Daniel & Roman ordered breakfast @ the hotel..so they had to get up..Georg & I didn't order that crap and were able to sleep a bit longer.
Again the daily routine..getting up, showering, blah, changing clothes, blah...well..we had to be preparded for the concert saturday evening...
@~9.30 Daniel returned and we prepared our "banner" we intended to make for a.b.s. So the first thing to decide was: What's our message to them?But a solution was found quick enough.Their Europe-Tour consisted of 4 gigs in Germany...but they were signing only on 2 of them. And NOT in Munich!!!
So it was decided. We wanted them to sign the CDs they were releasing together with their Europe-Tour!
Well...and now's the fun part...Daniel & Georg both take Japanese lessons...but I ain't.But somehow I ended up drawing the whole banner...
Nevermind that.. the banner was sketched and I was drawing the "letters" using a pencil to correct them later (and god, I'm glad I did that..)As soon as I corrected the font (look, size & letter itself), we met up with Roman and Daniel drove us to "Neo Tokyo".@ Neo Tokyo...each of us bought their first Euro-Release: "Teaching Materials". Some of them bought additional things I can't really remember...but Daniel and I also bought the "kagerou Super Set"
Yes...kagerou Super Set.What's this you ask?7 CDs by kagerou.And what's so special abotu 7 CDs?Well...they just costed 19,95€Dunno, but to me this sounded pretty good, so I bought them...
Here's a picture of the pack:

Ah...and I also bought a little souvenir...I think it's cute, but let's see
After we finished shopping, we got hungry (again) and headed to a PIZZA HUT!...Austria no longer has any shops of their branche..and pizza sounded quite tasty to us..So we ordered...free refills and enough pizza for everyone...I'm really sad that we don't have any PIZZA HUT's @ Austria anymore... (or maybe I'm just too stupid to find one..)
On our way to PIZZA HUT we found this shop, having a funny sign:

Guess you have to understand German to catch the drift...I'm sorry that I'm unable to translate this "joke" into English..
We took a short break @ "Gamestop" and then headed straight to "our" car to drive back to the hotel.
We had to hurry a bit, because it was quite late...On our way we met a friend of Georg by coincidence, but we didn't stop for to long there
Inside the car our "Navi", Georg, got the maps ready searching the way to get to the concert hall
After some time, we thought we got lost and again asked some pedestrians...who surprisingly didn't know what we were looking for...Well..it's called "Metroplis Music Hall"...but they didn't know anything...So Georg and I got off the car to look around, maybe asking another pedestrian or looking out for some flyer etc.....the place we got off looked like a...dead amusement park? Kinda freaky...and scary..wouldn't want to go there @ night all by myself...
Well...that's one corner of this..Fre@K §HoW-Place:

Emo-Style-Deluxe Edition!But those F*cktards also used the phrase "When Doves Cry" on the walls...
For those guys not knowing what this is...it's a song:

- When Doves Cry
Hochgeladen von tressage. -

But that's another story...
Soon Georg and I turned around the corner and we knew we were right @ first glance...
Why you ask?
Because this fuckin Visu-Girl-Kiddy-Bastards where there...:

So I grimaced and turned around, taking Georg with me.We were returning to the car, where Daniel & Roman were waiting for us...
But as time was short, we got into the car and Daniel drove us away from this unsightfull view...
So we hurried home and had to make a few corrections to the banner, got ourself ready..and went to the concernt hall (Metropolis Music Hall)

When we finally arrived there, the crowd had already multiplied...like an evil virus those dumb ppl were spreading...And among them: "Neji" (I hate ppl who use only their nicknamse...foolish ppl who seem to be embarrassed of their own name...e.g. their whole existance?....I just can't respect ppl who can't even call themselves by their REAL name...I DESPISE them...
But yeah...I couldn't shut my mouth...always complaining about the ppl there..If they only had put a sign like "entry under 18yrs prohibited" there...not even half of them would have been able to enter those grounds... f*ckshit, yesss
But we were able to enter...with...about 100? ppl in front of us...who could enter before we did..But somehow...we managed to get in front of the stage...2nd row...behind stupid-fuckin-visu-Kiddys...(despise-mode on)We "tried" to talk to them...didn't work out...what's better? Dir En Grey or GazettOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~O? Damn FUCKTARDS!!! STOP this stupid pronounciation.,..next time I hear somebody say "Gazetto" I will no longer just talk. I will let my fists do the talking...
Nevertheless..the concert started!But we weren't allowed to take any recordings..neither vids, nor pictures...nor audios... (flashback...like Back-ON with Marianne..)
So they entered the stage in ther homogeneous outfit and just got started rockin!Pure awesomeness!After the first chorus I turned myself to Georg shouting, that's already worth the whole efford up till now.And I got it right!
They were just great, Nishikawas voice was a bit too quiet...the mic wasn't set up correct...but they soon corrected that and his voice gained his full power back
Well...I can't really tell much about them..I don't know all their names...but Nishikawa was great (also doing fanservice) and SUNAO was great too...his guitar-soli were just as awesome as the rest of the band...and...he is some kinda famebitch...like Nishikawa.´
ALSO Kishi's work was fabulous, and his solo...amazing..even though I still don't know WHAT's the device he's using beside his synth & mixer...
After they took a break...we showed them our banner, but they haven't seen it until later...
Oh...during SUNAO's guitar-solo everybody tried to touch him...but he just turned his back to the crowd when they got too annoying...Well..who wouldnt?He's trying to play his guitar-part and this F'CKTARD-Girls try to touch him...to be more precisely...his hand which was holding his pick!!He looked very annoyed and knocked their hands away...Stupid girls..how is he supposed to play with you grasping for his hand?Dumbness deluxe...
Well..later, after a break he touched the audiance (me too..surprisingly)
But Georg wasn't as tall as Daniel and I are...so I lifted him upThen Daniel supported me and Georg sat on our shoulder, face to face on the same height as Nishikawa, awesome..He was having fun...epic..just epic...like a little child :D
The show was quite funny...Daniel gave his all, I've never seen him this eager...awesomeness itself!Georg went along and was obviously enjoying the show!!and Roman...I don't really know...I didn't look much at him, cause he stood to my left..the oppisite direction were I watched a.b.s. ..But I guess he was doing his best in his own way too and enjoyed it too
For me..like every concert...tall ppl tend to get their heads slapped by the eager audiance in the back...and getting their feet jumped on by little F*CKTARD girls in front...lovely
Later..they changed clothes...
Playing while wearing a suit must be very exhausting...
So they changed wearing their European-Tour-Shirt (Nishikawa was the only one wearing the girls-T-Shirt..)
Usually a.b.s. consists of Voc. 2x Gui. & Keyboard/Programming, but when they play live they always have another Ba. and Dr. too
The Ba. was...something for itself...usually a guitar or bass has marks to signify where the neck is separated-->FretsHis bass didn't have any "normal" marks...his bass had red LED's!!!WTF?!
And he stood out too much...he was more styled than the otheres were...
Wayne..
They took a short break...thanking the audiance and talking a bit...Nishikawa spoke alone...reading from a paper on the ground (so it seemed..)Also talking in German...like "Danke", "Guten Abend" and "Ihr seid geil"...oh yeah...and "Habt ihr Spaß?"But mostly, or when he wanted to say something else, he talked in English or Japanese...the usual...how glad he is to play here tonight and yeah...that the audience enabled them to come here
Then, I took out the banner again, while they were trying to end their speech and Daniel helped me keeping it up in the air..well..I guess the audience was quite..annoyed by us...blocking their sight...but we didn't really care...after all, those ppl just come here because the band members are from Asia (Japan)...so who cares about those superficial ppl?The other half of the audience consisted of Anime-ppl, without a rl...so again..: Who cares?
But they didn't look again...well..Nishikawa didn't really look..But SUNAO and IKUO looked, read our banner and grinned...
But Nishikawa didn't really...Well...they started to played their next song when Nishikawa looked in our direction and shouted: Eh? Ch-ch-Chotto Matte!
Then the band stopped playing and Nishikawa came closer tho our banner.The same moment the camera filming the band turned around sceening our banner, haha
Nishikawa started reading... ""Sain" Oshite Onegaishimasu"Looking rather surprised and confused at the same time
Then he stood their, asking: Eeeeeh? Ima?!?
We affirmed that and he got even more surprised!!!He took a short break and said quickly "Ie" and turned around ready to play XDDDD
Sure we were a bit disappointed, but he was really funny, so we didn't let ourself down and enjoyed the show to the end :3
Before their left song, they again thanked the audiance and promised to come back next year (and I'm positive that I'm back too)
Lot's of fanservice..."fanservice"...he, Nishikawa was sugging some.."weird" movements...took off his shirt...emptied a cup of water over his head...took off his shirt and threw it into the audience
Later at the end, they got off the stage so the fans could touch them...the usual..but nonetheless quite amusing :3
SUNAO grabbed my hand and didn't let go of it...Ya know...everyone in front was pushing us back...the back was pushing us forth...and he kept holding my hand...hmmm....mhhhh...dunno why...I didn't get it at the point...
But the barrier they set up where the security was standing behind was nearly collapsing!!Maybe that's the reason why he didn't let go...but who knows xDD(Nope, I'm not gay, and I'm positive, he isn't too)Nishikawa joined then too...god..just looking at him singing and gaining attention was enough to see how much he likes the showbiz..increadible...always smiling, having fun...that's how it needs to be :3
When they finally left, we waited a bit for them to retourn..or asking somebody for signatures...but that didn't happen...So we went to the merch-shop and bought tour-shirts...sweater and so on
That's where some girl talked to us, Anna
She was asking us, if we wait for a.b.s. to come out again to ask them for signatures...
We didn't really intend to...but somehow this was quite a coincidence
So we ended up in front of the Metropolis Music Hall, waiting for a.b.s. to come out
One car after another was driving away...One door after another was opening...securities watching us...getting back to tell them inside, that "we"'re still there...
We passed the time talking to Anna, well, mostly Georg, but it was fun, talking about music, bands..blahhh...the usuall..and how unusual we are
Then we hear some ppl talking...we turned around and I saw a little girl wearing a hood and a jacket waving at us
I thought: Another fan...lol
But then SUNAO walked behind her, looking at us and I thought: OMG!!!
Nishikawa was waving at us!! No f*ckin' girl, Nishikawa!!
We hurried up and ran to him, he was smiling again, haha, how cute
Georg, Daniel & Roman took out our CDs, I took out the banner and he nodded, "aaah, haihai"
We gave him pens and he started signing our CDs : DThe first CD went smooth, but the rain dripped on the CD AND the booklet, so the pen didn't write good D:
So we had to give him 3-4pens in order to sign everything...
He signed CDs, blank pieces of paper..the tickets...everything we gave him!!
Then the security told us, that they don't have any time anymore...and tried pulling Nishikawa away...but he ignored them and just continued signing |D~
Then he was about to finish, when I asked him to sign the banner too
He clearly remembered the banner, smiling and signing the banner at last.
Then the security pulled him away...he turned around, posing for Daniel..The outcome is this picture:

Then he turned around and made a few steps...leaving already...damn security...
But we thanked him and asked him to come back, telling him goodbye and he turned around one last time...Well..He shaked hands with everyone...and I wanted to take a picture of this..but my camera is too slow...so he already turned away...and as soon, as the camera took the picture, he turned around...the same moment...so I got a nice picture of him too :D

...Nishikawa...~10pm...with presents from his fans...after signing in Munich!!MUNICH!!! There was no signing session!!! No official though...but we made it...Everyone...eccept Roman...He looked at his signature for too long...the rain washed his signature away...I'm sorry but...it was raining...it's dumb to watch a signature while it's raining...just dumb...
When we finished, we said goodbye to Anna, who was glad too that everyone waited and that it turned out this way...She asked for trading emails, and noted Georg's mail in her cell...
Then we returned to our car...and drove to our hotel...wondering, what a.b.s. might do tonight... (they don't have any time anymore...don't give me that crap, you damn security...)
In the car, I asked if it's ok for me to keep the signed banner?Everyone agreed...well.."everyone..:" Roman said, that IF he got the banner, he would have a signature...well...because his signature is gone..But as I drew the banner, and Georg and Daniel told me what to write...and Roman didn't do anything...it just didn't seem right for him to get the banner..without any efford of his own...
So @ our hotel we took our stuff...looked at it, talked about this awesome concert...and laaaater...went to sleep...

Today...we stood up @ ~10am?Showering, packing up...we had to leave our rooms by 12am..And that's when we left...We wanted to drive a bit around Munich...but we were told nothing's open on sunday..and you'r not allowed to park your car anywhere in the city...so we drove right back home
We stopped around Salzburg to eat...and rest a bit...@ McDonalds...Also we wanted to refuel the car...since we were running out of fuel...and there it seems to be cheaper than @ home...
So Daniel took us to a petrol station, but he could only pay by card...and already had his money in his wallet...So he took us to another petrol station, where we finally got to refuell our rented car (rented car has to be returned fully fuelled...)
Then he drove...and drove...an drove...I took a few pictures...took 2 movies...and fell asleep...always counting the kilometres until we finally arrive home...
In our hometown...we drove to take Roman back...said goodbye and everything...and then Daniel drove to bring Georg back...where we took a short break and Georg invited us to have some tea with him
There we stayed for about 1 hour, talking, fixing his net-connection...or not?and soon after left...
Then Daniel drove me home...and I finally returned...Taking everything out...copying music to my PC...renaming the titles, filling lyrics in...and chatting...
But it's late..and everyone is going to sleep...well...it's already past midnight...and they have to get up early today...
Hmm...
For myself...I can say...this weekend was awesome...I would have liked to catch something they threw into the audience, but I won't grief about not having gained anything...it was just perfect :3
But one obstacle is the language...seems I have to confront myself a BIT with the Japanese language...just a bit..
Well...I'm finished chatting with most ppl...already listened to "Teaching Memorials" for about...2-3 times...Now I'm listening to kagerou..They're not bad...I like what I've heard so far


__Hmm..just wanted to upload this picture too...2 flowers we bought for a funeral...
I love white roses...


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So yeah...that's it...uhm...good night... ]]> https://ameblo.jp/puenos/entry-10389540049.html Mon, 16 Nov 2009 06:26:10 +0900
At least...that's what I'd like to believe though...
]]> https://ameblo.jp/puenos/entry-10384902949.html Tue, 10 Nov 2009 05:37:46 +0900 私は、映画『タイタニック』を見た

この映画は、ほとんど恐ろしいです美しいです

これは長期以来、私は泣いているされて ]]> https://ameblo.jp/puenos/entry-10378763247.html Mon, 02 Nov 2009 05:37:36 +0900
Wieso?
Hmm, einfach so.

Ich denke, ich sollte jeden Account auf jeder Seite wo ich angemeldet bin löschen, alle Leute bannen, blocken und anschließend löschen.

Vielleicht sollte ich sie vorher noch ein letztes Mal beleidigen, ihnen erklären, warum sie scheiße sind...ja...das wäre gut.

Ein etwas früher Neujahrsvorsatz, aber ja...bis zum Neujahr werde ich hoffentlich noch viele neue Idioten kennenlernen, adden und habe somit noch mehr Spaß an der anschließenden Vernichtung...oh ja...das wird schön...
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