http://happyreyna.blogspot.jp/

MINE. NEW.

I am happy when people surrounding me are happy

I feel sad when people surrounding me are sad

Jealousy is shit, you know that.

No one loves the feeling of jealousy

People's happiness is mine

My happiness is others

I want to share them with loved ones.

and I want to conguratulate others happiness with good food and drinks.

i can't express my feelings better but I wanna say jealousy is shit

♡

reyna

片思いって楽しいけど、それと同時に大変で

ここ最近めっちゃめんどくさいことになったの。

体調も気分も優れやん日が何日か続いて

そろそろやばいんちゃうって思う時があったけど

やっと今日落ち着いた。

別に告白したとかそんなんじゃないけど笑

彼が違うって断言したから信じようと思う。

、、、かなり上から目線な発言やけど、彼の味方になる。

で、あのライバルさんのことは気にしない。

真面目に反応するだけ勿体ないし、

もうこれ以上ストレスためて周りに迷惑かけたくない。笑

ていうことで、

It is fucking bullshit to believe in those who do not try to know the truth.

I am not the same

♡

reyna

Sooner or Later by Michhelle Branch is the best.

I messaged him for the first time after 3 months since he kindly told me that he got a girlfriend.

I tolked to him because I wanted to know wether he was in Japan.

He messaged me back, but I only felt that he hasn't changed anything at all.

like he is the same as he was before, I mean he is as dick he was.

To sum up, there's no point keeping touch or catching up with him.

今日からうちの意中の人は隣の県に行っております。

あと数日すれば会えるし、いいか

って感じでおとなしく待ってます。

なかなか遊んでくれやん彼ですが、

来月遊んでくれるらしい。

ライバルの子抜きで遊べると思って昨夜ウハウハやったのに

まさかの、今日、仲間に入れてくれと。

I almost said f*ck you

I almost hated myself that couldn't say no to her.

せっかく頑張って遊ぶ予定作ったのに。

よりによってあの子が参戦するとは。

まじで、fml

とりあえず、16日予定空いたからもう一回チャレンジする。

うっし、恋する乙女頑張ります。

♡

reyna

せっかく離れようとおもっとったのに

あんなイケメンなことされたら離れれやんくなるやんな

はぁ

また落ちてしまったうちってどーなん。笑

好きやなぁ、と再確認

デレデレやんな

めっちゃキモイやん、自分笑

恋する乙女、とかそんな可愛いもんじゃないけど

免疫なさすぎ。どーしたらいいんや

♡

reyna

今のアルバイト先になってから

かなり一人っ子らしくなってきた

今までいろんな場面で

「しっかりしやな」とか「一人でやらなあかん」ってなって

一人で焦って一人で爆発しとったけど

今は頼れる人も頼らせてくれる人もおる

「損する人間」から「得する人間」になりました。

周りの人に恵まれてます。

感謝！

♡

reyna

初めて日本で登山した！

めーっちゃ怖かったけど、

それ以上に楽しかった。

自然って最高。

♡

reyna

テンションがちょーっとだけおかしいReynaです

先月受けたTOEICの結果が発表されました。

自信なくて見たくなかったけど、、、

点数上がっとってハッピー　うはうは

でももっともっと頑張らなあかん！

ということで勉強します。

10月に受けようかな。

うっし、がんばるぞー！

♡

reyna

Like seriously, I need to stop going to the beach.

It's crazy and I get tanned so eaily, like seriously I look different.

So many strangers ask me where I'm from or whether I'm a half Japanese or not.

Yeah, I went to the beach AGAIN.

The beach was fucking darty, so my friend and I were like "How the hell can the beach be this darty"

We went into the sea and found one of the gym members

It was awkward and we had no idea how to cope with the coincidence.

HAHAHA

This is what happened today,

I've experienecd a new stuff, which is having given an alcohol from strangers.

I was like "wow, this is what people call ナンパ"

That was one of the shitty things I've ever come across.

Like seriously, they need to know not every girl can pick by buying a drink,

We definitely are not those kinds of girls

But thank you for the drink

来週から「引く」作戦で行こうと思う。

笑

押してダメなら引いてみろ、でしょ？

♡

reyna

Mindset is everything, I guess

I've decided to be happy and positive since I had said bye to one of my favourite and loved ones.

It's been almost a half year, and it needed a lot of efforts to get over from him and those days I cherished.

It wasn't easy at all, but I decided to do that because I thought I needed.

Now, look at me. You can tell I'm the happiest girl on this planet.

There's no negativity in myself, and I can gurantee he will be surprised to see me this happy.

A thought to make him regret has pushed me further and that was the only way to get here,

but now, I have tons of reasons why I am happy, why I smile, and why I'm breathing.

So many people have tried to bring me down, but they only made me stronger in some ways.

I would like to thank them for having made me who I am today.

Still, there's time my heart beats so fast by recieving a message from him,

and when it happens, it always makes me think I still think of him.

But I guess that comes from the fear that he might bring me down again, which doesn't sound like I trust him.

If there's time when he said he was sorry for letting me go, I think I will be free from the stupidity.

Every single person I've met created what I am today,

so I would like to thank all of them.

Negative mind doesn't lead to positivity.

♡

reyna