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My isolation is absolutely my choice. I am still learning how to handle it.

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However, I come to think of it, she wouldn't have survived if she was bothered by her own choices caused by her lack of morals.

Certainly, she is just a weak woman who couldn't get any opportunity to have her own ethical/logical/appropriate thoughts that allow her to build constractive relationship with others. She could have neither supports from her patents nor many options in her life. So I shouldn't blame her, at all. I knew it, but I sometimes can't stand her crazy sayings. . .

She is my mother. I like her very much, of course. Although her ways are often wrong or ineffective, she always wants me to be more and more educated. Lately I've got some logical thoughts, but that is what she gave me indirectly.

I am going to say sorry to her for my irritation.


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I tend to put up with bad attitudes of my friends because that may be my misunderstanding and I would make them experience the same thing. However, I can't give up friends until they clearly and intentionally do heartless and thoughtless acts to me. I know I am stupid enough to try to be nice until the very end of friendship, but better to be hurt than hurt someone. Also, it's always difficult to know when a supposed-to-be-friend of mine wants to end friendship with
me.

Anyway, I must be just tired now, taking care of my family. Friends come and go all the time. That's why my old friends are precious to me.
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OK, I will try to continue to write here from now on. I am pretty sure that any of my friends won't see this blog anymore, so I don't have to update this blog regularly. ;) Anyway, I will try to do my best. Thank you for reading.
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I don't really miss home, but I missed Japanese cultures including foods when I was in America.

What I recently think of is that I am still learning a lot of things even after I became a grown-up.
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