But i think, no i believe that he wanna break our relationships by kinda natural vanishment 

I dont wanna release him cuz maybe i still really luv him

I wanna stay with him but what should and can i do for it? Nothing cuz tho my dear reads my message but he wouldnt give me reply

I never do stuff that would make him angry 

Yea i can bet it 

I still desperate him.

But now all i can do is wait for and believe him

This is kinda hardest time i hav ever