Inpiration https://ameblo.jp/rinnata/ please do come to me voluntary, do not make me wait, and do things I shall regret ja makeup blog? It's been quite a while!!
To be honest I couldn't log into this account for quite some timeあせる
Anyway now I'm back!!アップ

So my friend told me that it would be great if I start doing makeup blog, something like makeup review blog?
And yeah, I took an intensive pro makeup course音譜音譜

Anyway this is a product that I'm gonna review: Borneo color trend 2014 marshmallow blush (I suspect it's a compact mousse blusher) by sariayu Indonesia 
It's quite cheap, can't remember how much it exactly is but it's around 50,000 rupiah (around 500 yen?)

This is the box
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And the actual product
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Yeah, I know. 

Anyway I will write a review about this here or somewhere else, I wonder if anyone actually would be interested in it...


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Oh, since I'm already logged in, I might as well write an actual entry, since I'm delaying the start of my final essays as long as possible (this isn't going to end well, I perfectly know).

Uh, oh, today I went to my friend's farewell lunch, it's pretty sad, supposedly, but I'm going back as well in less than two months so I was all just like, see you soon, lol. 
But it is a big thing though, it's like closing a chapter in your life and preparing while wondering how things will unfold in the future. 
As for me, I'm pretty pessimistic, I mean, I'm turning to an unemployed like in less than two months, and then all those adult responsibilities, plus my hometown's super bad traffic. 

Can I have a holiday to the Lala Land?

And then I watched two episodes of Elementary. 
Hey, it's actually a lot better than my expectation, the Joan and Sherlock dynamic is actually pretty interesting and while I still don't want to know this reincarnation of Sherlock personally, he doesn't make me feel like punching him in the face as well. 

Yes, I don't like sherlock's character, he is like the prototype of smartass and I actually have long hateful history with smartass people. 
Wait, my roommate is actually one of them, but she is pretty cool, probably she kinda built my tolerance to the smartassies then?
I'm not thanking her for that though. 
I still like her though, not by choice, I've (not really) bee stuck with her for so long that she's like family.

Woohoo my rice is cooked now (and yes I'm having my second dinner at 12am Melbourne woohoo for weight gain I don't even care anymore)
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But then re-reading my old entries and, heh, they're not so bad. Lol. 

This is bad. 

But seriously how do you log out from this thing I need to make a food blog account because I have no life and that's gonna be one of my attempt of making my life sounding more important that it actually is omg now I just sound suicidal I swear I'm not!!!
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I wonder if this is healthy, but honestly I'm trying so hard (and been moderately successful) at not keeping grudge, I do feel better, and I swear it's not because I feel better about myself, but it actually is easier.
Whoever made that zen chart is a genius btw. 

But anyway there's a possibility that I just been playing and (not so much) studying that I've forgotten how to truly rest. 
Someone tell me how to get my energy back, and stop hunting chocograph. 


]]> https://ameblo.jp/rinnata/entry-11635224382.html Sun, 13 Oct 2013 03:12:53 +0900 エビ but someday, yes, someday, I will surely blog about my clothes and makeup.
anyway for now I shall just write a small entry because my back hurts and of laziness.

today I finally met my junior high friend after four months delaying our meeting.
I know, I'm horrible, and really bad at replying message (but I'm trying!! and for my defense that phone messenger thingy sucks), but there were many many things I have to do and I think it's unfair if I'm half hearted when I'm with her? does that make any sense?
and yes, her nickname is the entry's title, lol. yes, seriously, everyone's calling her that and its not me being mean.
it actually kinda suits her in strange way or just because she's been called that for way too long lol.

as much as my stomach and back and waist hurt today (I'm old, I know), I'm glad that we finally meet.
she really doesn't change much and it's very comfortable to be with herラブラブラブラブ
it's really good to have a friend like her, I'm sorry for being a lazyass and not arranged our meeting earlier E-chan!!アップアップアップ
and tomorrow is her job interview day, the job she is applying sounds so good so I really really hope that she'll get it!!

I'm losing direction of this entry again, lol.
anyway the meeting with her motivated me to be more active and giving me hope to find a good job (later).
if only I can know which direction of career I want to take...

another thing I did today is watching Olympus has fallen.
it is a bit ridiculous but overall a good movie and Gerald butler is a handsome uncle, lol.
but states, really, lol, it's a bit funny because the movie totally demonstrates (and proves) the hero complex stereotype lol.
I mean, (almost) everyone is a noob except for mike?
why does magic mike come into my mind now?

magic mike is boring btw, after the first 5 minutes I was like, another dancing scene? really?

I better stop now before I'm making this post even more ridiculous.
night.
please protect your back.
health is very very important. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/rinnata/entry-11507125366.html Sun, 07 Apr 2013 22:53:39 +0900 yellow yellow but not trying to make excuse lately there are so many things to do and strangely I still feel a bit lost? as if what am I actually doing and the urge to reflecting my life's choices.

anyway since I'm still too lazy to write,

photo:01



yes, yellow!!!
I've been a yellow addict for quite a while now, but just lately I start collecting and wearing yellow fashion items and they totally worth the waitラブラブラブラブ

I remember last time I colored my toe nails yellow my mom kept calling me a hobo lol.
I'm sure hobos don't normally color their toes, or nails in general.
I used to be so cool and lame.

that's all for now because I'm old and need to rest!! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/rinnata/entry-11506461657.html Sun, 07 Apr 2013 00:43:45 +0900 And also, INFINITE!! 日本でINFINITEのファンのみんなさん！！！
일본에인피니트의팬여러분!!!

Please get in touch with me TT_______TT or link me to some kind of community portal or something.
INFINITEが大好きのみんなさん、私と話してください（？）しゃべてください（？）トーク下さい！！
私の日本語は本当に悪いだけどINFINITEの事がめっちゃ大好き。
一月の後で（？）日本に行きますだから、日本のINSPIRITと会いたい。
はい、UNIVERSAL STUDIOでのスパーシャルイベント本当に行きたい｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡
でも、今日本ではない、どうしようううううううううううううう。
だれか、助けてくださいいいいいいいいい。

Someday, I'll look back at this entry and torn between amusement, regret, shame while cringing at my atrocious Japanese (and Korean, hopefully! because it means my Japanese and Korean would be so much better for you who don't get it, fingers crossed!) and holding myself back really hard not to delete this entry and erase the last remaining tracks of my fangirl desperation.
Someday. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/rinnata/entry-11505090913.html Fri, 05 Apr 2013 01:09:32 +0900 woops
Anyway what happened today is I had to go home earlier from my internship because I didn't feel well, and had nothing to do.
I really mean it, this is the second day of me browsing around tumblr and waiting for emails at my internship.
Though I have to be honest that it's actually not worse than before because the creepy guy (I'll write about him next next time if I still remember) has totally stopped looking at me (or if he is still, he has keep it minimum that I FINALLY can ignore his existence, I think those Jang Dongwoo trolling to my senior kind of works).

Back to today, so all I did was reblogging some tumblr posts, sleeping at the praying room (yes we have, and had some kind of supernatural encounter but I don't want this blog to become a supernatural blog so let's skip that part) and refreshing fanfiction website waiting my subscriptions to be updated.
Which is so much better to be done at home especially when I do not feel fine.

Now I forget what I was planning to write here again.

Let's just go back to my office (or more like wasting life while trying to be a professional trial place), I appreciate the opportunity to learn about working flow, types of people (or more like how people are like when they are under intense stress, I don't know how intense the stress level there because I'm supposedly just an intern with no life burden), study efficiently while ignoring other people (I start reading my academic papers, for next preparation), how to being polite without taken advantage of, what kind of information that I have to keep or for company's discretion.
However, I feel utterly very out of place, partly yes because I'm an intern who is not doing any of the real job (especially for the past two days), but partly because I really have no idea what kind of conversation (or more like joke) they are having.
I mean, they are laughing, and do try not to make me feel left out, but, really, I have no clue and so I mostly focus on my tumblr, or fanfiction.

Now this experience really makes me realize that I really have to know what kind of job that I really want to do so badly that I have no qualm giving up my life for it.
I'll just be honest, property (my major) is totally not going to be it, or at least that's what I feel right now.
Or maybe just like what the lady I met said, I should try it at least for a few months before totally giving up on it. Afterall, a few months is nothing compared to all the time I gonna spend on working (or living), right?

But what bother me the most (or not), is the fact that I sometimes still cannot get the joke around here. Am I too geeky and internet oriented?

My dad came into my room and now I forget what I was writing.

Oh yeah, I'm an acute idol fan, and I had a very very bad memory about JKT48 (from AKB48) theatre but it's a story of another time as well, if I will ever remember and get back to it.

The point is, will I be okay when I actually have to work for real?
I think I really have to work hard and get any kind of part-time job in Melbourne when I'm going back there later to prepare myself facing the society or something like that.
Plus, I desperately need to start making real money, and just, get all those ching-ching yo.

Why am I such a failure. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/rinnata/entry-11505083173.html Fri, 05 Apr 2013 00:34:33 +0900 she's back!!
though no one actually follows my blog, lol.
and yeah, because I'm an idol geek (as my friends say), I'm using infinite's song title for my entry title, lol.

anyway I just finished watching the latest episode of America's next top model college edition, I swear I never thought that I'd be one of those people who watch that kind of show every week (please don't get offended, anyone who loves that kind of show, I'm watching it too!!あせる).

I'll honestly say that most of those social media comments are useless though there are some good tips. and one of the commenters today is cute!!ラブラブラブラブ

I...actually was planning to blog about my mom's bag that I found and now is using and boast about how much a cool hipster I am, but my brains has started to wire down and I think now is the right time for me to sleep and yes, I'll write about it tomorrow (even though I have no reader), and yes, I'll start fashion blogging or whatever it's called as.
it is useful when you don't know what to wear and you'll only have to look back on your blog (or phone) and wear whatever you wore before (yes, I'm that forgetful).


night, any lost soul who actually reads this entry!! ぐぅぐぅぐぅぐぅぐぅぐぅ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/rinnata/entry-11504416139.html Wed, 03 Apr 2013 23:25:02 +0900 growing up アメンバー限定公開記事です。 https://ameblo.jp/rinnata/amemberentry-11454891287.html Wed, 23 Jan 2013 02:56:31 +0900