there have a lot of things going on in my life, but i wanna write something about my trip in taiwan which i visited a couple of days ago.

on the last weekends, my family and i went to taiwan to visi out ancestor grave. this is the very first time for my sis and me to visit even though we are mixed with taiwan and japanese.

my moms cousins family did take care of us a lot. Actually they are enough kind for us to stay in taiwan, i am really proud of being both taiwanese and japanese, i appreciate to my grandpa of being taiwanese and he came to japan on his own.

in this trip, i knew a lot about my grandpas root. he did explore a lot in his life. i really respect for him and i really wanna be like him.

sometimes, my personality is similar to my grandpa instead of my other family members.

Even though he is stubborn, he hates being alone and he does whatever he wants and his feelings change very easily and short tempered hahaha,

anyway, we had very warmful time in tw!!

i think since i got my hair shorter, i go to the salon quite often, like once a month.

i really like to change the hair color and style.

until recently, i kept my hair bob style and red color, but i felt i wanna change something different, so i did cut my hair to short and ash color.

また髪型変えに行ったよ。でも最近はいってもずっとボブの赤系だったから今回はショートのアッシュにしたよ。

最初、うわーーー短い！とかおもったけどあたしすぐ伸びるし、何か既に伸びた気がするしすでに美容院行きたい気分！

超めんどくさいんだけど友達いるし耐えて見せます。

久しぶりに朝番組見たけどversailles のjubileeが、アルバムランキング予想２位でびっくり！

てか、凄い宣伝してるもんね。

あたしも予約して楽しみだけど勇さんなしのはやはり寂しいよー。

hizakiがbass弾いてるみたいだけど、どんなにうまくても勇さんの音は勇さんにしか出せないしね。

朝のＴＶにも出てるし、勇さん亡くなってからversaillesは吹っ切れたかの様に活動してるよね、嬉しいような寂しいような。。。でも、ＴＶで見るvoさんはやはり結構の年いってました笑

well, its kindda hard to write journal in Japanese, so i will start writng in English now.

recently, i am working so hard and i like the job, but sometimes, i feel i need to change......

yesterday, i had dinner with my big cousins.

wehaven t seen each other for a while, so i felt weird....

both of us got so old.

anyway, today, i had a day off, so will get my hair cut and hang out with mom, maybe.

hope eveybody has a good day and conglatulations for all of whom are age of 20!

smile,

it has been getting cold here in Tokyo.

on Jan 4, my sis and i went to see Jasmine you's memorial ceremony in Shibuya.

we have been waiting for this live since we knew this event.

there were 3 bands performed in front of his huge pic.

i kept looking at him while other bands performed.

i still remember how he performed on the stage and i lov him so much.

everybody hoped that he is still there with other members of versailles.

i still cannot believe that he is not here anymore and i cannot see his performance and hear his voice forever.

when i can go to the heaven, i wish i will be able to see you again, you san.

i miss you and love you tons.

xoxo