Sakuraのブログ

Fishing !!!

Fri, 05 Apr 2013 00:12:38 +0900

My friend and me were fishing today !! But what we should do with all the fishs *laugh* it was really fun and I'm sure we will go fishing the next days again!!

Sakura

Milanoo

Sat, 23 Mar 2013 07:12:37 +0900

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I got my gotic lolita dress today.
I was a bit worry if it really suite me, because I havn't model dimensionshttp://blog.ameba.jp/ucs/entry/srventryinsertinput.do and I have a small hight. But all is great. The skirt has the right length and it really looks good. I can't wait and make some photos with my friend in Berlin in April. *smiles* I really hope the weather will be better and warmer then. I want see japanese cherry blossoms.

Oh, and on Monday I was with Ayumi by the veterinarian. It seems she has a runny nose
. I'm really worry about her, because she is so small and young. I hope the antibiotics helps too. In the last days she put on weight - 2 gramm more!! That is really great *smiles* I will see how the next days are, maybe I must go again with her to the veterinarian.

Daisuki
Sakura

R.I.P. Max

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 05:01:51 +0900

Today my mom told me that my tomcat, which lives by my parents, is dead.
Max disappeard on frieday evening. In all likelihood, a car ran over him. His neck brocken. I'm glad he hadn't much pains as he dies.

R.I.P Max

♥ Hina & Ayumi & Kaori ♥

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 01:50:58 +0900

Today I get my new pets. Thats are three damn cute mouses.
They are maybe 30 days old and really briskly. I think Hina is the youngest one. She is smaller than the other ones, but much more nosy. Ayumi eats really much and was the first one who finds the food. *chuckles*. The third mouse is a bit shy i think. She was the whole time in the house while I brought them home.

Unfortunately I have no photos. I tried it, but they are so fast that I dont can make good fotos. I will post some photos soon, if they are a bit quiter. *smiles*

Daisuki <3
Sakura

Merry Christmas <3

Mon, 24 Dec 2012 01:29:22 +0900

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"There's a Zombie on your lawn"

Mon, 24 Dec 2012 01:16:39 +0900

Yeah!!!
We had a great party on 2012/12/21!!! It should be the end of the world and we wanted celebrate this. *laugh* I don't believe in this, we only need a reason to make party ;)

Almost the whole time we heard the song "There's a Zombie on your lawn!" from the game "Plants vs. Zombies" It was so damn funny and I laughed much.

I had a great time and I felt good. Thank you on Steffi and Vicky ... and my boyfriend of course !! Thank you so much

Sakura ^^y^^

Unexpectedly things ... or Miracles do happen?

Mon, 10 Dec 2012 02:24:08 +0900

Thattoday was really a surprise. I didn't expect that she would talk to me. In thelast days I thought about all the things which happened and I really was closeto say her that all is over. I don't want be hurt by her anymore.

Buttoday ... she say all the things I wanted hear from her such a time ago. Ireally was thinking she understood now what went wrong in the past. I'm notsure if she really does, but I want see it.

I knowhow it is to lose her, and in some moments I can live with the knowledge shedoesn't care for me. It is hard, but in the last one and a half year I learnedthis. Of course there were moments I'm crying and feeling terrible. But I willbe careful and protect myself.

If it willworking or not, I know I have wonderful friends, who are here for me ~ My BestiesAoi, Aki and Maru and two other wonderful girls I'm starting let close to me.

Daisuki~and thank you for being here for me

Sakura

sigh

Wed, 05 Dec 2012 23:30:56 +0900

I don't know why but I feel me so lonley. Nobody is here and that is so terrible. I wish my best friend would talk with me. I miss her, but it seems she is too busy and can't call me. I don't know. Some month ago we talk every evening by MSN or had phone calls. But this all changes. I don't dare to ask her to call me, because I know she talks almost every evening with other friends on the phone, and I don't want go on her nervs. But this all let me feel so lonly. Sometimes I wish I could call all my friend and 5 minutes later they will be by me in my appartment and we could have fun and talk about our things. All are so far away from me and at the moment I have the feeling they are also so far away emotional. *sigh*
why you can't write back if you read my mails? I miss you and I wish we would see and write us more again ... like in past ... that's all. daisuki~

Sakura

iPhoneからの投稿

the two last weeks ...

Sat, 17 Nov 2012 05:08:48 +0900

*sighs*
I sit here on my sofa and feel terrible. And fucking I don't know WHY!!

Last weekend I was by my friend and it was great. This few days I was in Berlin I was in a bubble and felt well. I was happy. But then I had to drive back at home again on Sunday. Of course I missed my Love as I was in Berlin and was happy to see him again. On Sunday I was motivated and had new energy.
The break came on Monday morning. I overslept and didnt go to the lession. Again there was the void inside me and I had problems to stood up. Since Monday I would prefer to stay in bed and sleep the whole day. I know I can't, but I want.

At the moment I think often on she. Maybe this is the reason because I feel so terrible at the moment. I don't know. I'm only so disappointed. I gave her again a chance and for her it it no matter. I really think it is senseless. She always see only herself. She is so selfish. I read this week a saying: "The best way to get a friend, is to be one ..." I try my best to be a grood friend - always. But maybe it isn't enough for her. I'm not good enough ... it hurts, but how always I must live with it and I will try my best not crying.
Good Bye!

Sakura ^^y^^

First Snow !!!

Sun, 28 Oct 2012 05:39:43 +0900

As I woke up in the morning and looked out the window I saw something white on the street. It isn't much, but here and there were some snow. The whole day it was rainy and the rain was more a sleet.

In a few days I will celebrate my and a friends birthday. It will be a Halloween-Party, I really look forward. *smile*

Sakura