Last night was really cold. The temperature was about 12 degree. I may have caught a cold or fever.

Time to sleep more I guess.

But I feel better mentally. Much happier than yesterday, which is a good thing 

I'll be going back home next weekend. Can't wait

Too many things happened all at once. And I've been missing so many chances. 

But life goes on.

My friends are going to a local roller coaster ride in the weekend. I was thinking about joining them. But I'm afraid of heights, so I guess maybe not this time （≧ヘ≦） 

I do want to spend time with them though. Spending a whole weekend all alone can be relaxing but also makes me feel a little lonely. 

There're some words I want to say to someone. I know it's already too late to say. And there's no way for him to see this. I still want to write it down here. 

I hope you're doing well without me. I saw the picture of you and her being together. Smiling and having fun. 

Good for you.

I was hoping that you would still love me, even though we broke up, just like I still have feeling on you. But it's pretty obvious now that you've left me completely.

I'll try to move on without you. You know it's hard, because I've told you so.

Tomorrow is another day. Be strong, girl.

I don't know if anyone would, by any chance, see this blog post. So I'll just start with a brief self-introduction.

(Oh my word these emoji are so cute)

So I'm an international student originally from Beijing, China and currently going to college for bachelor degree in America. 

This is my third year studying here. I'm a Digital Communication major and a Japanese minor. But my Japanese is still too poor to be used to write blog post 

I like watching Japanese TV shows and anime. I started to have interests in Japanse pop cultures when I was in middle school, so it has been 7 yeasr(wow!) until now. I've been to Japan for 3 times. They were all short-time trip. So I've just been to some major cities. (and had A LOT of yummy Japanse food)

I can't say that I am very familiar with all the Japanese stuff. But I'm wishing to learn, so I would like to be friends with Japanese people. (especially same-aged!)

There're still a lot to say about me, but I believe you guys will know from the future blog posts!

So if anyone is reading this post, please let me know your comment about what you think! You can write in Japanese and hopefully I can understand it (or use Google Translate LOL)

Also, you're welcome to practice English with me if you want! 

So.. this is me (´∀｀)