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Some.fuckin'.selfdestruction

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 23:02:52 +0900

Close and then even closer.Much too close.
Stupid,stupid me.

Call me queen of selfdestruction.

I hate nothing more than things wich makes me weak.

I know you are not good for me and not the right one.

I even can´t explain why the fucking hell I like you SO much.

I´m too proud for this...

I can't stand this shit anymore...

ショッピング (°∀°)b

Sun, 28 Dec 2008 23:30:03 +0900

Yeah I decided to order some stuff with my money I´g got for
クリスマス
So this will be my little ショッピングList!

A shirt and a bag from ALGONQUINS

And a ring set from BLACK PEACE NOW

Aaaaannd VERY important the new ZY. 44 !Because in this Issue is a big メリー special!
and Plastic Tree are in this issue too! and you got a free cd! This is just PERFECT! .ぴか一 о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆ My two most beloved ❤

またねヾ(＠＾(∞)＾＠)ノ

コールing you.

Fri, 26 Dec 2008 08:09:13 +0900

❤ ~~beautiful like to cry for~~

NO MERRY NO LIFE メリーメリーメリー

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 20:36:28 +0900

Omg. I´m crying. whaha XD
really.
OMG.

Merry announced they will release a new Album in 2009. Rage Tour has lately announced,
they are going to bring Merry to Europe again in 2009.

I couln´t stand you...

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 10:47:45 +0900

I still feel your touch on my body,

your hands gently stroking my face,

your lips softly kissing mine.

Why are you doing this with me...? I can´t stand you when you do things like that...

Is it good? Or..is it bad?

☆TOKYO DECADANCE EU TOUR FINAL ☆

Tue, 02 Dec 2008 05:42:34 +0900

We just like to party ☆ ♪

Oh my. At the 29th to 30th november was the Tokyo Decadance EU tour Final in ESSEN.
(Party the pott!)

It was...just.. AMAZING

me with Jii

So a little too late we arrived at the party location THE DIAMOND STAR

I buyed something from Takuya Angel and then we´d get the party started *_*

soooo awesome!
Tokyo Decadance...is just...crazy,freaky..but so COOL.

After we danced a while the TD-showteam came on stage and Adrien pulledme to the other people on the stange where the ABSOLUTELY CUTE CoCodacned up to me and was really attired in my fox tail names Gisela. TheVelvet Teu-chan stitched some really long needles with feathers underher skin between her tatoos... *shiver* but it was amazing
And she knows a german "sentence"which she screamed...."Fick mich" XDDDuhmm yes it means "Fuck me"... XD uhm it was well speaken germen so whocares it was the Tokyo Decadance and everyone cheered up haha XD (yahme too!)

Yeah we danced a lot on stage <3

The next time the TD-show-team came on stage the show was SO freaky...Adrien nailed Teu-chans tounge on a board!! >_< I was reallyfrightened but it was so fascinating too! <3

Adrien pulled me on the Stage again but this time at the first of all! *__* *happy* yeah some egopushin´
CoCo danced up to me again and kissed me <3

Oh and then there was the AMAZING performance of Selia.

Oh..he is so amazing... during his show he came near to the edge of thestage..and suddenly he came near to me and layed his arms around myneck and pulled me close to him... his face was only 2cm from mine awayand he touched very gently my lips with his finger and looked so closeand deep into my eyes it was a really magic moment I got goose skin andbutterflys in my tummy *_* whuuuu~ <3
and his voice is really a celestial given and so angelic... ❤

yeah then we danced a lot again ( I always had the song "Hit me harderhit me faster" from noisuf-x in my head they played it more than 5times I believe...but its cool!)

ah then the show goes on with a very erotic show of CoCo! (she ist so cute and hot <3)
with a lot of whipped cream, chocolatesirup and gummybears... haha~

at first she feed me with her whipped cream toast and she putted therest of the cream over her whole body she really looked so sexy.
Then she tooked the chocolatesirup and putted it on her body too andsome into her mouth, she came right to me and "gave" me the chocolatesirup with a kiss. it was very sticky but I liked it haha <3

And then she tooked out some gummibears, gave it to the fans and shetook one between her tooths came to me again and gave it with her mouthto me and started kissing me again <3
hah Thank god that I´m single! <3333

Ahhw later we met DJ SiSen and The Velvet TeU.
I love Teu chan she is SO cute!!! We talked about half an hour, the mother of her grandfather is german! haha.
I gave her my self made sheep ring she was SO happy it was so indescribable cute! Haha she hugged me countless times.
❤

The Velvet Teu - chan owns it now ->

halfAfter dacing a lot again Adrien came down and walked through thedancefloor he danced up to me a little and we asked for a picture! Heis very cool and kind!
He was walking around a while and when he passed me again later hetoched my waist and similed down to me haha he is really very kind!

Oh okay thats how I looked after the party (my make up and fake lashes and rhinestones and pearls lastened the whole night!)

9 o´clock in the morning on my way home with my new takuya angel heart mask!

You can see me getting pulled up on stage from Adrien and dancing alittle bit in this video <3 (from 7:10 ca) watch it! the show isgreat!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3WmFr2j7dEI

I will poste some Whole - Body pics in a later entry!

give me DECADANCE <3

ありがとう!!!

またね

о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 04:45:12 +0900

こんばんは ☆

Whaa~ I stayed at home today... tummy ace (x_x；)

But I´m feelin better now.
I chattet for hours with 利明くん it was really fun. We talked a lot about fashion and jewelry
and his visit here in summer ❤
He maybe will visit me during the Japanday in Düsseldorf.
I´m really happy that he wants to visit me, I really want to meet him soon.

Oh and his house is right next to the Japan Headstore of DEAL DESIGN
Thats sooo amazing~...but it will be very bad for my wallet haha

I already want to buy a lot of stuff from DD. One thing I want really bad are these

サングラス ->

but they cost 15,750 ¥ x__x hmmm I want them sooooo badly.

So...FRUSTRATION SHOPPING! for the TOKYO DECADANCE

I buyed this Falls. so beautiful! In Lilac and White! The two best colours of my world haha.

I got them for only 11,50 EUR. !!!thats like 1,366¥ (normally falls like this are sooooo expensive..like 60EUR and more.)

Yes and I will search now for some Vivienne Westwood stuff, I´m allowed to buy something for christmas.

Ah I really want to send 利明くん something for christmas but I don´t really now what T__T
He said he´d like to celebrate christmas with me anytime (^∇^)

Soooo~ anough for today.

じゃまた о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆

だれる! 。(´д｀lll)

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 08:44:34 +0900

こんばんは!

I can't sleep (x_x；)

だれる! 。(´д｀lll)

uhm in 10 days is the TokyoDecadance Germany! Ahww どきどき (*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆

so I´m listening to Love Addicted from VAMPS right now... 利明 sendet me this song.
I like it very much.

Oh I have a little bit guilty conscience because 利明 is going to bed veerry late the last days...
at 3 am ...in the very very early morning. And he has to work! Here in germany its only 18pm (6pm)
at that time. Dammn タイムシフト!!
Uhm but he told me he will visit me in Summer!!
I really like to go with him to the "Japantag" in Düsseldorf haha.
He speaks german very well. He learned it by himself in only 4 years I think its very impressive.

um okay I don't know anything more to write about...ah..maybe...that someone still won't get out of my head and heart...but 利明 and my other friends were able to deflect me a little bit.

So ok enough of my pure boredom. Such a useless entry! But writing this maked me a little bit tired so maybe I can sleep now.
お休みなさい

TOKYO ROCK NIGHT. We like to party!

Sun, 16 Nov 2008 06:27:35 +0900

Yesterday I was at the TOKYO ROCK NIGHT in Bochum in a club called "Zwischenfall"о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆

It was very cool, some people were a little bit strange...(german Visual Kei fans can be veeery strange sometimes... haha ) but there were some very nice and cool peolple, I met some new people but I even met a lot of people I know it was good to see them again (＝⌒▽⌒＝)
I´m looking forward to the next TRN oder VisualCulture.

P L A S T I C T R E E H I G H

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 21:08:54 +0900

Oh my!

I´m so...PURA HIGH ヽ(ﾟ◇ﾟ )ﾉ

It was so amazing,unbelievable and absolute fantastic.
This was DEFINETLY the best concert where I ever was.

I stood in the first line right in front of Ryuutarou (one or two cm to the left because I doesn´t wanted to stare
on the microphone the whole time.) It was definetly the best place in the whole concert hall.
The hall was so small and...there was NO barrier in front of the stage! I stood really at the stage! (haha after a few songs lied half on the stage.) the were so NEAR to me! especially ryuutarou.
I were able to touch or grab ryuutarou everytime he was only some few cm away from me.
But I hate people wich grab on members. Thats sometimes really like sexual harassment so I didn´t touch him.

I´m still so excidet I can´t find any words to discribe this feelings in me during the concert.
I headbanged I rocked I cried I loughed I´m happy to death. haha.
It was the beautifulst thing I had ever seen and heared.

Unfortunatly I didn´t catch anything.... I only touched Hiroshis drumsticks twice but another person got them.
So I try to keep the memories of the moments very special. ->
Ryuutarou tooked and holded my hand for three times ( in such a cute way! It wasn´t like handshaking. He putted his fingers between mine and hold it for some time, U know what I mean? x_x). Oh my.. it was so cute and incredible nice feeling. I think I never can´t forget this but its still so unreal in my head.

And he sat down right in front of me while he was singing and looked into my eyes. OMG.
I only stood there ans stared back in his eyes. I wasn´t able to move.
I was scared in a really beautiful way.
The most member of bands never give some eye contact to you.
But Ryuutarou did it. it felt really intensive because he was really near to mine.

Wow ok I´m gettin fangirlish.

There were so sad and beautiful moments I really cried... but I also headbanged (my neck hurts more than after a girugämesh concert!)
I´d thought a Pura concert would be relaxing but oh my they can ROCK LIKE HELL.
so BADASS. Ryuutarou is somewhere beetween Gara and Tatsurou in his crazyness on stage.
I´m sure they felt very comfy in this intimate atmosphere, because you never see them rock like that on any in concert dvd. I couldn´t imagine. Wow. He can scream and show his feelings so great

btw I love Ryuutarous style to death! He is definitely the men with the BEST sense for clothing on this world.
here he stand right in front of us, so cool its really nice to be so near to us the fans <3

I love his cute hat and his bag and the shoes and and and and...(I really want this SHOES WAH)

Hey look at this and guess where he is smiling and waving to......

right, to me <3
I sittin oh the ground on the right. where is looking to.
haha I was waving and smiling I´d never thought he will see it because all the other ones around me were standing but he noticed me directly and a friend tookted this photo while he was smiling and waving to me thats so cool haha! Thank you Ryuutarou!

Omg there happened so much more.

Thank you Pura for all.
It was probably the luckiest day in my life ❤

Here the really really fantastic setlist! ( and HELL YES...TWO encores!!!)

❤ I felt like I was in heaven.

01. 眠れる森 (Nemureru Mori)
02. イロゴト (Irogoto)
03. エレジー (Elegy)
04. リプレイ (Replay)
05. アローンアゲイン、ワンダフルワールド (Alone Again, Wonderful World)
06. 空中ブランコ (Kuuchuu Buranko)
07. 秘密のカーニバル (Himitsu No Carnival)
08. hate.red,dip.it
09. 怪物くん (kaibutsu-kun)
1o. 雪蛍 (Yuki Hotaru)
11. 涙腺回路 (Ruisen Kairo)
12. メランコリック (melancholic)
13. 真っ赤な糸 (Makka na Ito)
14. 雨ニ唄エバ (Ame ni Utaeba)

[Encore 1]
17. 針槐 (harienju)
16. Ghost

[Encore 2]
17. 本日は晴天なり (Honjitsu wa seiten nari)
18. エンジェルダスト (angeldust)
19. サイコガーデン (psychogarden)