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I'm using my phone right now...and i'm on my way to school crazily rushing...i just wear what found in my closet randomly and put on my slippers instead a proper sandals lol

No lenses for today and i just put a simple make ups... i reallu have a lot of things to do todat before night...wish me have a good day >…< ]]> https://ameblo.jp/smiling-eve/entry-11653033120.html Sat, 26 Oct 2013 12:01:00 +0900
the things is..here's the things..
my boss, BIG BOSS from Taiwan came here to Indonesia to do some audit at the factory, the main subject was..OF COURSE US the manufacturing audit team.
when she comes everything is just like a...DISASTER =.=

here's a little bit summary

day 1 Tuesday November 20 2012

first day she comes, i was delegate at sotap W1, i fought with the director on friday because of the quality of the shoes was very VERY HORRIBLE but the quality is a little bit better that day, but i can't come on time because i was trapped on my way to the office along with some people who came using the company bus, the heavy rain last night causing flood around my way to the office, i arrive at the office on 10.30.
she didn't come to the sotap but she came to the finished good warehouse and i successfully got a "CALIBRATION FAILED" *shootmedead* but fortunately she didn't ask bu atikah or Henry to reinspect the goods.

day 2 Wednesday November 21 2012

i have to cover my work for daily HI status on november 19 because i was late and NOBODY COVER IT FOR ME =.= then i have to cover it up till now like a fuckin idiot sitting in front of the computer looking for the report =.=.
i was move to the other sotap which is at East side and thank GOD they have a BETTER QUALITY than West side. so there's no need to take so much time for me to do the daily inspection since their quality already ok even for her, she just concern about shoe laying but it's not a big deal lah..
the funny things is they put 4 people to guard every gate and 1 person to be the spy so they know where is she and quickly inform us before they come or even bu atikah comes..it feels like running from the cops hahaha

day 3 Thursday November 22 2012
Henry looks soooooooooooooooooooooooooo stressfull, poor him, i know he feel so depressed because of her, and of course her concern about quality issue..and on and on and on
some of my friend in the team was being visited by her but no one was asked about the regulation *she used to ask about that before*
the problem came from sotap W2 which is running air rift and the problem was horrible causing all cmr team to gather and solve the problems it makes my friend got a horrible headache as well i think LOL

day 4 Friday November 23 2012

the last day she stay...she just walking around to check the process, i was put back to w1 but since my senior didn't come and there's only 1 stamp the chaos begin around 5 o'clock
actually i can finish inspecting all the last lot at 5 or 5.30 BUT bu atikah want me to help w2 to inspect the *horrible* air rift law with all the problem they have =.=
so i'm successfully ended my inspect at 6.30 *dead part 2*
but yeah overall w1 shoes is better than before even though i rejected 2 lot with total 360 pairs hahaha XDXD

well over all and so far i still enjoy my new work space because i can enjoy my weekend without thinkin what should i do on monday because there's always some of works waiting for me, daily report, daily inspection, audit etc etc it makes me refresh my mind and try to find something new while i learn how to do and what to do...so far it's fun..
Henry was smile a bit today maybe because it's the last day of her staying here.
OH GOD please take care of my boss, he should have a beautiful first anniversary with his wife >O<
and my director need to rest a bit as well..she really need it since she's very tired every day...
as for me....

yeah i need yoghurt soju LMFAO XDXDXD

i'm thinkin to move to EXILE music from now...not that i lost my faith not that i'll leave the red ocean...i will still standing there, i will still keep my faith but it's just like having a "me time" for a while...
my friend ask me for photo shoot on january so i have to buy some make ups, lenses and do some diet...it will cost a little bit but yeah...i'll do my best..

the last one

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY MR HENRY ^^ GOD ALWAYS BLESS YOU AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL WIFEY...GOT A KID SOON~~~!!! XD ]]> https://ameblo.jp/smiling-eve/entry-11411601942.html Sat, 24 Nov 2012 00:35:42 +0900
it used to be a special day for me but in fact...not so special yeah...
just like the other weekend i spend at home...

i have no money, still broke from the fanmeeting...my last money went for missha oil paper TVXQ special edition

present? no i don't think about that...

i've got a HORRIBLE BOND GAP SHOES, FIGHT WITH THE PRODUCTION DIRECTOR one day before my birthday and MISS EFFIE CHEN, the CCD from the HQ will come next monday...so beautiful present isn't it??? my life ended here

but yeah i have to make some plans *again* in my life then i was thinking about moving, you know actually this is kind of a hard choice for me...
as you know i don't feel any comfortable in my house now...you know like, people look down on me, no respect each other between people, it's kinda sucks...if there's a Japanese cute and nice guy wanna marry me and take me there i will gladly said I DO straightly..

i have 3 choices

1. still live at my house
2. rent a house near the office
3. live at my grandma's house

three of them are a confusing choice because they have their own advantages and also disadvantages..

if i still live here maybe i have to buy mp3 player to put on my ear all the time so i can avoid what people say to me.
if i rent a house then, i'll live with other people,buy my own meal (well actually i did it for now as well) but the most important is NO INTERNET CONNECTION i'll die instantly.
if i live at my grandma's house actually i'll be a princess since my grandma loves me so much she always cook delicious meal for me but..the transportation is so expensive

and now i really confuse...but i think i'll buy myself a present maybe an mp3 player i fall in love with samsung tic toc but i still have to find some information about it maybe next week with my friend..

ah~~~ i haven't reply any comment and texts see you later~~~

my birthday wishes :
- get promoted soon
- get a nice boyfriend *actually a future husband*
- move to other country where i can watch TVXQ5 concert
- get a twin babies...

Ameen...

]]> https://ameblo.jp/smiling-eve/entry-11406909884.html Sat, 17 Nov 2012 21:29:39 +0900
so, last night no the night before i just found that my * i'm at the level where i don't want to call her this* sister stole my usb cable for hundred times so i can't use my external HD
after she stole my fuckin other external HD and makes me lost my protect the boss drama after spending time taking the pain on my ass to download it every thursday now she pissed me off by taking the cable BITCH!!!
but yeah as always the thief will never admit it or the jail will be full of them...

so many things she stole from me include my personal stuff like my new undies -.- i bought some pairs of them and just wear it at night and wash it in the morning, and then when i'm going to fold it on the other night it's gone...she's so disgusting!!

you know what i've never been good to her since she did the same to me, she's so arrogant but in fact she's just a bitch well my parents proud of her because she got into the nursery major, of course she can, because no body force her to take a sucks major like i did !!!
and she WAS a basketball athlete thank god she got a serious injury on her feet so she doesn't able to be in any big game now *EAT THAT BITCH*

that's why she's soooo arrogant like bitch *well she is*

i hate every part of her and mostly her way of speak, if you talk to her you'll feel it, she talk like she knows everything in this world but in fact she's just a dumb.
she said she's being a Life Connector to an international basketball athlete AND I WAS LAUGH LIKE HELL

okay, my English probably not as good as you who born with English as your mother tongue, but compared to her i took my English course since i was 12 and always pass with the excellent mark and i always be number 1 at class *proud* i can even beat the school champion *should i call him that? LOL* in English when i was in junior high
but she??? REALLE CHOOSEN AS AN LC FOR INTERNATIONAL BASKETBALL ATHLETE????
she always failed the English test, and even when my dad give us an English challenge she can never answer the question??? LOL
and fyi i know her ability in English and it's...BELOW POOR LEVEL

but yeah as i said she's just an arrogant bitch.

you know what i never hate people more than i hate her, you know what? 'cause people still respect me even though they still pissed me off
i'm the eldest here, is that wrong if i wanna be respected as the eldest??
just simple, stay away from my private property, stay away from what i like that's it..
but i never get that from her so this time, i won't be stay still and just being a good eldest sister just as always...it's sucks!!! i'll do my revenge on her..and people will see i'm not a looser..

you'll see BITCH ]]> https://ameblo.jp/smiling-eve/entry-11405352300.html Thu, 15 Nov 2012 22:24:30 +0900
how come i forgot to join QC meeting at east side at 11.40 ??? WTF

actually today i really excited for the work, my bosses Henry and bu Atikah made the morning meeting very fast, and i'm heading to the office to make the report right after the meeting.

when i'm waiting for EDP staff to repair the computer *i feel like there's a sadako inside the monitor because it's keep turned off and giving a symptoms like when sadako will be out from the screen* Henry ask me if i'm busy or not because he want me to go with him to East office.
okay, i have to admit that i didn't realize the meeting first, what i wanna do is do the report as fast as i can then go to sandal production line to help my senior watch the Daily Inspection PIC for metal detector checking...

my senior was very angry at the other day because he lie to her said that the lot has been passing the metal detector machine *we call it cyntex or easment* and stamp the lot with MDP stamp but in fact the lot hasn't even touch the machine and IT'S VERY DANGEROUS.

the consequences if customer find any metal inside the goods then...the punishment is USD 10.000 for each pairs.

AND OF COURSE WE DON'T WANT THAT FUCKIN PUNISHMENT HAPPEN.

i come to sandal straightly after doing the daily report..when i arrived at sandals department the pallet already full only need to wait for last lot when the last lot is complete the pic took the goods to the other production building to get metal detector checking i remember it's 11.30 I SHOULD HAVE 10 MINUTES TO JOIN THE MEETING BUT IN FACT I'M TOTALLY FORGOT

IT'S MY FAULT....TOTALLY MY FAULT

i'm too afraid the pic didn't put the goods into the cyntex machines i forgot my task to go to the meeting
after lunch i go to my director feeling ready if she will blame me like hell but you know what??
she just said when i said sorry i wasn't join the meeting

"you have to join laaa" there's a disappoint expression not an angry expression and it makes me feel even more GUILTY

i said " i'm so sorry because i'm waiting for the PIC at E9, i'm afraid if they didn't do the MDP process like the other day "

she said " Oh the machine still not working?"
me " not yet "
she said " the maintenance people still didn't get the spare part?"
me " not yet, i don't know when will they get the spare part so the machine still can't work you remember when the other day the pic said they won't do the MDP process?? i'm afraid they will do that again that's why i'm too focusing and forgot about the meeting " *i know my reason is reasonable but..it's sucks*

she said "oh okay, that things is more important, you don't need to join the meeting...it's dangerous to leave the goods without doing MDP, so you don't need to join the meeting "

oh god...
BUT WHY I STILL FEELING GUILTY??????

i'll go apologize to henry and my director tomorrow but yeah i can't be able to sleep tonight dammit!!!!

cause you know, sometimes it's better to get slapped on your face when you make a mistake rather than seeing people who hurt and disappointed for what you've done ]]> https://ameblo.jp/smiling-eve/entry-11392103598.html Mon, 29 Oct 2012 22:32:42 +0900
i really want to scream and hug someone today >o< yesterday as well actually..

so yesterday i was in sooo bad mood situation, when i say bad mood it's mean a VERY BAD MOOD

then it will lead to a bad attitude, bad manner, and bitch mode activated..

my day was sooooo fucked up yesterday

first, i woke up earlier just to catch up the bus, but due to the lack of public transportation that i usually take to the bus stop i couldn't catch the bus...

second,i mistype on the report, i should report that line E6 was failed 1 Lot out of 19 lot they proposed and i write it "16 out of 19" instead of "18 out of 19"
yeah disappointing~~~

i just moved into a new department called "manufacturing audit" well i have to admit that my first week is good...and so far still good to be there
i just can say it for now because i'm afraid if i'm saying too much like i did before when the first time i entered the company as a General Manager Officer team i regret it after 8 months...

but no, that's not mean that i don't like my new department NO seriously
i feel better now..

when i was in GMO team i was ferry frustrated....everyday is a bad day for me i always in a bad mood..A VERY BAD mood...one of the reason why i always be in a bad mood was my boss
she's an Indonesian born Chinese, a RACIST, and i bet she never had what so called LEADERSHIP training.

almost all my friend is chinese but they are nice no me, i can say that my previous boss was the...WORST chinese i've ever met seriously even my friend said that she's a "CINA GAGAL" XD *well thanks to mpuzz, she's one of my Chinese friend btw..*

so after struggling 3 months with my Boss Henry *he's Taiwanese and a nice guy who have a perfect wife in the world* and my current boss Ms Atikah..i finally move to a new department, which is one of the most important department in a company..manufacturing audit..
so after the shoes was finish and packed into the cartons the production PIC will propose the shoes to us and we will inspect them for some Quality Audit..so my and all of my seniors job is to decide weather it's pass our quality standard or not..
of course you don't wanna buy a $100++ shoes with a bad quality right??that's why we always checking the quality...

i feel better because...my work done at the end of the day...and i don't need to worried about tomorrow's shit at night...it's tiring but it's fun so far...i bet my stress pressure is much decreasing and now i'll do my best so i can be promoted as a manager *PRAY HARD*

okay back to yesterday story...
yesterday i still work at 8 o'clock, and doing my job being an assistant to my senior Lily - san at Sandal's production line.i usually go home 15 minutes before scanning out..but that time there's still one last lot she needs to inspect so i decided to go at 6pm sharp..
so 6pm i walked trough the corridor to my office but i'm afraid i'll be late for the scan out, on my way back to the office i met a friend, she's an IP manager and i decided will straightly go home without seeing my office first..but i saw my Bu Atikah trough the window, i did a mistake in the morning and i don't want to disappoint her anymore...so i turned left and going to the office just to say goodbye and turned off the computer.

when i got into the room Henry was there discussing something with bu Atikah..so i came closer to turn off the computer.then..

Henry : everything's doing well so far??
Me : *giving him a thumbs up*
Henry : you still have time? i want to talk to you sit here

he pulled a chair and ask me to sit...
as always they always said that i have to work harder than 2 others which is also a newbie in the department, i know because the other was a QA and QC they know a lot about shoes but not me..i'm totally a newbie..so i have to work harder, i know it from a very beginning.
but..that's not the only reason why my bosses want me to work harder...

he said...he said...* GOD I STILL CAN'T BELIVE IT *
he said he wan't me to be his and bu atikah's right hand.

he said maybe bu atikah won't be in our department forever, maybe i will have a new director someday we don't know when but even right now..Henry want me to be his right and bu atikah's right hands because we have a same attitude, we have a same vision, we have a same habits and also bad habits.
the point is sometimes even though we're not talking what we want each of us already know what we wanted. and we know each others requirement..
he said he wanted me to be the communicator between henry and the team..what he wanted and what he expected..and he said i'm the one that he picked directly..because he belive that i can do that..*OH MY SOMEBODY PINCH MEEE*

i just...WELL I'M VERY HAPPY OF COURSE
i'm so excited because i don't even dare to dream about it... >o<
but i have to be ready for the consequences.. hey i'm just a newbie...and i have to be ready when there's some bitches will be talk like this
"of course because she's close to Henry she moved to the team and got promotion, and also being his right hand "

one thing i worried is will the team expect me to be like that??they are really a nice and smart people...they are so nice to me seriously..but i still worried if things will change when henry said i'll be his right hand..

and if that kind of things happen i'll just say "PROBLEM TO YOU??BITCH??" LMFAO XDXDXDXD

naahh i don't even care about that all i wanna do is PROOFING that i can do that..i'll do my best for me,for henry,for bu atikah,for yosh GANBARIMASA >O< GANBARIMASA >O<

oh btw finally MASA GOT TWITTER >O< i'm so happy can't wait to see another update from him..i hope all rikkaidai got twitter account soon *and i'm dead* LOL

]]> https://ameblo.jp/smiling-eve/entry-11384676557.html Sat, 20 Oct 2012 19:54:03 +0900 see i don't even remember what time, what date what day is it all i want to meet is my PAYDAY!!!



i'm totally broke totally broke i used half of my savings and half of my credit card limits to get it...
i will be attending Kim Jaejoong's fanmeeting on november 3rd and yes i bought elephant tickets around IDR 1.700.000 or around $177
i bought the bear class before but then the elephant class was being opened again so i sold my bear ticket in to another cassie, she pay half of it and will pay the rest at the venue.

so yeah...I'M FUCKIN BROKE =.=

as you know i was saving to buy a new cellphone, galaxy note for sure, i plan to buy next month until that fanmeeting ruing it all...pathetic but that's my life.
ever since i was a kid, the first time i declare that i'm a fangirl around 1999 *damn it's pretty old =.=* my friend always told me that...you have to be royal into your fandoms, do the best that you can, if you think it's not the best then you better stay still and crying.

i know i'm not a rich girl so i really need to calculate my income strictly. back then when i was a student i do all the things i can to get what i want. i have my own monthly allowance of course but it's not much...well it's enough to eat at sushi tei once in a month but not enough to buy any dvds and photo books.
so i often walk until i'm tired then take public transportation it helps me a little bit.
i've got scholarship at college and i did some kind of internship so i earn some money to help that's why i still can buy some of merchandise..
and now when i'm totally employed all my needs are becomes more and more increase.

i attend my first concert, my first time spending a lot of money to watch the concert of Junsu.i spend around 1.000.000 around USD 104 but i think it's all worth since i can see my idols standing right in front of me...
since i get my monthly salary even though i have to go 1 hour and a half to my office everyday and my previous boss was crazy as fuck i hold myself to stop because i want to be a royal fans.
i bought their albums, merchandise, and on and on...all related to them
more over to yunjae since i always think that they're my savior *beside GOD of course*.

after i attend Junsu's concert then i bought his new single "uncommitted" then now i pay for Jaejoong's ticket fuck yeah i'm broken XD
i postponed to buy galaxy note
you know why i wanna buy that fuckin phone??

first, because i need a new and better cellphone to communicate with my friends
second, BECAUSE PARK YOOCHUN using it, JUNG YUNHO also use it, and...i forgot if jae also use the same phone or not since he's too up to date with gadget.

ever since i was a kid i never be taught to get something easily.i get my allowance of course but if i want more i have to do something first then i get paid. even though my parents pay me at least i didn't get the money without doing something, and it's happen until now.
so if i'm seeing other people get some money without doing nothing it's just pissing me off actually more over if they're in the same age or even older than me...hello...how old are you dude???? don't you feel ashamed???

when a friend told me " why don't you ask your parents to pay first then you can pay them in installment "
and my answer is : that kind of things only happen when i was a student now that i'm an employee i really feel ashamed if i have to do that.

i also like to write all my wishes and talk about it everyday...but some of people just thinkin that i'm only talking without really pursue it...
the reason why i always talk about it is...i don't want to forget what was my purpose
so to all the people who think like that and still using their parents money "STFU BITCH" if i were you i must be ashamed of myself that can make me digging my own grave LMFAO.

so right now, i'm in a dilemma...i wanna take musical course both piano and violin...i have a keyboard but i still have to buy violin if i want to pursue violin as well...but then last night my friend Natahlia reminds me that i want a bjd as well =.= so...should i sell my self to get all of them?? since the rumor of HOMIN and JYJ concert will be in the early next year???
oh excuse me sir i need to go to hell...i'll send your regards to Lucifer...*plunge to the hell* ]]> https://ameblo.jp/smiling-eve/entry-11367682346.html Sun, 30 Sep 2012 15:28:53 +0900

so, several days ago my friend, Titta *of course not that Titta who take away my 11 million* text me, she said that our senpai Teja already gave birth a baby boy...yaaayy congrats my sis

then we decided to visit her at her house...all my Karate club member were going including my ex boyfriend of course...we're talking this and that planning for next holiday yeah just like the old days we have...
then when we're about to go home, Titta decided to go to the mall to eat
and i have to go to the electronic center to buy a mouse for my boss.
so my ex boyfriend offer to accompany me, well i think why not i got a free ride LOL

on the way to the EC we're talking about the old days...since we WERE dating each other i never keeping any secret from him..he's actually lovable IF ONLY he's not a stupid player XD
we stop at his office because he need to take a pray then i go by myself,i still kiss his hand like i used to be..and i realize something

i don't need a person who wants me to be a better person in front of people eyes, or a person who told me what to do, giving me lecturer when i'm down...

i realized that i just need a person who can listen all my sadness, and just hug me when i need to cry on even without a single words to comfort... *but of course not my ex XD*

i know nobody's perfect, but yeah is that too much demanding???

someone asked me to marry him not so long ago, he's a nice guy, mature enough, reliable, but you know...when i'm down all he did just..make me even more down with his lecture...and it's fucking annoying....

hummm should i thanked my ex boyfriend for that??
]]> https://ameblo.jp/smiling-eve/entry-11350779715.html Mon, 10 Sep 2012 00:21:47 +0900 アメンバー限定公開記事です。 https://ameblo.jp/smiling-eve/amemberentry-11191964667.html Tue, 13 Mar 2012 23:19:06 +0900