It was a long ass ride >.> It was just in new jersey...a deep part of new jersey! It took us about an hour to get there. The place looked like a jail LMAO. A circular jail.

I was so annoyed on the bus...because the kids kept bothering me...I just wanted to think peacefully!! TTATT

Overall I had fun...even though I lost my pink light I bought. I found another one though! It was red. But I let Brenda wear it....and she lost it ...I gotta stop letting the kids see my stuff.....oh well. It was only 1 dollar...

Today we went swiming at camp again. It was fun. Time goes by much faster when you actually get involved with the kids. XD

My hair's all curly again...I was trying to keep it straight...but whatever.

Anyway, Croussant gave me and Jahnay some more DVD'S at the pool...ummm all I can remember is "Akira" But they all seem so boring XD /briked

After work Mommy took us to MC Donalds to get thoes smoothies. Yum!

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So today we decided to go to Rye Playland with my Aunt and cousins.....It was awfully depressing.....*sigh* This summer isn't working out how I wanted it to be.

First off, we left around 2 o'clock, Got to Aunt Dee's house around 3 ish, she wanted to go to CVS which is up the block....Idk why she couldnt go while we were on our way but whatever. So then We got lost for like fuckin' 2 extra hours...（Ｔ＿Ｔ） it was so stress and im not even driving. I just wanted this to be an epic day...but all it was, was stress in a bottle!!

Okay, so its about 5 o'clock. And im like okay...its fine we can just leave the beach at 8-9ish. Comes to find out the beach closes at 6:30. Yes, CLOSES.

REALLY?!?!ヾ(▼ﾍ▼；)

In my mind im thinking, "okay...lets make the best out of this 1hr and 30 min. I had to pee so baad, so I went to the bathroom. Why is there only 5 stalls for a big ass beach?! Are you serious. After we bought the tickets my aunt wanted to take my little cousin to the bathroom, so we had to wait till she was done.

When we finally got ON THE BEACH, The sun was rarley there...We played volleyball for a bit. It was just me, bria, and my sis..oh and richie too. Then some random little girl came over and wanted to play with us. We allowed her to do so. After we were done playing volleyball it was 6...so we quickly jumped in the dirty beach water to enjoy the 25min we had left, and the rest 5 min was the stress of packing up all that misc stuff we bought that we didnt need to bring in the first place because we only stayed for an hour and 30min. It was so depressing we had to eat our lunches on the broadwalk....

Out of 10 stars this trip gets a 3.

It's bad enough I'm kinda sick.....and im older now...so sadly the beach doesnt make me as hype. I thought it would only be the pool....but no....beach too....I have that kind of demener about me....I'm so against change I'd work so hard to prevent it. Like today, I tried my best to play in the water....but It didnt feel right, it could be a mixture of aging and the limited time we had.

On a brighter note, I was able to see my family again..and talk them...I had fun playing volleyball and enjoying our snacks....ate dominos for dinner...and tomorrow..is the first day of special programs...Im kinda nervous....But not really anymore...I overheard a perky manager helping his customers out with a huge smile and a postive attitude! He makes me motivated to go to work and make the world a happier place. I would love to tell him that but..I have no courage too! OTL

Always trying my best!

~Mai

This is just a test for what my blog would be like over the summer!

In creating a blog..I hope to become better at writing in english, and japanese ^^(hopefully) LOL

Anyway! Until then.

ではまたすぐにね!!