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Well if you haven't read it yet it's actually quite the beautiful story sealed within the difficulties in general that the story presents.. doesn't have a concrete type conclusion, but the words said in the story can be very meaningful (which by the way, the english version of the story is available). ;)

Matsui Rena, herself, once wrote:
"[The Little Prince] is my all time favorite book. Reading it fills my heart bit by bit. On nights when I can't sleep it is for my like a glass of hot milk."

She also quotes a line from the story in her photobook:


"One sees clearly only with the heart. What is essential is invisible to the eye."


WHY BRING THIS UP?!?!?

BECAUSE in the VERY near future it will be released as... A MOVIE!! ^^

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEPqgSNLfK8

Whah!! The moment I saw the trailer --from beginning to end-- Rena-chan automatically continued to flashed through my mind xD ^^ I hope she sees this and finds shares about it as well :3 *oh, if this wish only came true..* *sigh*

>////< Think of Rena-chan ^///^

Sincerely,
Tenninquill

]]> https://ameblo.jp/tenninquill/entry-12096536706.html Tue, 17 Nov 2015 13:20:33 +0900
TOUCH.

That's what this entry today is all about. Now I'm not talking about the really intimate and sensual stuff, because if that crossed through your mind than you will be thoroughly disappointed xD

Now for me there are two things that have some of the most value when I'm referring to people one is "touch" while the other is "scent". I don't know what it is but both seem to be very influential for me. But today we're only going to go through the first influential power instead of the latter.

So touch is something that can be read in many different ways. Whenever I get a meaningful hug or an accident brush against my arm or back it has a sort of deeper value to me than one would normally think. I was born with some very sensitive nerves to a slight touch can catch my attention in an instant. It can get annoying, but on other occasions it's actually very refreshing.

I'm not one to get hugs that often and when I do it's usually those really long ones. There is something about that warmth and closeness that just makes every nerve you have relax and feel at ease.

Now in todays quote, touch is also a very meaningful factor in a relationship. One could go into total doubt and worry because the latter has never chosen to hold their hand before, or give them a hug or comfort them in times of need. The gesture shows you care. It doesn't have to mean anything else or refer to things that are very questionable and suspicious. There are times when you feel lost and want to know that you are not alone. Some times words aren't enough.

Now even though I'm a very introverted person, I am one to always want to show my affection to the person that I think highly of or respect or even love. It may not be all the time, but there will be those moments where I will sneak up behind out and wrap my arms around your waist and rest my chin against your shoulder.

Some people can just read the atmosphere. Well good for you guys. But I'm really some who is hard to read and I'd prefer to just tell you how I feel on point. Even if it doesn't involve words there is always the option of just holding their hand and telling letting them know that everything is going to be alright.

When you are a gentleman a sense of intimacy may be always present but a sense of knowing when to keep yourself under control is the one thing that always accompanies the latter. From a kiss, to a hug, to holding her hand, whipping her tears way and giving her a smile, or to just staying up with her at night until she falls asleep while she's leaning up against your chest . . . .

Touch, it doesn't need words to get your point across.

Sincerely,
Tenninquill

]]> https://ameblo.jp/tenninquill/entry-12081125227.html Tue, 06 Oct 2015 11:37:32 +0900
. . . . 松井玲奈 . . . .

How could I compare thee? Only by hearing your name does might mind settle in serenity and my heart race with confidence. I always question why I feel this way.. its crazy, unrealistic, and impractical, yet I somehow feel content just feeling this way and content with just having these wonderful feelings in my heart. I know I have no other choice. Even if I never meet you in person or have the opportunity to exchange words with you, the thought of you happy and perusing your dream to the fullest makes me happy as well.

I'm a fool . . . . I know. A fool who aspires to meet his kami-oshi one day and talk to her face to face, that's me.

Many fans, probably just like me or even more worthy, have gotten that successful chance. There are those that will know more than me, will look more dedicated, obtained all of her merchandise, have been her fan and supporter since the beginning, will have had the oppertunity (maybe many times over) to meet her, look her in the eye, and shake hands, and some may be so bold as to ask Rena to marry them. . . I think about that and I sigh greatly. . .

Do you find me foolish?

Well the world is full of many surprises. Who's to say that this one request will never happen?

Warn me if you will, but I tell you a head of time that I'm not giving up. While the world waits in silence, one side of the Earth replenishes between the days whilst the other thrives in moments between the nights, I sit with a small, but meaningful smile on my face . . . .

. . . . 松井玲奈 . . . . I am sincerely yours,

Tenninquill ]]> https://ameblo.jp/tenninquill/entry-12081116347.html Tue, 06 Oct 2015 11:11:19 +0900
Have people gotten tired of just doing what is right? Is it lame to help out someone else regardless if it is at the cost of your own time? When has being a good person become cheap and a waste of time? Tell me!!!!!!!

Because clearly I seem to be old fashioned! Clearly, respect is going out the window and it's every man for himself.

In my opinion you should never get tired of doing what is right, in helping other people when you can (in any way you can), and not giving in to the pressures of laziness and selfishness.

Today's society shows a lot of promise and good, but it also shows the deceitful and inhuman things as well.

Given all the bad things that one has been through, add that with the ability to be in tuned with the atmosphere of your surroundings, and then multiply that by a temper that you've been trying so hard to stay under control . . . . that equal complete insanity . . . . think "Gekikara" from Majisuka Gakuen expect I don't have a self realization after Yuko's death... I just get worse and go on to creating complete unstoppable destruction.

After an hour of deep breathing and listening to "Manatsu no Sounds Good" by AKB48... I think I can calmly say . . . Never get tired of doing what's right. Because if you don't who else will? Are you ready to give up all your morals and sense of compasion just because you see that other people aren't doing the same? What does that make you if you choose to follow their side? All the things you've hated and all of that you didn't want to become... You will be just like them.

Be good. Do good. Expect nothing in return.

No matter how big or small the boat, the water outside will never sink it. But only when the water is let inside will it be doomed to suffer such a fate.

Sincerely,
Tenninquill ]]> https://ameblo.jp/tenninquill/entry-12079627757.html Fri, 02 Oct 2015 10:04:47 +0900
I wanted to share this just in case any of you guys would like to look me up and read some of the projects that I'm working on.

And NO that does not mean that I wont be posting on here anymore. I still haven't gotten a message from Rena-chan yet so the quest must go on! xD *determined face*

Anyways, that site will basically be my home base and all that I'm updating will be updated there first before any of my other accounts. (I have other accounts?!?!? xD )

So here is the site -> https://whiteinkedpen.wordpress.com/
(Just copy, paste, and then search)

If that doesn't work then I'm actually not quite sure what to tell you this time. *very sorry* Either that or you could wait till I upload it to the other following sites like (just look up the name "tenninquill") :

www.devientart.com

www.forum.jphip.com

www.writerscafe.org

Since, I assume, you guys reading this are all from Japan then I've got to tell you now that I'm not quite sure if you'll be able to access these sites since they are all US sites. BUT please do try them AND if you have any suggestions of places where I could post my stuff or you would like me to mail the stories to you personally then just feel free to message me ;)

Well I have to get ready for work now! ^^ You guys have a good night!

Sincerely,
Tenninquill ]]> https://ameblo.jp/tenninquill/entry-12079552650.html Fri, 02 Oct 2015 02:36:13 +0900
Well no offense to Shakespeare, but although every rose might smell as sweet, there is only one rose that has caught my eye and, to me, is the sweetest of them all. ^///^

I just got out of class... It's a five hour class and, for the majority, you're on your feet, slaving over a hot stove or oven. The outcome is always different . . . that's what the difference is between baking and cooking...

Today we made crème anglaise, pastry cream, crème brulee, and cheese cake. I also got to practice my pipping today so that was a knew experience in itself. But out of all the days so far this one turned out to be the most dreadful.

I'm taking baking this year, as some of you might know, and right now it's 11:35 at night . . .

My legs are killing me and I'm waiting for my ride at my work building. The school is closed so I couldn't stay there and wait.

Today was pretty bad to be honest, and I think that the only thing that I'm looking forward to is the packages I'll be opening once I get home... which probably wont be until 1 AM. *sigh*

I ordered something very special and, to me, it feels like the best thing I've bought in a while. I had bought Jurina Matsui's 1st photo book and, of course, I also bought Rena Matui's 1st and 2nd photo book... There are only specific items that can be sent internationally.. Which makes me very sad to see..

My rose.. she keeps on escaping me. But I am grateful with what I do have though and, for now, that's enough for me. :3 (The metaphor is very obvious since my rose is all I talk about sometimes . . . my apologies ;) )

I can't wait till I get home!!! ^^

As of now, I'm just checking my mail and listening to music. How many of you know "Your Body is a Wonderland" by: John Mayer??

It's a great song, if you haven't heard it yet, and I highly recommend it. ;)

Well let's try our best because this week is already half over! Fighting! (even though to me it feels like it's Friday xD)

Sincerely,
Tenninquill ]]> https://ameblo.jp/tenninquill/entry-12078906472.html Wed, 30 Sep 2015 12:30:16 +0900
I could feel everything . . .

It was very painful yet somehow in the back of my mind I felt satisfied. I worked hard these past few days and this is the result . . . the joyous pain it brings to my concluding morning.

Sorry that I haven't been blogging that much . . .

Things have been very busy, plus on top of that I couldn't really find anything to talk about . . .

I've tried very hard in order to find out things that I would like to share with you guys, but there are times when life is just gets very redundant.

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Go to work / Go to school / OR BOTH . . .
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And then do that all over again!!!

Well that might not be all the details of your day, but it might be more of a sum-up of the main things that go on.
Not everyone can have a schedule filled day with all the trimmings and if your like me it can also get very boring.
Though I can say that whether it be a good or bad day, on of those days can give me a reason to think about a topic to talk about and eventually blog about it.

Reason for the title of this article.

Well the origin came from a famous song by "the Beatles" and it is actually a very depressing song at that.
I feel like that some times.
I wake up and sometimes I wonder what it would be like to have someone sleeping next to me. Someone to awaken to every morning and go to sleep with at night.
It's a different story if you know that it has never happened to you before. I, for one, am not the kind of person to get into relationships that easily. It takes time for me and at the moment I don't really mind the silence.
I usually get pretty curious just because when I write.. you know... my stories and things, I am writing about two people who are in love and . . . . I'm writing the events that take place within their relationship.
Of course it can get awkward! Because I mean . . . How can a person write about such things if they, themselves, never experienced it? Well, imagination and research does a very fine job when coming up with the words. Though, if your a writer that's like me, then the emotions that take place are already felt and created in depth.

I'm not going to go into details. Though if you wanna hear as to how I write then feel free to ask ;)

Anyways, I still have to finish converting my recipes for today's class... I'll be up till around 11 so I'll catch you guys later ^-^

Sincerely,
Tenninquill ]]> https://ameblo.jp/tenninquill/entry-12078768713.html Tue, 29 Sep 2015 23:45:18 +0900
My joints kept on hurting and my mind was still racing of things to finish that I couldn't fall asleep that easily..

Luckily last night I got a ride home.. Usually I don't have one so I'd have to wait at work until one of my parents pick me up..

In US.. you're not of much use if you don't have a car... so I couldn't walk or bike my way back home. My only option was to wait or to ask someone for a ride.

There's nothing much to eat here at the house so I'm thinking of just having breakfast at work.. don't worry, there's a cafeteria over there ;)

Just a moment ago, while waiting, I started reading Rena's blog update... apparently, she's at home and is trying to keep herself entertained. :3 ^^ Awwww!! It's sooo cute :3

She says that she wants to go to the aquarium and is even making her own little aquarium with some gummies.. xD

For me, it's been a reeeeally long while since I've been to the aquarium.. I think the last time I went was when I was around 10 years old??? O.O WOW it's been so long.. xD

But somehow I think I'd rather go scuba diving instead of going to an aquarium.. Now for that, it's only been about 2 years since I've gone scuba diving and I've got to say.. you feel more free because of that respect that takes place since you are "visiting" their space...

Because, let's be honest, I've gotten hurt multiple times from some fish and some corral before.. that was only because of accidents taken on my part and I do take full responsibility. But there are other people who get hurt way worse.. that's because people don't understand that you're in their territory.. they are not in your's. If you have respect for those creatures and their space than it wont be a problem to go and see them in their natural habitats-- up close and personal. :3

This topic in particular can go all the way to a topic that had been floating around for a few months ever since Jurassic World had come out.. If you don't respect nature, than it wont respect you.

So, I hope you guys have a great night... And I'll try to have a good day as well. ;)

Sincerely,
Tenninquill ]]> https://ameblo.jp/tenninquill/entry-12073110283.html Mon, 14 Sep 2015 19:08:58 +0900 how and whento wait and be patient.

This isn't the quote, it's just my own statement. xD ^^

Quote #3:
"I'm not single, and I'm not taken. I'm simply on reserve for the one how deserves my heart. Cause they say good things take time. "

Now, to be honest, I'm not much of a patient person. I have stress and anger issues. And don't even get me started with my jealousy problems.. I sound like a kid.. I know. But it's really a fight for the inside and not something I bring out to the public. If people saw all of my problems that would be a burden to them.. which is why I try so hard just to keep this a battle between myself.

Though that does bring in reference to my other update before where I was talking about how much having the love of your life with you can change you. But again, it's your choice to change and this is what brings along the pairing of patience and time.

Feeling attracted to another person is a usual occurrence but sometimes we can mistake that for love. I feel like love is like a really well made katana. It takes patience and time for it be, slowly but surely, molded through the heat of the flame and coolness of the water to become something beautiful and long lasting. I don't believe that love can happen right away but I do believe that finding a great connection with a person can be as simple as bumping into them in the hall way, looking into their eyes, and knowing that there is something different about this person.

Though I have to say.. for me .. those are some of the hardest things to go through.. You feel that there is something special about the other person, yet there is no way that you can hangout with them, become friends, let alone speak a cohesive word to them.

In the same light you can date many people or even have sexual relations with those people, it doesn't mean that you love them. Those feeling are from lust and personal satisfactions .. not from loving the other person.. BUT that is a whole different topic and we will get to that some other time.

That's why being patient and waiting is an art. Because its not something that one can just just do but they chose to endure or fulfill because they see the value in just having that one person that you want to spend the rest of your life with.

It's one thing to think that this person is the one just from one glance, but it is another when they see and know the every part of the real you, regardless of the good or bad, and regardless of what happens want to spend everyday of his life finding out more that he just doesn't know yet. The strength of waiting is strong with this one ^^ :3

This is why I say love takes time... it is made and grows. It doesn't just pop out of no where. Because people can say that they love someone and then break up with them the next day and say "It just wasn't meant to be." If you love someone it always finds a way!

A gentleman would know this. It's not a matter of just how he feels in his heart, but the careful thought (using the brain) that results in how he knows that he wants to spend the rest of his life with her. Finding the woman he loves because of careful judgement and knowing when to have courage and boldness? Or would you rather go through countless thousands because you thought they were all "the one" at the time?

Gentlemen, we all deserve the one, don't think that the instinct of something special should be just ignored, but USE YOUR HEADS and know when to wait! Who knows you may like her then, and maybe still like her now... but the problem is that your half way around the world from each other... Who knows, if you still find that there is a special something inside you in the future, save up that money and go there when you have enough and see her! Trust me, waiting is worth it if you know that there is a chance for something more. That's what makes the end result so much more worth it.

Now let me just get one thing straight "waiting", let a lone being patient, doesn't mean being idle and doing nothing.. This may not be the kind of story where she just pops into your life out of no where. But that doesn't mean for you do go rampage on every woman you see. If you guys have never heard of the homicide tv series "Castle" than I highly recommend that you guys give it a shot (no pun intended) and watch it ;) That portray what waiting with patience looks like though there are some sketchy detail where the main character, Castle, does have to distract his feelings with others that come along.. though, I'd have to say there never one was the connection between him and Kate wavered. It took time for both of them to break down their wall and for their feelings for each other to grow but the wait was SSOO worth it. Because well... if you guys are going to watch it then I don't want to spoil it for you ;) I really is a great story and for you guys that like murder and crime stories than this is a great one for you too xD

Now, I don't know if you guys agree with my definition of things but I hope at least that it makes sense. This is a big topic and something that can be broadened to a lot of different subtopics. So I will just leave it at that and if you guys want to comment then PLEASE DO!! ^^

Sincerely,
Tenninquill

]]> https://ameblo.jp/tenninquill/entry-12072869975.html Mon, 14 Sep 2015 00:09:20 +0900
This fanfiction is another one of my favorites and definitely brings all of my expectations to life ^^ This is yet another WMatsui fanfiction but it does feature other pairings.. Want to know who they are?!?!

Well too bad! You guys will just have to read an find out! ;)

This story is call "Supernatural Partners" and it is one of my favorites because it has love, action, jealousy, and lots of fictional creatures that pose as the classic monsters throughout the ages ^^

Now I don't want to spoil anything so please feel free to comment back here and let me know what you think of it :D so here is the link! Enjoy! ;')

Here's the Link so just copy and paste:
http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35826.0

And if that doesn't work then look up on google:
"Supernatural Partners Atsuko_Love WMatsui Fanfiction"

Sincerely,
Tenninquill ]]> https://ameblo.jp/tenninquill/entry-12072846280.html Sun, 13 Sep 2015 23:40:09 +0900