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I absolutely love staying up all night to talk to you. Most of our moments and memories have been created during our late night conversations where we ramble on about our interests and shared perspectives.

Our conversations can range from recreation to deep discussions. 

I'm never really bored when I talk to you, I always wish I could spend even more time talking to you. 

Have we gotten closer? 

I believe so.

I noticed in the past few days, you were stealing glances at me. However, it was most evident today. 

 

I too, am guilty for stealing glances at you.

Today when I walked to admin, I saw that  you quickly turned to see me. That was the first time you've done so. 

Before it was always me trying to steal glances. 

The fact that I noticed you stealing glances at me makes me believe that we're on equal playing fields now and that we've become closer. 

After all, I only have a week left with you before all schedules change and we won't be seeing each other on a regular basis. 

I will make sure distance won't affect us. 

I want to continue talking to you.

I wish I had the courage to ask you to have lunch with me before I leave...

But I hope you'll make it up to me in the future by going out to lunch with me. 

I'm genuinely happy when we converse. I'm even more happy when you send the first text. 

When I see you, I can't help but feel light and joyous. 

I may be slowly falling for you. 

But I don't mind, you're worth all my emotions and thoughts. 

For the first time in quite a while, I was genuinely so happy to receive a gift! 

Thank you so much for cheering me up. 

I was really stressed out from my major work but your simple act of kindness really made me happy. 

Thank you so much for putting time aside to find this key chains at the convention! 

You honestly didn't need to get me two! 

I would have been fine without any gift either! 

I will always treasure this gift. 

Always.

I hope that we'll be able to be less awkward.

I hope that this has brought us somewhat closer. 

I really want you to realise that I see you as a very close friend. 

Thank you for everything you've done so far. 

I'm glad I've met you. 

I only gazed at you from afar, you seemed untouchable. 

For the first time after having looked at someone, I got butterflies in my stomac. 

I never mustered up the courage to say hello or to start a conversation with you. 

For the first time, I was shy.  

The times we were together during breaks, I spent them stealing quick glances at you. 

Just seeing you was enough for me. 

For the first time, I was interested. 

One afternoon, we were walking down the stairs together. I offered you some sweets and you did the same. We exchanged them, we exchanged words, we exchanged laughs and we exchanged smiles. 

I don't think I'll be able to tell you anytime soon but that afternoon, I walked home with the biggest smile and the happiest feeling in a long time. 

For the first time, I was captivated.  

It was that afternoon that I realised...

You were someone special. 

From that afternoon till now, I've made so many memories with you already. 

All of which envelop me with delightful comfort and joy. 

However, with joy comes sorrow.

When I saw that a fellow friend of mine initiated interaction with you, and you exchanged the communication, I felt an odd unpleasantary. 

For the first time, I was jealous. 

After last night...

I realised my doubts were in the wrong place. 

I was genuinely happy as we conversed. 

I love the fact that you were eager and open-minded to knowing more about me. 

I love the fact that you so easily discussed your likes and dislikes with me.

I love the fact that we shared the same emotions towards the same interests.

I hope we continue to converse, stay up late into the night having deep discussion then breaking them with something light. 

I hope we continue to become closer. 

I hope we continue to share the night sky together. 

Because...

For the first time, I want to keep you close.

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