青いのメルトダウン村 https://ameblo.jp/theshiningkey/ Ｔｈｉｓ　ｉｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｔｏｒｙ　ｏｆ　青いＷｈｏ　ｄｒｅａｍ　ｔｏ　ｌｏｖｅ　ａｎｄ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｌｏｖｅｄ． ja i miss tapping my computer. .

i miss tapping my computer. .
#workworkwork

]]> https://ameblo.jp/theshiningkey/entry-11897826754.html Mon, 21 Jul 2014 23:17:00 +0900 i hate it. if i could go back the time. hah! #b… i hate it. if i could go back the time. hah! #bullshit

]]> https://ameblo.jp/theshiningkey/entry-11897310191.html Sun, 20 Jul 2014 23:32:00 +0900 KPOP REPUBLIC 投稿写真
Guess who's excited for 09-07-2013 #Shinee #EXO #Dalshabet #HappyKid


]]> https://ameblo.jp/theshiningkey/entry-11600433169.html Mon, 26 Aug 2013 20:10:00 +0900 Chi-chan gomen ne ~ ㅠㅠ

I know I overboard some joke Honestly, I didnt see that she's going to take it seriously, It feels like I hit my head 100× when she act cold, I apologize but I think words can't console her and I dunno what to do, Should I pestify her 'til she accept my apology or let the time heal all the pain.

]]> https://ameblo.jp/theshiningkey/entry-11590726664.html Sun, 11 Aug 2013 18:39:00 +0900 20130706 投稿写真
Lee Minho Day.


#happiness


]]> https://ameblo.jp/theshiningkey/entry-11567848073.html Sun, 07 Jul 2013 00:04:00 +0900 Nail Project 投稿写真
Happy nails ^_____^


Blaster Blue and Tint Mint with white polkadots . .



#NailProject


]]> https://ameblo.jp/theshiningkey/entry-11567249615.html Sat, 06 Jul 2013 02:36:00 +0900 Cold Night 投稿写真
Im freezing!


Its so cold and I have a minimum tolerance in coldness . .
thanks to my cute bear socks, it keeps me warm, especially in my feet . .




goodnight.
Amai Yume ^______^v


]]> https://ameblo.jp/theshiningkey/entry-11557764134.html Sat, 22 Jun 2013 03:43:00 +0900 Doomed



You know what . .

Every time I stared at the space provided to write a blog
I always felt a pain in my chest . .
A pain that only occurs when I'm thinking all the unanswered question in my mind, all of the agony that I have, and even anxiety . .


Honestly, I don't want to believe in everything that she making of, because I'm really sick of it, getting worried for something fake. .
I feel betrayed . .


Whether she came back or not, it doesn't matter . . I'm just hoping that she's okay . .
Even if I say those things, I still can't sit back and relax, maybe I'm too scared to see her . .

I'm scared of her presence, but I still wonder if sh's outside when our pet dog is barking . .

Or even my dreams are real and she really exist now in our home . .

Something that makes me wanna cry hard . .

But I'm too tired to do it again and again . .



Once and for all, I admit that I am a coward, getting scared facing the reality, scared of the future . .

I'm scared and doing nothing, just keep on running away . .



And I hate myself being that kind of human . .


I want change but it doesn't last . .
I lack on motivation and will power . .


Maybe I'll die running away from my biggest problem . .
but, it just a premonition . .


Maybe, I strive harder for our betterment . .



I want to do something . .
I don't have te luck and motivation . .



-sigh- I'm doomed Gahn










 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/theshiningkey/entry-11557740503.html Sat, 22 Jun 2013 02:39:40 +0900 Im scared of heights . . gonna have a shoot at … Im scared of heights . . gonna have a shoot at the penthouse of an condo . .  /sob

]]> https://ameblo.jp/theshiningkey/entry-11556630381.html Thu, 20 Jun 2013 15:17:00 +0900 Should I stop waiting ? Should I stop waiting ?

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