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THE KEYWORD FOR MY HEART

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 00:33:11 +0900

these eyes have watched you for a long time
these arms still long to hold on to you
these ears strain themselves to hear you talk
and towards you these feet want to walk

but this heart doesn't want to risk it's health
even now that you made it melt
so can you please tell this heart of mine
that you'll be by my side until the end of time

SWEET CHEEKS

Sat, 26 Nov 2011 02:33:56 +0900

one of these days you're gonna see
a whole other part of me

they're always telling me:
"try to live life faster!"
and now they forbid me:
"gonna have to wait until later..."

one of these days you'll see
the other half of me

I'll drink that bittersweet poison
which kills my soul and free will
and as it blurres my clear vision
you'll see the hidden part until

one of these days I hope you see
the fault is not always in me

the white rain pours down and I felt
it run down my cheek
the sorrow already there made it melt
these tears of mine taste sweet

AT NIGHT

Sun, 20 Nov 2011 00:23:16 +0900

it'll never reach my eyes
not matter the lies or feelings that die
not when you are near
yes, sincere, sincere, fear...

scream at yourself
scream at me
feel pleased with yourself
never with me

don't touch my heart!
can't you hear it shouting?
it's already torn apart
because you're you and I'm still fighting

you can't see my eyes
not with all these deceptions and lies
and I'll make sure to grow my locks
too though, too tough, not enough...

so, scream at me
yes, scream at me
feel pleased with yourself and feel forever free
never feel me

my neck is bending to the side
so you can see the mark you left behind
but your eyes are just as blind as mine
it's fine, so fine, so underline

so, I'll scream for you
scream for me
feeling this regret and yearning to be free
I'll scream for you
to hear me

CHRISTMAS PASTRIES

Fri, 18 Nov 2011 23:42:12 +0900

I baked (^O^)/

THE CAT IS A NERD....

Thu, 17 Nov 2011 21:59:23 +0900

she wants to use my computer all the time...

THIS IS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE

Wed, 16 Nov 2011 02:56:15 +0900

on this ugly night with these ugly people

and these ugly feelings anf ugly desires
on these people morality is only a fable
and I wonder what I'm doing here

if I search, I wish to find
your pretty eyes in this crowd of still, unstable stares
it would feel so right
to move my body to the rythm of your heartbeat

I don't really want these feelings to fade
not even when they make me cry
when I try to recall what was the shade
of blue or grey in your eye

but I never got close enough to remember

ANDAS

Sun, 26 Sep 2010 21:05:55 +0900

Så fort mitt hjärta slår, känslan är otrolig

Ingen aning om det är fell eller rått

De har sagt till mig, jag måste vara modig

Men det är svårt då man är rädd

Men skulle det kunna vara så

Att det är mig du tänkar på

Då ditt hjärta slår fortare?

Jag måste erkänna till dig

Du är mycket mera erfaren än mig

Och mitt hjärta slår fortare

SLEEPLESS NIGHTS

Fri, 24 Sep 2010 08:39:53 +0900

Sleepless nights are hard to deal with

I nearly asked you what to do when it strikes

Then I remembered you don't have problems like me

Standing with my box just wanting to seal it

I nearly asked you what it felt like

Then I remembered you wanted to dislike me

So when I'm standing alone

Don't find it hard to believe

That it's your fault all alone

'Cause you made me believe...

All these bad things are mine

Blaming me, 'cause I'm not trying

I'm not fixing our broken hope and dreams

And their shattering is my fault it seems

Well, is it any wonder I wanted to go there?

I almost asked you this again

Then I remembered your answer last time I did

It can't be any wonder why I don't want to be here

I nearly told you that way back then

It's not like you'd even bat an eyelid

Can you see me walk so alone?

Is your shadow making it hard to believe?

Remember what it was like to be all alone?

When you told me, made me believe...

All these bad things are mine to keep

I shouldn't bother people as much as I do

So it can't be any wonder why I don't sleep

All of this because of you...

When ice feels warm, fire feels cold

It's because of these things I was told

So I don't walk on earth, I walk in the sky

I'm getting it wrong, let it pass by

BRIGHT STAR ON THE LEFT

Wed, 22 Sep 2010 01:28:42 +0900

Like a star up in the sky

You seem so far away

Even the Sun must be jealous of your shine

Oh, how I wish you could be mine

Like a planet I'm circling you

Looking for a way to get through

But I'm a small part of this galaxy

Is there any chance you'll notice me?

Way accross the Milkyway

I'm searching for you to say

That I love you and I don't know how

But could you love me now?

My bright star on the left

Unlike the shining Sun

I don't know where I come from

But like the Moon to the Earth is loyal

You'd never have to acuse me for betrayal

As the sky looks wonderful at night

Is the feeling I feel when I see your light

And if I make a promise under the velvet sky

It means I'll never leave you astray

Way accross the Milkyway

I'm searching for you to say

That I love you and I don't know how

But could you love me now?

My bright star on the left...

I JUST WANT YOU

Sun, 19 Sep 2010 23:42:43 +0900

Well., wouldn't this be much easier if

I could just ask you straight

I'm sure you can tell, I'm no good at this

And you should know I'm loosing faith

But I'll stay and try to play

Just wonder what I should say

I'll just wait a little longer for you, baby

This one last time, I'll ask

The rest is gonna be your task

I'll just wait a little longer for you, baby

If I weren't this shy and unsure about you

I don't think it would be this hard

To figure out just what to do

But I'm not that smart, not that smart

But I'll stay and try to play

Just wonder what I should say

I'll just wait a little longer for you, baby

This one last time, I'll ask

The rest is gonna be your task

I'll just wait a little longer for you, baby

I don't need you, I just want you

Baby, won't you just tell me

If I can or can't have you

'Cause you're one out of three

But I'll stay and try to play

Just wonder what I should say

I'll just wait a little longer for you, baby

This one last time, I'll ask

The rest is gonna be your task

I'll just wait a little longer for you, baby