trexxyのブログ https://ameblo.jp/trexxy/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja my priorities I want to be really good at electronics in general.

I want to reduce my dependency on AI.

I want to speak better english.

I want to learn tricks on my skateboard.

I want to start reading more mangas preferably seinen or slice of life.

I want to make my mind about anindita.

I want to stop overthinking about every single decision.

I want to make multiple solo projects.

I want to reduce my belly fat.

I want to get a 9 SGPA this semester.

 

 

 

I want to improve myself.

 

]]> https://ameblo.jp/trexxy/entry-12973196127.html Sun, 19 Jul 2026 21:27:46 +0900 i want to excel I am constantly overthinking and changing hobbies. I can never stick to a thing and keep doing it consistently. I should start focusing on each thing individually. I am at a position of responsibility and start acting like it. I hope I come back here to vent out my feelings because I feel I will nevere find a person who would be present for me 24x7. I really want to ace my exams this semester. I just say this stuff but never start doing it. I am fed up with this attitude of mine and I want to change it. My english sucks as well. Its as if I am starting to forget words. I am slowly being eaten by the void. Ughh cornball but fuck it. I don't want to kill myself but I just don't seem to be getting serious at all. I am also writing this as to make a habit of writing essays. I really try to project myself as a cool dude. But that doesn't change the fact that deep down I am a bitchless loser. Anindita seems to be happy with us being just friends and to be frank I am tired of always being the one trying to fix or change the relationship. I am just going to take a backseat.

 

I will be listing down my priorities later tonight. I think that wouod help me a bit.

 

-trexxy

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