Vamaranth Jään Kuningatar

Fangirl Moment!

Mon, 02 Mar 2015 11:29:22 +0900

やあみなさん！
How are you little toxic cakes! (laugh) Today I will write a very fast and short post. I got my tickets for Kamijo's live in México City! ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ

I am so excited! (^O^)/ Really, I love Kamijo (^ε^)♪
Ok, it's all today. Please, take care my sweethearts

I'm back!

Sun, 15 Feb 2015 11:21:51 +0900

Hi nice people! How are you? I'm sorry for leave the blog but I am here again.
The last year was good and bad with broken hearts. Remember, the friends broke hearts too. But GO! It's no time to blue memories... Maybe sometimes I'm a solitary person like today (laugh) is St Valentine's Day and I am writing this post! (laugh)
2015 starts with good news, the first was THE HISTORY OF GENESIS by my loved Jupiter. I fell in love with ZIN because every note make me a lot of feelings! He's wonderful and I feel betrayed to Teru! (laugh) Please, check the The Birth of Venus MV because it is perfect!
Other one is the Nightwish's new single called Élan, This single recieved negative comments but I like it! The lyrics are amazing and I dropped a tear...
Here, the new video of Nightwish...

Ok, it's all for today!
Kisses!

Something unimportant...

Sun, 28 Jul 2013 08:09:13 +0900

Hi! How are you?
I am confused about me, I have rare feelings sometimes good, sometimes bad (｡・ε・｡), so strange, I am a strange and complex person and my mind is a chaos, is very difficult understand me, I know it. For this reason the people are heavy with me. I am a friendly person in the bottom of my heart (?) but I fear people because they hurt. The hard is that I fear to loneliness too! o(TωT )
One more time, when I say that I love someone is true, I don't like the lies. I know it, the people doubt it.
Well, I only talk with who want do it with me, I am a bored girl (yes... too) and be alone is normal to me（/TДT)/ I bother when the people let me talking with myself, in a moment talk me and don't say goodbye and I hope, hope, hope and nothing, it is very sad to me o(；△；)o But anyway, is the consequence to be bored!

In other news (laugh) I am learned Japanese language and Finnish language! I'm very happy! I am alone, but in my loneliness I can do things like read, learn languages and write (≡^∇^≡) This is my notebook!

And other good new is that my mom let me adopt other dog! I will search carefully! The dogs are the best friends forever! never judge, never elitist, only be happy!
I have a lot of love to the future new dog! I don't know how want it, but I want a girl! (laugh)
If you want help me, please, don't hurt me, maybe I not have someone to defend me, scream is not the solution, bad ways is better be away, think before talk and hurt. Good luck is not see never to dangerous people! (*^▽^*) Really, I have enough to bide it. I am not stupid (maybe yes, but know that I don't want it in my life).

It all today, thanks for read.
Kisses (^ε^)♪
*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆

Bye university!

Sun, 21 Jul 2013 05:08:36 +0900

I come back to write! Three weeks ago (I think) I finnished the University! (≡^∇^≡) I am so nervous, I still have one year aprox to get the college degree, but is nothing against five years studying in the University. One step to will be a Vet! My child's dream. (o^-')b
I spent many obstacles but I could! o(^▽^)o
I need get my college degree to start a new life, I am tired.

Yesterday I fought to put myself false lashes! I tried Gyaru's style but I was a fail! (laugh).

Oh! I don't have under lashes (｡＞0＜｡) In my country is hard find it...
Ok, is all today, take care!
Love you!
Kisses! (^ε^)♪
*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆

Vacation and more...

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 03:58:40 +0900

Hi! How are you? Ok, I am in vacations but I am so bored (-з-) but is hard do a lot of activities when I want save money because the next weekend I will go to the J'Fest where will have delicious food! (yumi yumi!) and I want get little things (laught) But for this reason I read e-books (^-^)/
The Tuesday past I went to the downtown with a good friend ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡★ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡☆

In my frame of mind, I feel better, it is a great advance , maybe be away is good. Exist people that not understand me, the depression is hard even to who suffer it... (x_x；) and the people usually talk without tact and really, make feel very sad. I am grateful with the cute people who support me. Several months felt me sad, bad, alone and please... is difficult get out . Really, I hurt the people who I love and I sorry, please... forgive me. I lost peers but really I don't take care about them because I look that my feelings not have importance to them... sorry; I will think in me.

Usually when the people move away of the others, they need help, help and a lot of patience,

I am a ugly and bored girl an I know it, and for this reason I am a misfit, and is hard want be friend to someone like me (Ｔ▽Ｔ;) but who don't want be with me... ok, can go away. (*^ー^)ノ Goodbye!!!! (Laugh)

Please, if you have someone with depression near, please... support to this person, really we need support and not reproaches.

It's all for today, thanks to read...
Please, take care.
Kisses! (＾ε＾)
☆*ﾟ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ゜ﾟ**:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆

I am alive!

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 10:14:54 +0900

Hi! How are you? Sorry but don't write but the uni is hard (_ _。) and I feel sad because I am fool, I feel that I don't work good （Ｔ＿Ｔ）Ok... Oh! In a little time I will get my circle lenses! (*^o^*) I need a change because I am tired to be ugly ((o(-゛-；) Really I feel me ugly, it is a sad feeling and everyday is with me.
I hope the people understand me, a lot of people judge me for several reasons like the music, look, actions, etc... (｀・ω・´) This tire a lot! Their opinions are unimportant to me but I hate the close minds! NO CLOSE MINDS IN MY LIFE!!! (laugh) Ok... I will do homework. Please, take care!
Kisses!
(^ε^)♪ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡★ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡☆

And the school starts again

Mon, 14 Jan 2013 10:37:15 +0900

Hi! How are you? Tomorrow (In Mexico is Sunday) I will travel again, this time I will visit San Felipe del progreso, a town in the same state where I live.
In my group the people is good, in special in my team (^-^)/ But a guy is very... without words (￣＾￣) But he is the other team (laugh).
Oh! I feel strange because is the last semester of the university, I don't know how will be my future (?) (｀・ω・´) I see a few options to study, but the first is get a work. I like a option in Guadalajara, Mexico... away... yes. But don't give details （･ε･) I'm lazy to learn Japanese Language but I promise study more!
I go, take care.
Kisses (^ε^)♪
I will write to Teru ('-^*)/ (laugh)
I leave a pics of myself (?)
Bye.

School again ._.

Mon, 07 Jan 2013 11:47:00 +0900

Hi! How are you? Tomorrow (Mexico time) I will go to the school after the vacation, please... wish you good luck! o(^-^)o
The last week I went to eat japanese food with two friends very cute!! (*^o^*) I ate a lot! I love this place! ♥ Oh! I drank umeshu (＃⌒∇⌒＃)ゞ Very sweet!
Later, we walked in Reforma, a cute avenue in Mexico City.
I Want put pictures but I have problems (・・。)ゞ Sorry (-з-)
But thanks for a funny day!!! Love you!
Ok, the post is short... Take care.
Kisses!!! (^ε^)♪ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡★ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡☆

Start 2013!

Tue, 01 Jan 2013 06:16:34 +0900

Hi! How are you? The 2012 is out! and I am happy because was a bad year to me, and maybe, this entry is a way to leave it back (_ _。) Problems everywhere, in the family, the school, myself, etc. Unfinished plans.
One of my favorite bands in pause, other one without vocalist; naggings about me; but... I don't change my way of be; this is me. Maybe I don't like of myself is that I don't know do a lot of thnigs and I feel useless, I search do a lot of thnigs!!! （‐＾▽＾‐）
Sometimes I felt alone, with problems in my mind and I wrote to a very special person to me... I don't sure he read or understand me, but write him makes me feel better. I hope with all my heart that he don't close this comunication o(TωT )
In my life lives (?) people very important to me, that I love a lot really but I am very... cold? Maybe, but remember you... I love you!
I cried a lot, for weeks everyday, frequently at the night, yes... alone in my bedroom.
To everybody, thank you a lot, to hold me, because I had bad humor. (ﾉДT)
I hope 2013 become better better better! (?) I will work a lot to turn reality a pair of dreams o(^-^)o
And thinking well... I am a difficult person (laugh)
And HAPPY NEW YEAR! Thaks for read...
Take Care.
Kisses! (^ε^)♪

A Blue Cupcakeday

Sat, 24 Nov 2012 12:57:53 +0900

How are you? I write again (?) Today I went to eat a cupcake, carrot flavor and chocolat; is not as pretty as the other but is delicious! But I went alone, nobody can go with me and I feel very ugly （Ｔ＿Ｔ）

Today I am very sad, the next week is the Nightwish'live and I can't go... I waited many years ( p_q). I have problems in home and the one light in in the dark is fading. I can't with this weird; I cried and I cry... I need a hug like a afraid little girl o(TωT ), I need breath. The worst year of my life! Nobody care my feelings, I know it, sorry

I put a part of a song... take care...

Part III: ”The Pacific”

Sparkle my scenery
With turquoise waterfall
With beauty underneath
The Ever Free

Tuck me in beneath the blue
Beneath the pain, beneath the rain
Goodnight kiss for a child in time
Swaying blade my lullaby

On the shore we sat and hoped
Under the same pale moon
Whose guiding light chose you
Chose you all

The Poet And The Pendulum- Nightwish