A sensitive creature

friar's lantern/foxfire

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 23:48:35 +0900

A phosphorescent light seen over marshy ground at night, caused by spontaneous combustion of gases emitted by decomposing organic matter, especially for luminescence produced by fungi.

It's a bright day today, though I didn't feel it.

Life is heading without him, and I have to continue.

In a week, I have one literature critic on Jane Eyre in English and one research paper on organizations. It's going to be hell.

Christmas is coming, but I don't feel the mood to celebrite.

I have to repeat to myself: Not mine. Not mine. He will never be mine...

Little chance there is that I could meet him again, so it might be better to throw everything of him away.

However, it's so hard.

friar's lantern/foxfire

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 23:48:35 +0900

A phosphorescent light seen over marshy ground at night, caused by spontaneous combustion of gases emitted by decomposing organic matter, especially for luminescence produced by fungi.

It's a bright day today, though I didn't feel it.

Life is heading without him, and I have to continue.

In a week, I have one literature critic on Jane Eyre in English and one research paper on organizations. It's going to be hell.

Christmas is coming, but I don't feel the mood to celebrite.

I have to repeat to myself: Not mine. Not mine. He will never be mine...

Little chance there is that I could meet him again, so it might be better to throw everything of him away.

However, it's so hard.

I miss him

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 00:47:07 +0900

I think I have a crush on the boy, though I don't really know him.

However, before I could do anything, he just slid away.

I had got the contact, but I don't have the courage.

I miss him! I do.

I don't know what I'm looking forward for.

Maybe just a message

But, obviously, he is reluctant to do so.

Or he may have forget there was a me had been in his life once.

So everything I could do is just burying everything away,

though I have to admit I'm really not good at it...

finally i know how to write a diary~~

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 23:03:07 +0900

I've sign in for 4 days.and every time I came,I just try to write something.but I couldn't.because I didn't know where to go.eh~~~I don't know Japanese~~~that's a big problem!

knowing noting about Japanese,then why I start this blog?because I want to communicate with him.A pop star,famous and don't even know there are someone called Vannessa~~~stupid?yes,but I've just done this.

so welcome to my blog.