https://ameblo.jp/worldfallsapartaroundus/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja That feeling you get when you see all proof going against you.
You can see people lie right in your face.
Talking shit behind your back.
Sitting there thinking your stupid and know nothing.
And you know whatever they tell you is just a big fat lie.

Sorry to say. But you're failing quite hard.
You, Who call me your friend.
Who leave me "Presents" And then call me stupid. Gross, Ugly and monster.
Shouldn't even clam yourself being my friends.

That's nothing BUT bullying.

(＝⌒▽⌒＝) ]]> https://ameblo.jp/worldfallsapartaroundus/entry-11502372005.html Mon, 01 Apr 2013 07:47:07 +0900 All the shit you all made me go through.
Your tyranny is over. It’s over and done with.
I grew up. You didn’t. None of you have.
You didn’t mature.
You didn’t grow wiser or older.

You stay in that child like state. In that “I’ll revange you, Bitch” State,
You know what. Here is my last salute to you.
Suck my invisible dick.
And then fuck off. Why?

I’m untouchable.
I did so much this 4 years.
I at least grew up. To a woman.
While you still act like children.
Fucking around, Drinking, and thinking bullying people is right.
Only cuz someof you have been to japan. Or are in uni.
Dosen’t mean you’re mature.

I’m saying again Suck my invisible dick,
GROW UP ONCE AND FOR ALL! NO ONE LIKES YOU!

Over and out.
Arashi (嵐)
☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ* ]]> https://ameblo.jp/worldfallsapartaroundus/entry-11501622335.html Sun, 31 Mar 2013 05:46:29 +0900 I have been thinking by looking at old messages and pictures.
Why do people put words in your mouth and act like they know you?
When the funny part is.
They dont know a flying frick about you.
Like i had this friend.
She bashes her exgirlfriend cuz she is friends with me and don't believe the rumours that goes around?

I mean come on grow up already.
Don't say you know me and call me your best friend.
You knew me for a year and the funny thing is.
I treated you like any friend cuz you showed me respect.
But i don't know how people read that THOUGH a screen?!
I mean holy DAMN what drama people start on the internet though a F*CKING SCREEN!

Come on seriously.
Start rumours fine but don't make them so obvious only the stupidest of the stupid will believe them. Not mentioning names *Cough* Jin *Cough* Akanishi *Cough*

If i was such a desperate for a good fuck i would have taken anyone by now.
But i havent so shove it up your buttfucked whore ass and STFU.

Not even the people that have known me for as long as 10 years of their life can say they know me to 100%
Not even my best best friend Sara can say she knows me.
She knows 90% of who i am and what builts me up.
But people like have known me for a year and cuz i share a little part of my life with you dosen't mean you know me for 150% of who i am.

So people.
STFU back off and LEAVE me alone!
(￣へ ￣ 凸


P.s. How the hell can you have sex with someone though a screen?! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/worldfallsapartaroundus/entry-11452608456.html Sat, 19 Jan 2013 21:39:24 +0900 I just now realized i really am a cold hearted person.
I'm so numbed from so much pain i stopped caring even about those who need it...

What is happening to me?
When did i become such a monster?
What made me this way....
I have no idea anymore...

I look myself in the mirror i dont recognoze what i see.
3 faces of 3 diffrent people.
All in one body.

All fighting to live their life in this one body..
Yun, Rira & Yuu.
Two girl's and one man.

It's hard to say who of these are me.
all are in one way.
Yun is the one i used to be in my dark past.
Rira is me a while back.. like 3 years.
Yuu.... is me today..

They all are 3 living people.
Friends have met them.
I have met them.
I have Yuu screaming and talking to me in my head CONSTANTLY.
Yun come and goes as she wishes.

But one that always remains is me.
Rira.
The middle thing.
That isnt angry, sad, happy or hyper.
Who is just.
"Normal"

Over and out.
（‐＾▽＾‐）
]]> https://ameblo.jp/worldfallsapartaroundus/entry-11450005196.html Tue, 15 Jan 2013 23:24:04 +0900 So here I am again. Writing on you my only friend that listens......

NOT! （‐＾▽＾‐）
I was joking though.

Serious buisness.
I don't feel so well again.
My chest pains are back and i just feel super crappy.

I bearly sleep and everything just hurts again... (´＿｀｡)
So in general.
I fell back where i was in the beginning of last year.

I thought it was over and done with.
Seems like it wasnt so much over and done with after all...

All those questions all those annoying people and those rumours.
Seems like they effect you more then you think and just want to leave?
What do i now.
私本とに知らない。

I used to crush on this girl for years and years.
She was just a crush...
It's hard to disslike her or hate her.
Cuz I'm still crushing on her...

彼女の名前わまりや。
And it hurts.
Even if i decide to go with her whatever i do i don't know if it will ever work.
Mostly cuz shes so far away.
And i want someone thats so much closer and understands me...
Well she does...

We will see what life takes me from here on.
Maybe I will end up with my ex gf again found someone better or someone outside this mess.
Hopefully it will clear up soon.

I'm in such a mess inside right now it hurts.

Over and out.
（‐＾▽＾‐）
]]> https://ameblo.jp/worldfallsapartaroundus/entry-11449977292.html Tue, 15 Jan 2013 22:55:56 +0900 I have been thinking.
Why do you delete someone you talk to everyday?
Even if you get angry so what?
I mean come on how childish isnt that?
It's even worse then delete your own facebook cuz someone drives you utterly insane by choaking you by spamming.

It's annoying.
Don't delete if you know you will add them back an hour later.
It's like don't say bad words if you know they will hurt and the other part will never forgive.

Over and out.
(＝⌒▽⌒＝) ]]> https://ameblo.jp/worldfallsapartaroundus/entry-11448492829.html Mon, 14 Jan 2013 00:17:45 +0900
Let's Cheer!!! Wooooooh!!!
Anyway. What i want to make clear here first of all.
I'm a GIANT j-pop/rock lover!
I Hate Jin Akanishi from the deepest part of my heart.
I love Kuroki Meisa... Still!
I'm 22 years old.

Have fun on my blog.
See you around!! （‐＾▽＾‐）
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