Sakinko's ブログ https://ameblo.jp/xxheartbeattxx/ 日本語でも英語でもちょこっと思ったことを書こうと思って作りました。初めてのﾌﾞﾛｸﾞで色々とわからないこといっぱいだけど楽しくやって行きたいと思います、ﾖﾛｼｸお願いします♪ ja Hi. こんなに寂しいのは久しぶり。

 

I haven't felt this lonely in a while. 

]]> https://ameblo.jp/xxheartbeattxx/entry-12201465199.html Mon, 19 Sep 2016 15:32:48 +0900 bitch.
tell that jerk to stop using my freaking floss. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/xxheartbeattxx/entry-11385655460.html Mon, 22 Oct 2012 07:35:50 +0900 what i am. i am so full of anger that i want to smash glass everywhere and press my skin into it to feel the sharp pain.
i am so lonely that i feel like i am sitting in the middle of a cold desert with no light in sight.
i am so pissed that i want to choke myself until i no longer have the power to breathe.
i am so sad that i want to scream until i ruin my vocal cords.
i am so lost that i don't see a hand that i can hold onto.
i am so shaken that i don't think i could ever find something that will keep me holding on.
i am so furious that i want to burn a house down and run away.
i am so sick that i think i will throw up.
i am so scared that i don't want to show anyone how i truly feel.
i am so bitter that i have lost everything that i had ever wished for.
i am so heartsick that i cannot imagine how many pieces my heart has shattered into.
i am so sorry that this is the only way i can get my emotions out.


i am so ashamed that i have all of these thoughts, and that i let this happen to myself.
i am not okay.

someone save me.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/xxheartbeattxx/entry-11384109939.html Sat, 20 Oct 2012 12:31:28 +0900 Osaka visit <33
met up with a friend and went on the bullet train and snow ball effected it all night (gathered people as they came)

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then went to visit their school <33 and had my very first japanese school food <333

it was sooo nice seeing everybody!!!!!

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大阪に友達に会いにいく事にしました　♡

友達と待ち合わせて、新幹線に乗り、雪だるまみたいに人集めて夜遅くまで遊んでました

そして学校も遊びに行っちゃった♡　生まれて初めての学食♡　憧れだったから嬉しかった！！

皆に会えてよかったぁ！！！！！ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/xxheartbeattxx/entry-11288806446.html Thu, 28 Jun 2012 09:24:19 +0900 Japan trip part I
The first house that I stayed at, had one boy in first grade who loved to play with legos and robots. From the US, we brought him a car to build with blocks (not lego, sadly) which he completed within an hour, and boasted that it was easy peezy haha.

He was super shy when I first met him two years ago, and his shyness had somewhat stayed, because he was super quiet and didn't talk much, but was excited enough to wake us up at 6am the next day to show us his new lego display for the new car that he had just received.
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The second house that we stayed at, also had one baby,, again, my cousin's kid haha
she was about 10 months old, and was SO FREAKING CUTE.
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especially when my cousin would feed her lemon and she would make a really sour face bahaha

oh what a bully of a father he is.

we also got to go see how a great miso company makes miso over many years, so that was pretty awesome ehehe
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I also got to see a castle after a bit of a drive, which was pretty cool too.
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旅のほとんどが親戚の子供達と遊んでいたって感じですw親戚の子供っていうけど実は私のいとこの子供達です。

最初に泊まった家には、一年生の男の子が一人いました。レゴのブロックとロボットなどで遊ぶのが好きなので、アメリカからのお土産はブロック（残念ながらレゴじゃない）で作る車（プラモデルみたいなやつ）でした。一時間ぐらいで作って簡単だったとアピールしてましたw

二年前に初めて会った時は、とても恥ずかしがりやで、今でも何となくそんな感じが残ってました。あんまりしゃべらず、静かだったにも関わらずやっぱり遊びたくて朝６時に起こされましたけどねw　新しくもらった車のために作ったレゴのステージがどうしても見せたかったみたいですw。

次に泊まった家も子供がいました。今度は赤ちゃん！また違ういとこの子供ですw
１０ヶ月ぐらいでめっちゃくちゃ可愛かったです♡

特にいとこがレモンを食べさせて酸っぱそうな顔してたのが一番♡♡w

いじめっ子なパパでしたねw

八丁味噌屋さんのツアーが出来て、結構面白かったです。

後お城もちょっと見れて楽しかったです♡ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/xxheartbeattxx/entry-11272958658.html Sat, 09 Jun 2012 14:17:30 +0900 Back from Japan and Singapore
about a week since I returned from my trip to Japan and Singapore, and would like to share my experiences and adventures <33

it may take a couple entries but I plan to upload pictures and share while I go on even more adventures as I do so haha

for example, tomorrow I'll be driving taking a mini-road trip of three hours to see my besties and celebrating one of their birthdays <33

I think I'll take my time and relax as I upload these experiences.

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お久しぶりです、

日本とシンガポールへの旅行から帰って来てから一週間がたちまして、旅行中の出来事やアドベンチャー話などをシェアしたいと思います♡♡

何回かに分けて書きますが、写真もアップして、その間にもっとアドベンチャーもしてw

というと、明日ミニロードトリップで３時間運転してベストフレンド達に会いにいき、一人の誕生日を祝いにいってきます♡♡

少しずつアップしていきたいと思います。 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/xxheartbeattxx/entry-11272943816.html Sat, 09 Jun 2012 14:05:07 +0900 japan and singapore<333 <33 can't wait can't wait!

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日本とシンガポールに遊びに行く事になりました！！
♡楽しみ楽しみ！！ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/xxheartbeattxx/entry-11252725923.html Thu, 17 May 2012 04:26:23 +0900 toilet paper dress contest
my team did a great job, especially with the hair accessary ehehe
my dress.. does not cover my like a dress should haha xDD

didn't win first place, but super fun!

i love these girls <33

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女子会イベントでトイレットペーパーでドレス作り。。

うちのチーム頑張ったね、特に髪飾りww
ドレスは。。長さ足りないけどw

一位とれなかったけど、めっちゃ楽しかった！

みんなだぁーいすき♡ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/xxheartbeattxx/entry-11227022448.html Thu, 19 Apr 2012 02:29:21 +0900 village on yarn album release show!
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thank you to everybody who came out to see us, and thank you to all who have purchased our album!

the album will go on sale on iTunes some time soon, so check it out, village on yarn "shelters"

<33

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土曜日のバンドのアルバムリリースショーは大成功でした！！

来てくれた皆、ありがとう！あとアルバムを買ってくれた皆もありがとうございます！

近いうちにiTunesでも買える様になるので、チェックよろしくお願いします、village on yarn の　「shelters」です！

♡ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/xxheartbeattxx/entry-11220012083.html Wed, 11 Apr 2012 10:25:19 +0900 full ensemble rehearsal♪
it was SO MUCH FUN! i love everybody in this band.

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昨日全員集まってバンドの練習しました、

めっちゃ楽しかった！　みんな大好き。

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