why.. dont u know sometimes gals are lack of the feeling secure.. cant u be the oni guy that can make me feel secure... if ur my other half u will try to make me happy make me feel safe...

i know sometimes u really did.. i really appreciate it... but sometimes u just abandon me.. i think is becos of ur studies and i hope that the reason that u dun really come n tok to me is because ur busy wif ur studies..

i hope i m oversensitive and i hope u wil one day understand how are really feel and stand in my shoes.. i m already tiring my best to understand ur situation and i dun expect... becos i love u..

today i went to Zara.. and i saw a very nice sweater like jacket is RM199.90... but i really like it...

Beside, i m aso addicted to the Longchamp limited edition bag... is really nice.. i mean i really my type of bag..

Longchamp Le Pliage Art Déco RM750

Sigh.. i m a shopaholic!! i really like it! hope i can get it one day!!

I m really trying my best to work on my foundation work and all.. i dunno why recently i like to keep myself at home and not going so much out... even jj call me to go out i even hesitate sometimes.. is like i m kinda tired...

well i think i will start to be more strong and be who i m and who i will be..

Actually yeaterday i was waiting for sumones call but at last until late nite oni i receive..hmmm but wanted him to call whenever he is free just wan to tok to him just even for 1 min i feel satisfied!

Yesterday... lolz in the morning it was just like sum normal skul day.. is nth much actually.... but i remember a scene tat is ridiculous haha.. hery called me to accompany him to go down to the G floor to give money to david to buy his book.. so i was drag unwillingly to go down so i ran to the lift and while i was running half way my shoe came off!! haha like cinderella *kidding* den i have to wear it bak myselfヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ

the other part during skul time is that most of my gurl classmate was gathering at outside the lift and keep pressing the button up and down and they are not even planning to go in.. you know wat they are just testing their luck and see if they can find their prince charming haha lolz is really funny

Later on after Eng i rush bak home and immidiatelly i go out wif my mom to her frenz shop to buy stuff and i m kinda happy there is a lot of nice stuff there...(^∇^)

but at 4 sumthing i have to fetch mich to go see annona joo li and wivi we ate at pizza hut and we have a great chat!! is like after so long we have not seen wivi for ages!! and joo li have to wait for here mom to fetch her home and i have to fetch mich and nona home.. and wivi will be driving herself home wif her car white colour...beside haha wivi's skinny jeans that day was really striking! is bright red haha lolz

and before we go.. we left a note at wivi's car we put infornt of the car

NOte:

To W

I love <3 You

From EMA

haha u will be thinking wat stands for EMA ( ean michelle annona)

Today there is a beautiful incident and a sordid incident..

but for my title i will just put beautiful incident cos the another incident i hope that i wont ever happen again and i hope my fren will have beautiful incident after that and stop all the nightmare...Hoping things will be better for her..hwaiting!

Well i think we shud not mention so much abt the sad ones....

Here, this is about a beautiful incident that happen in ADP library... Today we were supposingly to do our econs reserch there.. But there when me and my frens were there we Notice someone in library LOLz so called "traffic light" this nickname was given by jun to the person she admire lolz

Wondering Y 'traffic light' cos one day jun saw the guy wearing

1) Red cap

2)Yellow shirt

3)green slippers

So this 3 colors form traffic light.. haha it sounds kinda lame and that is not the best part

Here come the best * JANg JAng JAng JAng*

today we pan to help jun to hunt the guy down... so i decided to call jun and wei to sit opposite af the guy directly and we can see him clearly his every action and all...

that time jun dun dare to ask for his email... we tell her not to worry and try to find plans to make her dream works but.. too bad our fren hery say no..(￣_￣ i)

and we all sat there for like 1 + waiting for action but no one have the guts haha... when we decided to take action he went lying down on the table and close his eyes!! and we were like OH no... so we waited for abt another 20 min for him to wake up

But even though after he wake up we still dun have the guts until the last 5 min!! JUN have decided to do or die and all said DO!!!

So she stand up and pull me with her and i was like wat !! oh no!! i was like calling for help!! but no one came and help me so it was kinda embrassing

So she went nearer and nearer to the guy and she use her finger to point point at his shoulder and he turn to the side and look at us Jakuns! haha Den jun Ask can i have ur email pls!!

i was like totally laughing..without a single voice.. u wont know how hard it was ! to hold the laughter...

den the guy gave her her email and nicely tell her that is an underscore in the email... he is really a nice guy until those who just reject ppl right in the face,,

so we finally get the EMIAL...everyone LAugh! and one of my fren actually video everything!!!

--MISSION ACCOMPLISH--

Lolz i have to be more determine in keeping fit!!! cos i m going flabby and fat.. I dun wan to be officially 'tofu' girl but den i must change and i shud not be lazy well i know i have been lazy for the past 18 years haha..

FAT we must fight with them and we will suceed if we have strong wil!!

Hmmm today din go find and see my jj haha cos super lazy to drive out! lolz still miss him... i hope one day i will not miss him anymore cos he doesn't miss me as i do.. so i think i dun wan to think abt him anymore!!（‐＾▽＾‐）

Today basically noting much as usual!! Just that i feel that project is all coming over... i m going to be flooded by work... but i still wan to find time to relax and all..

Keep fit lolz i dun think it work on me.. cos when i m hungry is like nth can stop me from eating or like when i m tempted by the food nth can stop me!!Food!

gosh!! i wan to have strong determination!!

and i know i can do it!!

i hope lolz hope that someone will support me *hint*

I miss you and i hope that you will miss me... Lolz today wanted to go out wif jj and have some nice sweet time together but unfortunately his class ended at 4 p.m. today.. swt... cant got out pak tor wif him!!

But today annona crash her car and it was pretty serious and i went to her hse and try to comfort her..I hope that she will stand up to be stronger and overcome all the hardships..

Today i think there is nothing really interesting and funny is just that miss class ended at 12 pm!! WOhoooo（‐＾▽＾‐）

current song : SNSD mabinogi

1) Super tiring in skul

2) Period

3) lost my phone chain

is really not a very nice day.. and jj din really comfort me much.. i think is because he think is really a small thing and why get so into it... Well is me,,, hard to get things over.. Hmm.. sometimes i really wish he could understand how i felt..

But nvm i will try to be more independent and not dependent

Today in bcp lecture something really interesting happen lolz it all started wif david and his
ELMO t-shirt

Jojin : u have bad taste la.. ur elmo shirt

David: better den u la mine is call new taste.. my mom open boutique one okay

jojin : WAt new taste old taste la my taste better

DAvid: ur old taste la.! and ur bf so DARK cannot see in the night la!!

jojin : U so white cannot see u during day time!!

*we all laugh* and david din get to fight bak anymore!!

well i think that is the best part of the day