【雪の花】

「Merry Xmas! ☆彡」

Sun, 26 Dec 2010 02:40:34 +0900

Merry Christmas everyone!!

I've been absent from blog for a long time, I apologise (ﾉ_･｡)

Life is being complicated and, well, it's a long story... I tell later.

These photos I've been to mall some weeks ago and took them:

I love this pink tree

And bought these beauties:

I'm wearing the blue one right now, love it!!

On 17th, it was my birthday I turned 20! Time is running so fast...

hmm.. I'm feeling a bit old, but oh well, we have to accept

And, it's summer here very hot, and sun is burning hard, you know that I hate it...

Sunscreen is more than needed, I don't want to age, lol.

That's all for today

I wish I can write here more often (^-^)

See you all again!

(^з^)-☆Chu!!

「just giving a living sign」

Thu, 16 Sep 2010 22:25:54 +0900

Hello everyone ≧(´▽｀)≦

Sorry for not returning peta in a long time.

I'm still alive

I had great days, aunt and little cousin arrived here to visit

and when they are around my mood changes for better.

And it seems I've been very busy with some stuff because I was not having time for anything.

It includes writing a blog.

Now things are becoming more organized. (●´ω｀●)ゞ

Have a great day or night everyone

「2010年08月29日」

Mon, 30 Aug 2010 11:10:22 +0900

ヽ(ﾟ◇ﾟ )ﾉ

Was waiting for it

ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ

「2010年08月27日」

Sat, 28 Aug 2010 09:15:10 +0900

Winter is ending here...

It's giving signs of ending, weather is getting warmer.

Here was about to rain , but not cold like before.

I went with mom to our previous home, to take pictures to put it for rent.

Then in the way back to current home, it was sunny

Around noon, this is the warmer part of the day

was way hot, even that it was only 27 degrees, I felt like 30

This was all the same day, sky was very blue at noon

Bye

「2010年08月25日」

Thu, 26 Aug 2010 09:27:15 +0900

Today I bought little thingies to make a thingy

ribbon, ruffles, chain, etc

and beads

I found a chain with glitter

Love it

Very sparkly, in the pic can't notice it so much

I will do my thingies and will show it later (*^▽^*)

bye

「haircut о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆」

Mon, 16 Aug 2010 10:45:03 +0900

I just finished trimming my hair few hours ago.

Took a long time because I had a long grown hair since previous cut

and need to go slowly, not to do any mistake.

Everytime I cut hair I end feeling like it's too short

but it's ok

I just feel this way because it usually was much longer before

I will not post any photos now because I'm waiting my wax to arrive

I need it for styling hair.

Anyways it is almost same style just trimmed a bit.

bye <3

「eh...」

Thu, 12 Aug 2010 01:19:42 +0900

No many news to post here from previous days

Just that I'm being feeling like sick

getting sick too often, and so tired... scary (x_x')

All I did these days was sleep, lay in fever in a bed, and work.

I hope I'm not so seriously sick, hope that it's only depression that is making me feel so tired...

so much frustration going on with my life, I'm very upset.

The only thing I wanted is so simple, but seems so impossible, only to me

and the only damn crap that last me to try to find other happiness in life is to move to far away from this hell

but this will take some time... time that I'm too frustrated to wait patiently

so I still living this shitty crap, nothing good, no joy, nothing!

freaking frustrating... ><" why me...

Changing the subject... yesterday I went to hairdresser to fix my hair

just to fix, but I never let hairdresser cut my hair, I like doing it myself

next week I will cut my hair (trim)

over 1 year I no longer did these things

hair is huge now

over 1 year I was not taking care of myself since the damn bastard (ex) broke up with me

I was deeply depressed, just started to take care of myself few weeks ago

well, at least I myself have to love myself...

Weather was heating up these days, I don't want winter to end

Past days were sunny

yesterday was 27 degrees, I usually feel cold at this temperature, but yesterday was the warmer 27 degrees ever

I said it was the most confortable hot weather I can bear. WW

Today weather changed again, cloudy and rainy

but temperature is confortable.

Now I'm going to make a sweet to eat, to sweeten up my life a bit WW

and do my work

and stuff

bye bye ～ ♥

「2010年07月19日」

Tue, 20 Jul 2010 09:44:29 +0900

Today I left home enclosure after a long time and went out

I'm still very sad, I miss Daisuke so much ( : _ ; )

But I had to go out anyways, even so sad.

As you can see, it's raining a lot here

And cold, at least I see people complaining about the cold

I felt very cold when season changed, but now it's ok.

The sea I took this photo at the bus stop close to home

There was so much windy that the wind was pushing me back WW

Day was cold and gray, that's what I call a beautiful day

The bus took too long to come, so I had to take one with airconditioning

Very cold, even more cold inside the bus, but for me was fine

bye bye

「Forever Daisuke ❤」

Mon, 19 Jul 2010 02:24:48 +0900

It's with this grip on heart I say a loved one has passed away.

The eternal Daisuke Ochida, vocal of the eternal band Kagerou passed away on 15, July 2010.

They are the best disbanded band in my opinion, I'm a fan and they are on my top favorites.

Daisuke is an idol, one of my most loved ones,

he was always an example for me for surviving his heart problems, what I also have,

and being so full of life, and bringing us the treasure his music is.

I just knew it yesterday because I hate music news' sites.

I could not believe and I'm still in shock, he would be 32 soon on 30 july, too young to leave.

That's the first time a loved one and an idol passes away.

I feel like there is a missing soul in this world, but we all are going to the other side someday

and that's not a goodbye, that's a see you soon, there, at the other side of life.

Daisuke, Thank You for everything.

Shine with the stars of the skies my dear.

I will always remember you.

You're alive in my heart forever ❤

「Game Over・・・」

Sun, 04 Jul 2010 11:32:31 +0900

England... Japan... Brazil... are all out of world cup now

my 3 favourites are gone

Yesterday we lost bad ・°・(ノД｀)・°・

sad...sad...sad...

for me that's the end of this game.

what made us happy today was to see Argentina loosing too wwwww

4x0!!

let's wait and hope to win next cup

2014 here we go!